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shaira

In LOVE with my LI !!!

About Me

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I like the beach. I love watching sunsets. I love the rain. I can't live without music. I miss riding roller coasters and feeling the wind blow against my face. I miss the natural high and the thrill that comes with it.
I like to write and paint when I have time. Sometimes, these are just ways that somehow save me from the inevitable-- BOREDOM.
I can be very hard to decipher. I can be hard-headed. I'm not very demure but I'm into make-up, clothes, shoes, etc. I will not pretend to be someone I'm not so I could please everyone.
I'm a peace-loving person(most of the time!) But if there is a need for me to speak up and really fight for something, I would. What else? I don't do drugs, I drink, and I love to eat, even the full-figured body that comes with it. ;)
† artistic † painter † writer † music-lover † food-enthusiast † sensitive † romantic † tough † loves the beach † dreamer † crammer † will fight for the people I love † transparent † imperfect † passionate †
"I know the reality of life, but I refuse to stop dreaming. I love life, yet I hate it at times. Shit happens. Deal with it."..

My Interests

|| plus-size clothes | shoes | make-up | sports | languages | movies | traveling | MUSIC | volleyball | badminton | haunted houses| Italy | Japan | Germany | Spain | Philippines | horror | tequila | sunsets | ocean | rain | cooking | baking | food presentation | painting | art |natural highs | life | GOD | faith | family | food | dreams | writing| the beach | white sand | frozen margarita | sex on the beach (i'm talking about the cocktail) | snow | ice | theater | "MAGIC" | etc. ||

I'd like to meet:

It would be great to meet new friends and people I have lost contact with.

Music:

|| Aerosmith || evanescence || tatu || Creep by Radiohead || charlotte church || Josh Groban || parokya ni edgar || Vanness Wu || alanis morissette || the rasmus || bread || maroon 5 || eminem || utada hikaru || bjork || beatles || the cranberries || the corrs || skunk anunsie || skin || keane || enya || chicane || rivermaya || southborder || sugarfree || reggae || pop || Rnb || Classical || Soft Rock || alternative rock ||etc.

Movies:

|| ROME & JULIET || BOYS DON'T CRY || 50 FIRST DATES || Night of the Living Dead, || Blade 1 & 2 || The Ring || Titanic || I am Sam || Night on Elm Street || The Eye || Tanging Yaman || Feng Shui || The Classic || My Sassy Girl || 100 Days with Mr. Arrogant || Windstruck || The Pacifier || Be Cool || Doll Master || Curly Sue || Hot Chick || Mighty Ducks 2 & 3 || -HORROR MOVIES THAT DON'T SUCK- || etc....

Television:

||L WORD (want to watch it!) ||* Ikaw Ang Lahat Sa Akin * || * Munting Paraiso * || buffy || angel || charmed || whose line is it anyway? || meteor garden || everybody loves raymond || dark angel || titus || F.r.i.e.n.d.s || Boston Public || Grounded For Life || Still Standing || Growing Up Gotti || Pimp My Ride || Starting Over || etc. ||

Books:

|| SELF-MADE MAN || Morning, Noon and Night || The Lost Boy || Drama Queen || horror books || Goosebumps || My First Love || Chicken Pox For The Soul || True Philippine Ghost Stories 1 - 7 & 9 ||

Heroes:

* my MOM * Ü

My Blog

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There are a lot of things running in my head. There are a lot of things I want to say... but for some reason, I don't know where or how to start...or if I can write even half of what I want to expres...
Posted by shaira on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 04:56:00 PST

Finally...

Hmmm.. here I am again... I don't really know how long it has been since I wrote about "her" - a few weeks/months... but this will be the last. Finally... I'm REALLY moving on. No more bitterness.. n...
Posted by shaira on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 05:20:00 PST

It still hurts like hell. F*CK

 Damn it. Why does it have to be this complicated? Fuck.  Or maybe... I'm just making things seem complicated. I saw some pictures of her with her ex (I think).. and they're back together. I...
Posted by shaira on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 10:17:00 PST

Almost falling in love... Moving on... Coming out... etc.

Almost falling in love: It's been almost a year since I met her. It's been 11 months since we lost contact. We were probably never meant for each other. Still, I can't forget her. And I don't want to....
Posted by shaira on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 06:49:00 PST

bummer

Hmm.. after just 6 days... I failed.  yeah.. I smoked. argh. But at least I tried to quit.. does that count? hehe It's hard not to, especially when you're out drinking coffee... having a good con...
Posted by shaira on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 08:53:00 PST

I quit :) :(

 I'm done. I quit. 2 days ago, I decided to stop smoking... I've tried to quit before.. I was successful for a few months, but when things got rough and when stress got the best of me, I gave in...
Posted by shaira on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 10:53:00 PST

Two Weeks of Bliss

Have you ever allowed yourself to experience happiness even if you knew that this bliss was bound to be over soon? Have you ever allowed yourself to take risks for someone you knew wouldn't be there f...
Posted by shaira on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:00:00 PST

check out my art :)

http://ocean86.blogs.friendster.com/photos/my_art_2006/   ENJOY! :) let me know what u think... peace....
Posted by shaira on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 12:28:00 PST