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.dez. &lt;Zagama Beach&gt;

Behind her smile//She licks the blood off of her teeth//And says she'll stay//Because it's easier th

About Me


My name's Dez.
You either know me, don't know me, want to know me, wish you didn't know me, or could give a fuck less about knowing me.
Me? I'm just lucky to be here aren't I?

My Interests

Music.Playing music.Music-related activities.Sleeping...to music.Did I mention...?

I'd like to meet:

Dave Gahan, Trent Reznor, Henry Font, Morrissey, Ohgr, Tim Burton, Pat Briggs, Christopher Hall, Christopher Walken, David Bowie, Danny Elfman, The Seventh Star, 7/28, Gridkeepers, The Key

A Playlist For You

Here's whatever songs I feel like putting up right now...

Music:

The Cure.NIN.My Chemical Romance.Skinny Puppy.AFI.Lostprophets.Coheed and Cambria.30secondstomars.depeche mode.glassJAw.The Birthday Massacre. Head Automatica.Mindless Self Indulgence.Murder By Death.Thursday. Saosin.Circa Survive.Chiodos. Pist*on.Oingo Boingo.Bauhaus.Cute Phase.The Anix.Low.Red Sparrows.Pelican.The Faint.Adult.FischerSpooner.Miss Kitten.Secret Lives of the Freemasons.Deftones.Team Sleep.36 Crazyfists.Alice in Chains.pixies. Coal Chamber.Stabbing Westward.Type O Negative.Psychotica.Son Of Sam. Misfits.The Bled.Poison The Well.Mars Volta.Hunter Revenge.Manson.Bowie.Tones On Tail.Cursive.Imperative Reaction.Deadsy.Nirvana.Joy Division.The Sound Of Animals Fighting.The Fall Of Troy.Scarling.Morrissey.Garbage.Interpol. Radiohead.Taking Back Sunday.Smashing Pumpkins.Angels and Airwaves. KMFDM.Explosions In The Sky.Infusion.Dredg.Xiu Xiu.!!!.From First To Last.Alkaline Trio.Ashesdead. Lunarclick.Shades of Scar.Temper.The Stiletto Formal.The Jonbenet.001.A Crude Mechanic.Cinema Strange.Journey. Waterdown.A Static Lullaby.Dresden Dolls.Ministry.HIM.VHS or BETA?.At The Drive-In.Action Action.Blood Brothers.Head Wound City.Neon Blonde.Orgy.Videodrone.The Dreaming.Danzig.Yeah Yeah Yeahs.Poe.Jawbox.Kill Hannah.Test Icicles.She Wants Revenge.Professional Murder Music.Human Waste Project.Q and Not U.skyeatsairplane.Secret & Whisper.House of Blow.Dance Gavin Dance.Heavens.Crime In Stereo.Dead to Fall.Between The Buried And Me.Darkest Hour.The Black Dahlia Murder.The Human Abstract.Born of Osiris.The Faceless.The Tony Danza Tapdance Extravaganza. Everytime I Die.

Movies:

City of the Lost Children.NightBreed.Tetsuo:The Iron Man.Nightmare Before Christmas.Harry Potter(all).Sin City.Lemora.Brain Damage.Army Of Darkness.Evil Dead 1 and 2.Walk The Line.Hard Core Logo.House Of Yes.The Lost Boys.The Wizard.The Monster Squad.Rad.Can't Buy Me Love.Shawshank Redemption.Terror Firmer.Tromeo and Juliet.Citizen Toxie:The Toxic Avenger 4.Fifth Element.The Professional.Snatch.Reservoir Dogs.True Romance.From Dusk Till Dawn.The Item.Brainscan.Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory.Edward Scissorhands.The Princess Bride.Lord of the Rings(all).Brazil.Dawn of the Dead(original).The Virgin Suicides.Spider-Man 1 and 2.X-Men 1 and 2. Sitcom.MirrorMask. Serenity.King Kong(new).Wayne's World 1 and 2.Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure.Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey.Freaked.HellBoy.Brothers Grimm. Time Bandits.Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.SuperTroopers.Club Dread. Cronos.The Convent.Children of the Night.Salem's Lot.The Stand.Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters' Dead.Serial Mom.Hedwig and the Angry Inch.Rocky Horror Picture Show.Fight Club.Se7en.12 Monkeys.Dark City.

Television:

South Park.Aqua Teen Hunger Force.Wonder Showzen.Carnivale.My So-Called Life.Point Pleasent.Dark Shadows(revival series).Wonderfalls. Undeclared.Count Duckula.Inspector Gadget.Thundercats.Transformers. Robot Chicken.My Name Is Earl.Clerks(animated series).The Brak Show. Space Ghost Coast to Coast.Uranium.Sealab 2021.Pee Wee's Playhouse.The Totatly Misguided Misadventures of Ed Grimley.The Young Ones.Parker Lewis Can't Lose.The Adventures of Brisco County,Jr.Weird Science.Tattooed Teenage Alien Fighters From The Year 2ooo(j/k).Toxic Crusaders.Degrassi. Full House.Saved by the Bell.Dexter.

Books:

The Dark Tower Series.The Stand.The Talisman.Salem's Lot.The Vampire Chronicles.The Lives Of The Mayfair Witches.Clouds Without Water.The Harry Potter Series.The Abarat.The Books of Blood.Weaveworld.The Great And Secret Show.The Divine Comedy(Dante's Inferno).Come As You Are.If Chins Could Kill.Lost Souls.It.The Eyes of the Dragon...pretty much all Stephen King,Anne Rice,and Clive Barker that I didn't already mention...Party Monster.Virgin Suicides.Dune.Slaughterhouse 5.Choke.Wicked.

Heroes:

YOU!!!!IT'S YOU!!!!YOU ARE MY NUMBER ONE HERO!!!!!!! OHGODITSSUCHANHONORTOFINALLYMEETYOU!!!!!!!!!!!

My Blog

I’m

Happy.Life is impossibly simple right now.I consider myself amongst the lucky ones.I do not take it for granted.Now where the hell did I leave that unicorn blood.....
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 03:21:00 PST

Normally, I dont do this....

...but I was looking through my sorta lyric book thing, and I found these sorta lyrics that I wrote and have yet to use...I just kinda liked them, and again, I try to not post this kind of shit on her...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Sun, 25 May 2008 03:23:00 PST

Umm-ish

Wow....talk about things changing at the drop of a dime.Since my last blog, I have parted ways with Hot Topic (i loved everyone I worked with, but I fucking HATED that place, and the mall...) I went f...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Sat, 10 May 2008 12:40:00 PST

Me Dez....Me make blah-g

Well, I haven't posted one in awhile....and the last one was pretty random.So...what to talk about, what to talk about....To be honest, I don't really post these that often anymore because I am in fac...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 11:02:00 PST

You feelin’ froggy??? THAN LEAP!!!!!....................ish!

Well, I haven't posted a blog in  like a year. I'm doing great!!! lol. Or am I??? WHo knows? My band Slit Wrist Theory is back together...I'm actually at practice right now (the only time I ever ...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:29:00 PST

Honesty (a companion piece)

I apoligize for whining last night. That was silly, and I was drunk. It was true, but that is beside the point...MySpace is not the place for such things...or maybe it is now? Don't worry...I'm all be...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 11:47:00 PST

Honestly

I am sick and tired of writing the same thing everytime I post one of these. What do you want to hear? I still drink and smoke too much. I am still trying to put music together. And you know what? I a...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 01:25:00 PST

"Happy Feet" or "How to Deal With Your Inner Demons"

So Bugs and I got drunk and tried to watch Happy Feet at the IMAX....it was an adventure to be sure...I have never been equal parts depressed, frightened, and in the mood to dance before.... I want to...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:52:00 PST

Well well well...the boy is still alive...

What to say, what to say.... So much has gone on since I last wrote a blog, I don't even know where to start. Fuck. I don't even know why I'm writing this...most of you already know everything that ha...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 02:06:00 PST

DRAMA-ISH

You've all driven me into hiding like fucking Yoda. I will NOT be stuck in the middle of everyone's drama. I have enough shit in my life that I do NOT need everyone else's shit as well. And I know tha...
Posted by .dez. [[Zagama Beach]] on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 03:02:00 PST