*Tiffy bleeds orgasms*

.greetings...my name is tiffany.i am i juggalette for life. i like horror movies and photography. i hate that people dont know what they want and dont think 4 themselves.they say they want and belive things before they even think about them. i like to talk to people about religion. i think most christians belive what there told belive and they dont really believe it. not all some really belive it but most have no idea what there taliking about and havent thought sbout any other realigion.sorry i cant spell 4 shit. any other info u wanna know just ask me.im a pretty blunt and honest person...i dont like beating around the bush..lol i hate that expression...be sure to add my freinds vanessa and taleesha...there the shit we shpould flush them. ill put more stuff n hurr later i just dont wanna do it all now.~~~ I see a red door, and I want to paint it black. I’m one of the things that goes “bump!” in the night. I’m a happy little blob of custard and you can’t nail me to any wall; in fact, I’d pull those nails out and aim them at you. Tell me how negative I am; tell me how I’m filled with hate. You’re not just stupid—you’re wrong. Firstly, necessarily, I dont love myself and i dont see how any1 could. Sometimes I realize I could have done something better; sometimes I make mistakes. Even when I deny myself something, withhold gratification, it’s always in order to enjoy something even more fulfilling and worthwhile down the road. This is why I can hate so purely, , anything that wastes my precious time, energy and attention. Next, I love my juggalo family, my best friends i dont know what i would do without u guys. vanessa taleesha chuck george tj sierrah shane blue buttah.i love u guys so much., and u should talk to my freind dusty shane(now called the showstoppa. hes a baddss juggalo and one of the coolest ppl to talk to.hes on my top freinds. those who are like as me. i can know them personaly or not . juggalo or not, but in my heart they are simply my family, and the Black Flame burns within all of them. They light my days and bring me joy through their achievements they make the world a more interesting place, and only a juggalo who is interested in the dark arts knows what a gift that is. Sometimes they are close enough to share food or warmth or simply company; sometimes they are far away, voices on phone lines, words on a page. But they’re always in here, part of me, He who attacks them attacks Me; he who places obstacles in their way earns my ire, my enmity, my hate. My mind escapes into the the psychotic world of insanity. A sickness that'll take my mind off the reality of my life. The whole world is my enemy. And I am a walking target. Im two-times the devil with all the significance. Ive been dragged and raped for the love a mob. I cant stay because I cant be stopped. I'll eat a motherfucker alive who crosses my way. I know your all tired of the same old bosses. Let me tell you now how its gonna be. Im gonna kill everyone who steps in front of my path...Everybody wants to be so hard. They all lost their father or their lover died. they never got to go outside and play...SHUT UP!!! Nobody gives a fuck, okay?! It dont change the fact that you still suck! I am the anti-christ. I am the only answer. Stripped down. I want you DEAD! But whats inside of me?...You'll never know...Bipolar gods bow down to me. I am...you know what the fuck I am...My life was always SHIT! And I dont think I need this anymore...Now Im not pretty and Im not "Cool". But Im fat and Im ugly...And Ive finally found the strength to be proud of that, so FUCK YOU!!! Standing out is my new perogative. Streamline the sickness inside of me and my half-ass aggresion. I saw it and now I believe it. The whole human race has been fucking conned!!! You all put your trust in your mainstream religions...Fuck that shit. This is MY religion...I AM HATED. But now, so are YOU!...Were ALL hated here so fuck you!!! Who gives a fuck if you hate me? Who cares if you think Im the biggest bitch? Who cares if you hate my colthes, My music, My state of mind? I sure as hell dont! Im fine with myself! Yeah Im a bitch, but who isnt?! Nothing matters to me anymore! Im numb! Fuck you! Im my OWN person. If you dont like it, too fucking bad. fuck you! Everything fucking sucks and I can prove it. Everyone lives their own pointless lives, then they die. No matter how hard you try, you cant remove it. You are all the same but I am the paradox deity vassel.Who are you to me? NO ONE! Who am I to you? NO ONE! Thats right.You mean NOTHING to me.I dont mind being loathed. I mean, This world sucks anyway. And if your important enough for me, then I'll befriend you. I can be friends with anyone, the only thing you need to do is NOT JUDGE ME!!! And if your wondering, No, there is very little love left inside of me. The human race has sucked it dry. Im full of rage. Can you change that? ...NO!!! I took life worth living and made it worth a mockery instead. This is where the line is drawn. The other side of me holds no secrets. But that side of me is gone...I didnt really need it anyway. You'll never know whats inside of me...I hold to MYSELF and NO ONE ELSE!!! Before you go, You should know that you all are breaking down...Dont deny it. You'll be half way to rotten by the time you reach underground. we are the only source of human consiouness this youth holds. I am the distorted scientist...what you cant see it? :( Well its here dumbfuck! Theres only one thing left. And I cant finish until its stated...I am the absolute poison. I am controlling you. Im closing in. You cant escape... I AM HATED....* I am *+*Tiffany*+*... First things first....If your going to label me then just get the fuck away from me. Im not ANYTHING!!! Goth, Skater, Punk, Emo, Poser... If I am going to be labled Im either all of them or none of them..Got it? Okay then...yeah okay.. Tiffany. Im 16. ...i live with 3 very old senile people who i really cant stand most of the time . my father is unknown to all my family.and sometimes i just wanna kill myself. I have plenty of reasons to do so. I want to proove that I can do anything I want to. I dont want to be a alocoholic lame-ass jobless, mother of nine kids with all different dads type of person. Im not your average person either. I live in the moment. I live in the REAL WORLD, and I hate to be fucked with. Im a person you either love or hate.I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare...you decide... I dont Jugde anybody at all.I have my own state of mind and am known for being brutaly honest and not caring if it hurts you or not...the truth hurts..so get over it... I am friends with anyone and everyone. I am a very easy person to be friends with but let me say, if you fuck with me, imma fuck with you back..... Im afraid of NO ONE and I Trust NO ONE...I am also very morbid and violent. I love seeing morbid gory things...things that should be rated XXXXXXXXXXXXXX(and so on and so on) I dont know why but seeing bloody corpses is really hot to me. I love moshing,getting drunk,tokein up,and doing things that could kill me. I love living life on the edge of insanity...Call me voilent, call me hardcore,call me what you will Id ont care but Im just straight up crazy!....Yeah.. I may sound like a psycho bitch but Im not. Im actaully a very very kind hearted person.. I guess I just have two personalities..lol.. I am a person who is always there for her friends.. Im also known to give good advise do yeah if you feel like you have a problem? just talk to me Im ALWAYS here :)...one person who deserves some huge ass props is my BEST FRIEND vanessa! she listens to my problems,when i have them i need help wit, I listen to hers, we always laugh together, we have 100's of inside jokes, she is always there for me and Im always there for her and I love her like a sister!!! shes on here too her name is creature of darkness and shes my top freind on here...you mess with one of us....Your messing with BOTH OF US.....Well I guess I said enough....Later m Yes...She LOVES Blood... and if theres something u dont like thats fine just dont hate all u fuckin haters can suck my 6.9 inch metaphorical penis so fuck you ... If I'm not dead enough for life, am I alive enough for death.....I PARTY HARDER than YOU I'm NOCTURNALI live for the weekends Im a controll freak my way or the highway. I only LOVE my close friends. I hate my past and almost everyone in it. I tell it like it is i love watching infomercials late at night. I hate it when people call me just to "find out where the parties at".. I hate people who start drama. I only talk shit if U start shit. Ive learned to trust NO ONEI love to make people laugh.butim not good at it I hate it when people change their opinions based on mine. I cant be bought..most of the time I hate ignorant people who always think there right news FLASH ur WRONG I live in my own little world I always hide my feelings most WENCHES annoy me. I hate it when people think they know you. I am one of a kind . . . once u have me dont let me go.i probably need u I regret nothing...well i do a little..ok a lot I expect to be forgiven for everything...cuz i dont hold grudges...if u do...fuck u get a life... I am what I am, & thats all that i am! !! !