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About Me

Picture from the Schoolyard Heroes show here in Albuquerque on March 13!!!

My Interests

black. coffee. poetry. seattle. standing in line to go to concerts. laughing at people like myself. being trapped in my room. buying band merch. thinking too much till late in the morning. rain, and the smell of semi-cured drought in New Mexico. smoking lots of cigarettes. playing songs on repeat for hours. staying up for days. Russia. the Russian language. taking sexy pictures at concerts. photography. reading. trying to make a difference to people that i care about. complaining. sitting in general. not participating. being anti-social. red and orange things. bright things that make me think. locking away my thoughts. daydreams. new york city. subway sandwiches. stealing flyers from concerts. getting things signed by not-so-famous people and sticking them on a pedestal. organizing papers and poems that i have too many copies of. CANADA! reality TV. going nowhere and liking it. eating Laffy Taffy. hoodies. darkness. dusk. midnight memories. pretending that things will be OK. long conversations about nothing. sleep. drinking water. Did I say COFFEE??? TEXTING!!!energy drinks. morgan. morgan with an energy drink, lol

I really enjoy surreal things. Castlevania is one of the greatest games you could ever play, and falling into that trap of romance and mystery, that gives me a head rush. Life can be so beautiful...

I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

You Are an Espresso
At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic

At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung

You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping

Your caffeine addiction level: high

I'd like to meet:

GOTTA LOVE MY KITTY!!!!

Music:

Aberdeen City
*action action
Adema
A.F.I.
Arch Enemy
*As Cities Burn
*The Audition
Be Your Own Pet
*BedLight for BlueEyes
Behemoth
Biology
*The Birthday Massacre
Black Eyes & Neckties
Bleeding Through
Blink-182
Bloc Party
Blood Brothers
Bloodlined Calligraphy
*Bloodsimple
*Bury Your Dead
*Calico System
*The Chariot
*Circa Survive
*The Classic Crime
Coal Chamber
*cold
Courtney Love
Damageplan
Dead to Fall
*Dios Malos
*the Distillers
*Disturbed
*the Donnas
the Dresden Dolls
*Emanuel
*Emery
*The Epoxies
Erase Errata
Evanescence
*Evergreen Terrace
*the Eyeliners
*Femme Fatality
Fifth Hour Hero
Flyleaf
*the Forecast
*From Autumn to Ashes
the Fugees
*Full Blown Chaos
*Gatsby’s American Dream
*Get Set Go
Go Betty Go
*Gym Class Heroes
*Haste the Day
Hawthorne Heights
Hopesfall
Hot Hot Heat
I Am Ghost
If Man Is Five
In Flames
Juliette and the Licks
*June
Kataklysm
Kill Hannah
*Kill Me Tomorrow
*Killswitch Engage
*Kittie
Lacuna Coil
Ladytron
Lamb of God
Lauryn Hill
Le Tigre
*Lovedrug
*MAE
Marilyn Manson
Metric
Mudvayne
Murderdolls
My Ruin
Nirvana
*Otep
Paramore
*Poison the Well
*Pretty Girls Make Graves
Rainer Maria
*Rammstein
*Scary Kids Scaring Kids
*Schoolyard Heroes
Seether
*Senses Fail
*Shadow's Fall
The Sleeping
*SNMNMNM
*Soil
Some Girls
*the Soviettes
*the Spotlight Syndicate
*theSTART
The Sounds
*Static-X
Straylight Run
Sum 41
Suicide City
Sunshine
System of A Down
T a t u
Taking Back Sunday
Tapping the Vein
Throwdown
*Thrursday
Trust Company
Tsunami Bomb
VCR
*Walls of Jericho
Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Movies:

Monster, Girl, Interrupted, Mermaids, Foxfire, The Shining...probably others that i am too lazy to type in

Winona has my

Television:

the Simpsons, Headbanger's Ball, anything on Fuse, the Real World, SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!

I totally just started watching Foster's and I am in love with this show! No joke! Other television mind-numbingness includes, Project Runway, Greys Anatomy, Deperate Housewives and that's all I can think of at the moment!

Books:

I read tons and tons of books. Most recently I started buying them again, but my real hero is Jen Graves, she writes for the Stranger out of Seattle... as for books, here you go:

There are soooo many others that I will not even begin to locate, but also, Stephen Kings, Salems Lot, Geralds Game, The Tommyknockers, more and more I think. I read a story called rage when i was like 11. Then there is the Hanged Man, numerous musical biographies, stuff on Janis Joplin, most Kurt Cobain books, Defiance, and anything that is truly scary... i now have a thing for ZOMBIES!!!

Heroes:

Kittie

My Blog

well then

i figured i would write at work. cause here i can only get on myspace and the kittie boards are my new drug. myspace can suck it and it does. quite well ive heard. as some people know, there have been...
Posted by six feet deep on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 08:47:00 PST

just had to breathe, dont mind these words anyone

oh i cant breathe. suddenly i have a head rush and i dont like where its going. i have watched the minutes tick by all night, and now im at the end of my rope. i think its going to happen today. i thi...
Posted by six feet deep on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 06:21:00 PST

ugh

ok i realized i havent blogged in a long time. and i need something to do, so i will bitch about everything and anything. first and foremost. fuck work. i fucking hate work. i hate hate hate it with a...
Posted by six feet deep on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 12:50:00 PST

thanks megan, thanks a lot! lol

where to begin, what to do, anymore and i dont fucking know. the cops drove by work tonight shining the portable spotlight. all i could think was come in and tell me to call a manager and shut this st...
Posted by six feet deep on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 01:38:00 PST

ugh

tonight i am manic and frustrated. i have been drinking caffeine for hours now and i think that that is a contributing factor. i am trying to be positive and get a lot of shit done, but god help me my...
Posted by six feet deep on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 02:55:00 PST

all right fuck livejournal, its all about myspace

i am going to gush and gush and gush over today, cause i have needed an incredible day and i got it. a lot of you already know what this is going to be about, and a lot of you will think, 'what an idi...
Posted by six feet deep on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:28:00 PST

for you guys...

.vertical interruptions. clone me from tightrope to skyline, and stretch me like taffy if you hold out your hand i will guide you, but i have to hear your voice, cause its been so dark and i almost ...
Posted by six feet deep on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 07:42:00 PST

so i breathe in again

nothing productive to report. i inquired about a starbucks job, since that would be the ultimate in my opinion. nothing available in this shit town. however in seattle alone there are like 50 openings...
Posted by six feet deep on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:10:00 PST

ha ha

my emo jeans are so tight right now that i cant breathe!
Posted by six feet deep on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 11:46:00 PST

hungry and exhuasted

the dracula ballet SUCKED. not to mention i havent really slept for the past two days, my mother was being an anal butt, and we were at each others throats all day long. all in good fun i guess. i dis...
Posted by six feet deep on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 01:55:00 PST