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Alyssa

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About Me

I am 19! i am going to go to Fort Lewis in the Fall. im really excited to go but am nervous and dont really want to leave my friends. I am going to Durengo all alone with no one. All my friends are staying here.... im so glad i have all of my friends. you guys that are probably reading this at some point or another are all really good friends and i just want to say how happy i am i have all of you.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Alyssa McMillan
Birthday: feb. 25,1987
Birthplace: santa fe
Current Location: santa fe
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: red
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: lef
Your Heritage: dont know... sad i know
The Shoes You Wore Today: ugly ass tennis shoes
Your Weakness: dont know...
Your Fears: people close to me dying
Your Perfect Pizza: olives, mushrooms, and sausage
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get through my first year of college with friends
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck this sucks
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever. i dont really sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: .... dont want to say
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends.
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: fuck yeah
Do you Sing: not in front of people
Do you Shower Daily: yes. well try to
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yep. going in a month
Do you want to get Married: later on
Do you belive in yourself: no...
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: NO!!
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: not really
Do you like Thunderstorms: fuck yes!!
Do you play an Instrument: yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: lol. of course
In the past month have you Smoked: lol. again.. of course
In the past month have you been on Drugs: lol. again. of course
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no. soon though. little more then 2 weeks
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: lol yeah.
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: i dont care
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: no idea
What country would you most like to Visit: china, egypt
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: i dont care
Favourite Hair Color: brown black
Short or Long Hair: short or long. doesnt matter
Height: taller then me. that shouldnt be hard
Weight: dont care. not sickly fat though
Best Clothing Style: i dont know. not stupid
Number of Drugs I have taken: like how many kinds? 1
Number of CDs I own: i have no idea. a shit load
Number of Piercings: 8 currently
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: to many to count
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My Interests

MUSIC, movies, photography, physcology, religions,friends

I'd like to meet:

anyone that is exciting and likes to have fun and not afraid to be themselves

Music:

Green Day, Senses Fail, the used, The distillers, Action Action, Bright Eyes, American Football, Alkaline Trio,Audioslave,Blink 182, the blood brothers, hot hot heat, Gun'z n roses, the kidcrash, the postal service. A lot others but i dont feel like writing all of them

Movies:

i love Romeo and Juliet. I think that is the best movie ever BOONDOCK SAINTS!!!!!! wedding crashers. a lot of others but dont feel like writing them.

Television:

i really like CSI and shows like that. I basically love all tv shows. i really like music videos. i wish i had fuse, it is so much better then Mtv. i try not to watch a lot of tv but my life is pretty boring and i dont really have anything else to do.

Books:

Bless Me Ultima, Night, black boy, all the harry potter's. there are other books but i cant really think of them right now

Heroes:

Gandhi. Anyone that helps others

My Blog

old blogs and old memories

a person once wrote a poem to me.  it was so sweet and nice.  I found that blog the other day and read it again and realized that i really want someone to feel that way for me again.  I...
Posted by Alyssa on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 06:55:00 PST

love

I love you. You have been my best friend for 3 years. During sophmore year I was sick and you came to visit me. That day I felt something else for you and I was right when I thought you felt th...
Posted by Alyssa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

watching you slowly fade

I lay awake thinking about you, wondering if you are okay, wondering if when i wake up you will still be a live. I dont want to hang up the phone but i feel myself getting tired. I cannot go to sl...
Posted by Alyssa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST