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sweet*catastrophe

everything that you wanted princess

About Me

This suspense is terrible. I hope it will last.
-Oscar Wilde

**She is frequently kind

and she is suddenly cruel.

She can do as she pleases

she's nobody's fool.

But she can't be convicted

shes earned her degree.

And the most she will do

is throw shadows at you,

but she's always a woman to me.**



SN: aqCobrA

well...I'm Jessie, i rock.


Should you have time.... i have pictures...
** newest ...
** older ....
** oldest . for your enjoyment.

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My Interests

If i could i'd opt to be nervous all the time. adrenaline is my life line. I love fear. Anything that is able to scare me I adore. I like minds. I like how they can be altered and messed with. I like playing with peoples heads, I like knowing that I can. I like messing with my own and testing all the different ways i can make my mind work.this will be updated. it'll make me sound a lot less weird and dark. I just wanted to type that real quick.
to touch this up a little. firstly im not psycho as that makes it seem. me?.... ok... i like wishing on stars and 11:11 at basically every chance that i get. I'm really thankful for my life and when I think about it- i always love the moment that i'm in which means that any crap that i've endoured in the past was a blessing because it has brought me to this moment. i love animals and nature and time to think. i LOVE meeting new people, its a natural high for me. i eat a lot of candy hearts, probably because they are pure sugar...mmmmm falls my favorite season, i love the cool enough to be perfectly comfy in a sweatshirt without being stuffy or chilly. i hate people who try too hard and care too much about anything. im pretty indifferent to everything-i refuse to let myself be anything but that. mmmmmm.... i dunno ask? it's a preview. thats all i've got for you

you should know... everywhere i go, you're always on my mind.you're in my heart.in my soul

Music:

3 Days Grace, A Dollar Short, Amber Pacific ♥, A New Found Glory, ACDC, Aerosmith, AFI, All American Rejects, Allister, The Ataris ♥, Atreyu, A Thorn For Every Heart, Anberlin, Bowling For Soup, Billy Joel, Babyface, Beach Boys, Blink 182♥♥, Boxcar Racer, Brand New, Bryan Adams, Butch Walker, Cat Stevens, Coheed and Cambria ♥♥, CCR ♥, Chevelle, Collective Soul, Counting Crows, Deep Blue Something, Dreamstreet, Eagles, Eve 6, Fallout Boy, Fear Before The March of Flames, Finch♥, From Autumn to Ashes ♥, Further Seems Forever, Spitalfield, Don't Look Down, Gameface, Genesis, Good Charlotte, Greenday, Hanson, Hawthorne Heights ♥, Homegrown, JamisonParker ♥, Jettingham, Jimmy Eat World, Joan Jett, Journey, Kansas, Kill-Switch Engage, The Killers, Larger Than Life, Left Unsaid, Less Than Jake, Linkin Park, Lit, Lost Prophets, Lucky Boys Confussion, Madonna, Mest♥, Midtown, My Chemical Romance, Nuclear Saturday, Offspring, Phil Collins, Plain White T's, Poison,The Postal Service, Pulley, Punchline, Relient K, REO Speedwagon, Richard Marx, Riddlin' Kids, Rolling Stones, Saosin, Saves the Day, SENSES FAIL♥♥, Simple Plan, Slick Shoes, Sparta ♥, The Spill Canvas, Spitalfield, Something Corporate, Yellowcard, SR71, Starting Line, Steve Holy, Story of The Year, Suburban Legands, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Taking Back Sunday♥, The Early November, The Used, Thrice, Tim Mcgraw, Tom Petty, Underoath, Unsung Zeros, Vendetta Red, Weezer

Movies:

Butterfly Effect, Thirteen, Anchorman, Team America, Behind Enemy Lines,Troy, The Little Mermaid etc etc etc

Television:

South Park, Family Guy, House,Dirt

Books:


cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Heroes:

darkwing duck, he's mega badass

My Blog

Last Night of Freshman Year

i was on my way back from smoking tonight i saw a cop car with sirens blaring coming up the road and i wondered if they were coming for me, and then i realized its the last night campus is open...im s...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Fri, 05 May 2006 08:01:00 PST

2005

January1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? yessur2. Who kissed you at midnight? :-( 3. Does it snow where you live? Yeah 4. Do you like hot chocolate? of course5. Have you ever been to ...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 03:12:00 PST

goodbye sweet summer

i'm gonna miss this town way too much. and this summer. its like when everythings finally perfect and everyone who was ever ur friend is still ur friend and you party and you never ever sleep at night...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 10:27:00 PST

end of the world storm

story time cuz they let me off work early and want to shoot them for that cuz i'm poor but thats not the point. so last night i finally got to sleep and allen texted me and woke me up and upon my awak...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

chapter III

lifes changed a lot. i suppose then it's a new chapter. welcome to chapter 3, i havent slept for 4 days straight. in this story i'm a vampire. till i pass out and desire to shoot myself and realize i'...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

chapter II

i was grounded for way too long. it taught me i was never be good enough. and you know... it kept me level and prevented me from becoming a bitch. i can live my life now. and i'm better tha...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

gentle waters

jes and lance and pools at dark. watch out summer, come fall i'm not coming back. I'M GONNA DO EVERYTHING I'VE EVER BEEN AFRAID TO DO IN THIS TOWN. ♥ welcome summer ♥...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

oceans

the best part of the ocean is past the breaking point of the waves. sometimes its hard to get past that point without getting sucked back to shore or pulled under.....but once you pass it..... its smo...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

cigarettes

cigarettes fight sorrow by making you no longer deathly depressed and turning you in to a big numb blob. i really miss him.
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The reason things are today

So for an update to everyone who so loves reading about my life.... psh lol. Life is chill. New years was amazing and I love everyone who was there. I spent an evening with Nick which was really ni...
Posted by sweet*catastrophe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST