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chaoticpeace

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About Me

a chaotic peace

My Interests

prolific reading, black and white pencil drawing, cooking, anime, rpgs, d&d, homeopathic/herbal medicine, other stuff i don't feel like telling you at the moment

I'd like to meet:

greg patillo

Music:

really, just ask me...the list is too damn long

Movies:

everything is illuminated, apocolypse now, watership down, the secret of n.i.m.h., the last unicorn, donnie darko, a clockwork orange, v for vendetta.......

Television:

dead like me, dexter, get backers, hellsing, wolf's rain, witch hunter robin, trigun, cowboy bebop, gunxsword, saiyuki, samurai champloo

Books:

my 'read' shelf:

Heroes:

no impact man

My Blog

lately.......

in the past two months, i have... ...completely botched an opportunity to get to know a very interesting person due to either my lack of social skills or my ineptitude in the art of discerning that i ...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 09:24:00 PST

things....

things that have bothered or angered me lately: *  people refusing to listen to reason *  being told that my personal beliefs are wrong *  being treated rudely and expected to brea...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 06:25:00 PST

and now........

sometimes i really hate how much i care about other people and their feelings.....because i invariably end up like a yo-yo....ups and downs, and most are caused by the feelings, actions, and word...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 06:27:00 PST

the way things are.....

some of you know, some of you don't care, that i have been with my family the past few days because of something very serious happening with my grandfather's health......as i do not particularly feel ...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 06:25:00 PST

the next thing...

after an eventful period of time which featured such thrilling happenings as a very unexpected and comforting message from a distant friend, the development of an ear infection and early bronchitis by...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:54:00 PST

these days....

i have been feeling of late a greater sense of being comfortable with myself and less hurt, angered, or otherwise bothered by the ways in which i am viewed and/or understood by people (in general as w...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:05:00 PST

still here.....

after an extended absence of choice from this and other communicatory devices...i am hesitantly back, can recieve and will reply to messages, emails, and such other things.....possibly i will write ab...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 01:47:00 PST

sometimes i just want to hate life....

..> just for the record... yes, i've been offline....i'm very likely to remain that way for some time, so don't expect that i will get emails/messages that you send me here anytime in the near fut...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 05:46:00 PST

trying to understand...

three conversations + one night = emotional roller coaster from planet x conversation 1 begins revolving around feeling guilty and making an effort to make some type of reparation with the other part...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 09:57:00 PST

sunspots in my eyes....

it's really funny how things work out sometimes&.  last night, i honestly believe i slept more restfully than i have in a good long while&..and most likely would even have made it all the way to ...
Posted by chaoticpeace on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 06:36:00 PST