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And in the end you'll just be a part of all that I left behind. . .

About Me

Whatever I present to you "about me" is just the smallest portion of who I am and you will more than likely form an opinion of who you believe I am that will be far from what is true. Sometimes even I am still learning about who I am. . .everyday I am growing and changing. If I wasn't I would be dead. Who I am today is not who I was yesterday and may not necessarily be who I am tomorrow.Me~ tree hugger, goofball, bookworm, sacrastic, loyal friend, jaded, melancholic, Master Procrastinator, hopeless romantic, sentimental, sex kitten, environmentalist, free spirit, old soul, sister, daughter, rebel, non-conformist, dramaitc, flirtatious, caffeine junkie, music music music, makeup artist, esthetician, lover, fighter, family-oriented, feisty, movie buff, shoe fanatic, product whore, sushi fiend, social butterfly, chatterbox, comedian (with my friends that I'm way comfortable with), writer, traveler, tender hearted, prideful, crazed reckless driver usually with a bad case of road rage, spunky, insightful, intuitive, compassionate, impulsive, persuasive, weekend warrior, girly girl but can hang with the boys, future explorer, ex dream girl, art addict, boy crazed, expressive, passionate, scintillating, creative, hard to own, student of life,work in progress, and about a million other little things that make up me. To know me is to love me. Namaste ;
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My Interests

Travel. Men. Makeup. Martinis. Tattoos. Hot summer nights. Rainy days. music music music. FASHION. first kisses. Starbucks. hiking. my girls. my boys. Cheesy 80's movies. Skincare. ethnic food. Smut. Sarcasm. innocence. love. the ocean. long drives. Photography. Art. Life. . .

I'd like to meet:

Sir Psycho Sexy. . . He rocks me!! Nuff said ;p

Music:

yes I like music. . .correction I LOVE music!! Ok seriously here is just a little bit of what I listen to. . . and I am always excited to discover something new and amazing so if you have any suggestions please feel free. . . Prince (those of you who know me knew he would be first on the list ), The Doors, Janes Addiction, Guns N'Roses, Motley Crue, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Radiohead, Sublime, Bob Marley, Sade, Portishead, Fiona Apple, Rachel Yamagata, Poe, Tori Amos, Ani Di Franco, PJ Harvey, The Cure, Bjork, The Sex Pistols, Led Zeppelin, Tool, The White Stripes, Soundgarden, Audioslave, MUSE, The Killers, Hot Hot Heat, Deftones, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, M.I.A., Incubus, The Beatles, Nina Simone, Etta James, Billie Holiday, Miles Davis, Thelonious Monk, Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Chet Baker, Raphael Saadiq, Maxwell, Foo Fighters, Tupac, Biggie, Nas (his old school stuff specifically), Jay-Z, Outkast, The Game, Ludacris, The Roots, A Tribe Called Quest and EMINEM (before he started puttin out that commercial booty shaking crap).

Movies:

Sex and Lucia, Stage Beauty, The Color Purple, City of God, Maria Full of Grace, The Pillow Book, Like Water for Chocolate, Ten Tiny Love Stories, Heavenly Creatures, Me Without You, She Hate Me, True Romance, Edward Scissorhands, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Requiem for a Dream, Gummo, Jacob's Ladder, The Basketball Diaries, What's Eating Gilbert Grape?, Stand and Deliver, Sling Blade, Memento, Natural Born Killers, Juice, 21 Grams, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Donnie Darko, Crash, Snatch, Resevoir Dogs, Fearless, Training Day, American Me, Pulp Fiction, Hellboy, The Breakfast Club, Empire Records, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun, The Mask, Anchorman (of course), Dumb and Dumber, Grandma's Boy, A Bronx Tale ( I love this movie so much!), Donnie Brasco, Heat, Goodfellas, The Godfather 1 and 2, Scarface, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Fearless, Hero and so many more. . . too many more! Hey let's go see a movie now :-D

Television:

LOST, The Daily Show, Family Guy, Entourage, I Love Lucy, Charmed, Seinfeld,Spongebob Squarepants (what?!? It's funny!), South Park (still), SEX AND THE CITY (always!!), and The Iron Chef. Anything on the Discovery channel, Travel channel, History channel and of course last but not least the Style channel.

Books:

Faith, Madness and Spontaneous Combustion, The Stranger, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Heart is a Lonely Hunter, The Seat of the Soul, He's Just Not That Into You, White Oleander, The Angel With One Hundred Wings, These Granite Islands, Kissing In Manhattan, Soul Stories, Lucky, Durable Goods, The Lovely Bones, Smack, The Bell Jar, Wicked, Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister, Beloved, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Everything I Know I Learned On Acid, Coffee and Kung Fu, and anything and everything by Anne Rice, Stephen King and my favorite Laurie Notaro.

Heroes:

Michael Blake Habersham is my hero and my number 1 always.I wrote a blog on heroes awhile back. Feel free to find it, read it and comment on it if so inspired. It's not too shabby as far as blogs go. Someone once told me to always keep hope in your heart. Never give up on yourself even when it seems that all is lost. You never know what's just around the corner.

My Blog

Just as you are. . .

I love this. ..">...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:53:00 PST

Before You Friend Request Read This Or Get Denied. . .

From now on if you friend request me and I can't imagine why or what we have in common I am going to deny you. Yes I love music but I am not going to continue to accept all these damn requests from ba...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 03:13:00 PST

My J.T.

Yesterday was your birthday. I woke up thinking it was today. I was already half through the day when I realized I had the date wrong. Never before had I missed your birthday. I was so upset with myse...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 11:31:00 PST

The Truth About Happily Ever After. . .

When did I become more afraid of truly loving someone and the possible hurt that might bring than being alone? There is no risk in being alone, it's safe and you still maintain complete control. There...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 01:01:00 PST

Carrie's Poem

His hello was the end of her endings. Her laugh was their first step down the aisle. His hand would be hers to hold forever. His forever was as simple as her smile. He said she was what was missing. ...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 10:46:00 PST

If you're watching it on tv then it just isn't the real thing. . .

What is it I'm searching for? I'm not sure I even know anymore at this point. It's a good thing I don't need whatever it is to complete me. . . that would be just too tragic. Furthermore, why do I fee...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 11:39:00 PST

Eternal Sunshine of my Spotless Mind

I may be bitter and jaded but i would like a love to change that. . . I'm so tired of all this inconsistency. As I get older these games are even less appealing. I guess I'd rather be alone than feel ...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 04:20:00 PST

A Better Version of Me. . .

You say she's an angry girl like it's such an offensive thing but so am I. You just don't see. . . only notice that which is convenient for you to believe.
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 03:46:00 PST

And so it seems. . .

Some time ago I was driving down Ventura Blvd. when I noticed a strawberry and a banana walking down the street holding hands. They kept looking at each other smiling and they looked quite happy toget...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 12:47:00 PST

On a Sunday night. . .

There is no one else here. . . it is just me. I won't say that it is quiet because it is not but it is still. There is a peace that engulfs me. Is the wine to blame? Only two glasses though. I'm not s...
Posted by *~Balarama Beauty~* on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 09:08:00 PST