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Scott

Wake up and smell the coffin...

About Me

I am your mantasy...formerly single, now happily engaged to Margo, ex long-haired bald guy with artisitic facial hair endeavors. regarding most things, I've been there and done that...or at least thought about it and decided it was stupid. not much you can tell me that would surprise me anymore, unless you're trying to give me some money or admit you were wrong. I have a beautiful son, I've been in love, I regret some things, couldn't give a fuck about others, I've been happy, I've been miserably depressed, I've done too much of some things, not enough of others, I've hurt people with apathy, I've scared people away trying to be too nice, I'm an extremist trying to find middle ground, I'm comfortable in solitude, feel alone in a crowd, I avoid being the center of attention, but I love to make people laugh, especially cute Margos that smell nice...sarcastic, arrogant but compassionate, apathetic, empathetic, contradictory, retarded, gullible, boring, self-depracating, jittery, jaded and thirsting for new perspective, tired of dealing with certain things that pertain to reality and injustice, morality and perverse justification of ignorance, I hate ulterior motives...if you don't have the balls to be up front about what you want then you don't deserve it... love to travel, love to eat, love music and people that don't suck. I want it ALL.
this is the freak of nature I'm totally in love with.

My Interests

brushing my teeth with my eyes closed, shaving my head, operating heavy machinery, building up a tolerance, moving my fingers back and forth on the strings of a bass guitar, listening to new music, twisted conceptual art, pissing people off, turning money into booze, the sun, burning candles and brain cells, writing poetry, eating expensive food, cussing out strangers, sitting in hot water, plot twists, daydreaming about you, learning things I never thought possible, rising above it all, spoiling jokes for others, driving fast, acting silly, making you smile.

Music:

grand magus, dizzee rascal, lady sov, monster magnet, black sabbath, coc, nin, marilynmanson, soundgarden, ween, jimi hendrix, qotsa, slayer, eminem, system of a down, bad brains, voivod, old ministry, CLUTCH, radiohead, bob marley, type o negative, bjork, korn, nick cave, nirvana, melvins, sepultura, morphine, atomic bitchwax, portishead, al green, fu manchu, soulfly, perfect circle, tool, the damned, kyuss, digweed, thievery corp., kruder & dorfmeister, timo maas, mark farina, pete tong, twista, eminem, 50 cent, tupac, outkast, beastie boys, cypress hill, dmx, jurassic 5, ice cube, nwa, lauryn hill, public enemy, rasputina, john coltrane, johnny cash, hank williams senior, beastie boys, frank zappa, modest mouse, ramones, the doors, utfo, hank williams, snoop dog, dead meadow, spiderbait, wolfmother, beck, tv on the radio, the perishers, the kills, partisan, test icicles, eagles of death metal, The Sword, Joseph Arthur, Melts, Tech N9ne... on and on and on...

I AM 63% METAL HEAD! I rock just as hard as the rest of the thrash set, except when no ones looking I like to get down with a little "More than a Feeling." Take the METAL HEAD test at Fuali.com

Movies:

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, a clockwork orange, butterfly effect, reservoir dogs, david lynch, fear & loathing in las vegas, documentaries, independent films, anything with parker posey, cohen brothers, jay & silent bob, the secretary, errol morris films i.e, heaven's gate, dr. death, the thin blue line, the bad lieutenant, apocalypse now, the deer hunter, after hours, hellraiser 1 & 2, raising arizona, office space, requiem for a dream, super troopers, waiting for guffman, best in show, the trip, 5 easy pieces, easy rider, any movie about drugs or drug culture, bad santa, after hours, martin scorcese, robert deniro, harvey keitel, quentin tarantino, I Heart Huckabee's, The Devil and Daniel Johnston, The Departed, Borat...

Gozu

Books:

bret easton ellis, elizabeth wurtzel, anything true crime, forensic pathology, ayn rand, hunter thompson, clive barker, stephen king, geek love, american psycho, computer shit, I used to work in a medical bookstore...

Heroes:

Tom Araya, Max Cavalera

Cliff Burton

Hugh Hefner

Chuck D.

Neil Fallon

George Carlin

David Cross

Jimi Hendrix

Hunter S. Thompson

Johnny Cash

My Blog

just some shit that came to me

fuck your calendar and your timepiecesmy days are numbered as it isconciousness I haven't lost you yet but soon I will I betI'm a gamblin man and I bet it all on you but just like roullette I'm more s...
Posted by Scott on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:36:00 PST

works sucks

This is the endBeautiful friendThis is the endMy only friend, the endOf our elaborate plans, the endOf everything that stands, the endNo safety or surprise, the endI'll never look into your eyes...aga...
Posted by Scott on Wed, 02 May 2007 06:58:00 PST

Happy New Year!

I wish to mark this moment with lyrics to one of the best albums of all time...King Crimson: In the Court of the Crimson King Happy Motherfucking New Year!!!...
Posted by Scott on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 03:27:00 PST

miscellaneous bullshit having to do with race, religion and love

ok, here we go...some thoughts on race relations..a little light banter...purely my own views. none of this shit reflects anyone else's opinion, that I know of...just some shit I was sitting here thin...
Posted by Scott on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:47:00 PST

Dear Suicide Girls...

Get over yourselves.
Posted by Scott on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 10:40:00 PST

sour milk

this world I helped createis a world I fucking hatethe apathy of youthbecame catastrophy in truthall the seeds I plantedall the love I took for grantedI've thrown it all awayand I regret it all todayI...
Posted by Scott on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 10:44:00 PST

cool books

and I want that fucking clockwork orange egg chair man!! AHHH!
Posted by Scott on Wed, 03 May 2006 05:40:00 PST

let's look like we love each other. let's span time. and do not touch me.

what a great line...not necessarily relevant to my life, but funny nonetheless. Vincent Gallo was genius in this movie. my favorite scene, aside from the one in the titty bar where Billy fan...
Posted by Scott on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 09:17:00 PST

whoa

I'm, like...tired and stuff. Since we moved our office across town to...egad...Kennesaw...I have been working like a mad scientist on crack everyday...I worked 34 hours STRAIGHT one(two) day(s) last w...
Posted by Scott on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 08:06:00 PST

for Che and Huey

"A true revolutionary is guided by great feelings of love." Ernesto "Che" Guevara...
Posted by Scott on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST