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Beautiful Struggle

The party has began.

About Me

who? me?Guess what? 2007, I will be coming back to the whole clubbing scene in full effect. (Sorry, mos!) ha! So the question is, "where is the party at?!" Allright, party people.My New Year's resolution of '07 is to 1) not to get robbed.. Hmmm, what's the other one? - Sorry, I have a short term memory impairment.. oh oh oh, to get back in shape. But I love sweeeets. I can't live without. I have an addictive personality. Are you sweet? Are you addictive?I'm pretty straightforward since I value honesty no matter how harsh the truth can be. You'd better be careful because I fly like Chun-Li. Oh yeah. As long as you treat me with respect, you definitely get the same from me.Background Art Created by Aron Taylor, the Artist ( http://www.myspace.com/butterfish) I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

sweating as hell in the gym, sweating in Bob's and getting a free offer of water from strangers, dancing alone with the intimidating look on my face in a crowded ass club, dancing alone secretly in my room, listening to my type of music, DJing exclusively for myself and feeling it and getting excited all alone, getting ridiculously tanned, watching "Neon Genesis Evangelion" and wondering why I wasn't chosen for NERV, remembering something funny in a train and containing lauging alone, stomping whenever I hear "Damn!" by Young Bloodz, thinking about the guys that I dig, who'd turned me down big time and trying to figure out what I did wrong, going to Triple Five Soul Sample Sale, rubbing mos' belly, doing countless sit-ups and feeling like i have a beautiful 8 pack, stalking John Legend, wiping pees of my never-be-a-housebroken dog, playing "Dragon Quest", typing "lol" on AIM, going over my text message plan and paying extra $100 for it, having an "itis" after every meal, checking guys' kicks, playing sachiko's iPod on shuffle mode in the train and zoning out, going to hip-hop concert and getting caught by friends of my friend, being talked by strangers like either "You! Beautiful Struggle on myspace?" or "I've seen you walking your dog on E. pkwy", watching drunk people acting silly, getting drunk, acting silly, and regretting it the next day, drinking "pinky", being on myspace and spying on other people's pages, and basically BEING NOSEY.

I'd like to meet:

Those who are abundant in insight and cultural sensitivity...

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Music:

John Legend, Talib Kweli, Mos Def kinda thing is my thing :).. ..

Movies:

Myspace .. Now Icons

Television:

VH1 Soul junkie

Books:

Haruki Murakami freak

Heroes:

GOLGO 13... do you know him? oops, we can't talk about him. He will come get us!! ..

My Blog

Stressed Out

I don't like this because I don't get what I do. I don't have much patience because I'm capricorn.A little bit of patience I got is running out.But I am a go-getter so I keep going up this ladder. Yo...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 07:36:00 PST

Straight or Curls?

This is me, not a long ago.This is me a long time ago and now. (Basically I got curls biaaack)Hey, those who won't notice me, I might be lighter (I'm working on it!!) but, both still me!!!...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Wed, 07 May 2008 02:08:00 PST

Paradox of "it"

All I wanted was a little bit more of your apprehension and appreciation. All I got was confusion and bitter rejection. Is there room for me?Is this gonna come into bloom?The more I try caring you, th...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Fri, 02 May 2008 08:11:00 PST

"Bi-Polar" at Triple Crown forever!

Last night was the finale of "Bi-Polar" party with Ali and Unclemike. :o(I used to be such a faithful attendee of this party every Thursday. (right, Gary?) Even though it is very inconvenient to get t...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 02:09:00 PST

Greed

I was merely glad to have you back in my life in the beginning. Now that you are around, I want you more.I want to spend more time with you. I want to know how you are doing. I want to know what you a...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 02:19:00 PST

Catch me dancing.

identify me among those dancers!.........I got fro, how hard is that?Check out this video: my dance class Add to My Profile | More VideosCheck out this video: just having fun A...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 12:24:00 PST

Life

When they started walking one path together, everything seemed so smooth to them. The journey was full of laughter, and all they did was enjoying walking together hand in hand. Yet, good things come t...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:26:00 PST

Lung Cancer

My cousin has just passed away from lung cancer late last night.Facts:-2000 Surgeon General's Report, tobacco smoking remains the No. 1 cause of preventable disease and death in the United States. -87...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 11:26:00 PST

Music

My girls and I went to see Boyz II Men at Wingate Field on Monday. It was freezing (to the extent that my hands were getting numb!!) outside and the we had to wait for a loooooong time til they came o...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 09:05:00 PST

7.7.07 - My Tanabada Day

July 7th is "Tanabata" day! This is my third time that I share the story of "Tanabata," Japanese myth, on myspace. The story goes:Orihime (?? Weaving Princess) the daughter of the Tenkou (?? Sky King,...
Posted by Beautiful Struggle on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 08:27:00 PST