'Miss Shapova

=MYSELF=i type. i pause. i stare. i delete. and then i retype, i pause, i stare and i delete. and everytime i feel like i want to write a piece of me in here, i pause, i stare, and i delete.*dont u think it's funny how i am in a constant battle with myself....~sigh!if i share, i will lose.. n if i lose, i wont win.. and i want to win... so i dont share.. and when i dont share, it builds up so much inside n it drives me crazy... so tht all.... (uhhh god still battles with myself) sometimes i think tooooo much, feel like life so complicated, i want people to open me up and take a peek. if u like it then stay, if u dont then u r missing something great hehehe. i want people to know me, love me, understand me and i'll understand u too.. i want my privacy and i held back somethin mystery about me that would make people wonder(eheem). lots of people said i was an open book.. well read this 'I AM AN OPEN BOOK, BUT WITH HARD COVERS!'.. ... what i want in my life is simply to understand....82'83'84'85'86'87'88'89'90'91'92'93'94'95'96'9 7'98'99'00'01'02'03'04'05'06'2007.... life must goes on babe....