I'm just like any other guy, trying to make a difference in the world; and in mine. Trying to go through life, one day at a time.
I'm just an ordinary guy, blessed with things to do with my life, and life itself has been overwhelming. I'm old enough to know that I've done some pretty bad things in life that I should regret. Those are the things I did in trying to discover myself. I know I've done the worst damage to myself, and hopefully not on others. I don't try to be the bad ass guy that is so freaking cool that you'd love to hate and hate to love at the same time. And up until now, I'm still trying to find my purpose here on earth. I've learnt that I cannot change the world to become a better place alone, but my part is still a part in getting there.
My family and friends are about everything that I have and they matter the most to me. Without them, I would be okay, but having them, brings out the best in me. I don't have that many friends, and I have difficulty in letting other people in, for some reason that I couldn't mention. But I try, and I hope eventually, I'd be comfortable with everyone.
I wouldn't say that I'm shy, but I don't talk a lot, only to those who are close to me. The moment I open up, it might be difficult for me to stop. Its funny how I throw myself into the entertainment field again and again, considering that I never really seen myself doing it, honestly. But I need to pay the bills as well. I don't believe in feigning affection. And I do think that fame and money do put you in a tricky situation. I hope I never lose my grounds and thank god I have my friends for that. Not by having them preaching to me, but just by being there.
What else eh?
Well, life is a beautiful thing. Everyone should love and be loved. Everyone has got their way of living it, so I try not to judge others. I've learnt that people are truly different, and that is what makes the world colourful, and I have to accept that. I have my beliefs, tho at times it may be shaky, but I try my hardest to live by it. I believe in the power of love, and I'm never ashamed to admit that I'd cry a river if it would make me feel better.
To sum it up, I'm just like any other guy, but not so much your typical guy, if it makes any sense to you guys.
Be good now!
You tell me not to frown, I say I'd forgotten how to smile. -- anonymous
