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ABOUT ME
the following things sex me:
art, music, graphic design, web design. J-pop. astrology, Tarot, New Age things in general. fashion. getting what I want. partying. living lush. crappy anime, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, cute boys. making beautiful music together. [together with who][?]
Life has been spent trying to make something
extraordinary out of the name I was given.
Sun in Scorpio, moon in Leo, Cancer rising.
Because, of course, what else makes sense?
I'm an artist, a writer, a photographer;
illustrator, graphic artist, web designer;
most of all--an aspiring musician, a vocalist;
a fashionista, a computer geek, a closet monster;
a soul-bearer.
These words are probably entirely fake,
as I'm lacking anything real at the moment.
First off, I'm kind of a masochist.
I think I have a good chance at fame. I've worn glasses since kindergarten.
I have a big sweet tooth. This includes sweet boys. =]
I write when I feel like dying, but
it's the music that keeps me alive.
I spend way too much time at home, and
I like being asleep better than being awake.
(And, consequently, I love to dream...)
I think about the sky and the ocean a lot.
I never do the things I probably should.
I need TIME, SPACE, and SILENCE in order to grow.
Sometimes I feel like an uncrowned king,
or a performer with an arsenal of mere
"sweeping exits and offstage lines";
I want someone to take control and set ablaze a passion in me.
I want someone to inspire me: I thrive off of it. Make music with me.
I want someone to force-feed me something of merit--a vibrant, expansive,
world-changing image. Let's not have any more coffee-house "societal" rants.
I'd rather focus ...
I'm really not that bad, though =) I don't bite.
I just sort of get caught up in all the clutter...
Let's hold hands and ride life's crazy rollercoaster together.

Orange like clockwork.
(Not a remote controller, nor a dish best served cold.)
I'm tired of having to say, for the last time--
You're not my type.
MUSIC
I LOVE ♥♥
- <[u>J-pop Whores] Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Utada Hikaru, OLIVIA, Namie Amuro, Mika Nakashima, Anna Tsuchiya, Hyde, Miyavi, Dir en Grey, Asian Kung-Fu Generation, shitty anime music
- <[u>Awesome Pop Whores] Gwen Stefani, Madonna, Mariah Carey, Michelle Branch, Alanis Morissette
- <[u>Other Awesome People] Imogen Heap, Caroline, Bjork, Goldfrapp, Metric, Ladytron, Lali Puna, Radiohead, Boards of Canada, Cansei de Ser Sexy, Telepopmusik, DJ Tiesto, Benny Benassi, Infected Mushroom, Aphex Twin, Assemblage 23, VNV Nation, New Order/Joy Division, Fischerspooner, Delirium, Ani DiFranco, Broken Social Scene, Of Montreal, World's End Girlfriend, Q and Not U, Mute Math, The Postal Service, Styrofoam, etc.
MOVIES
I LOVE ♥♥
- FFVII: AC bitches!, White Oleander, Party Monster, Brokeback Mountain, A Clockwork Orange, Daisies, Donnie Darko, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Layer Cake, The Squid and the Whale, MirrorMask, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, Serenity, Thank You For Smoking, Pan's Labyrinth, anything Mel Brooks.
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RI GHOULIA
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DANI DANGER "Spicy" MIMI MISCHIEF "Meems"
NIKKI STEPH
MOOSE REESE'S
LAUREN BAKA
TEXAS TIMMY PORTER
JACQI SUBSTANCE D
AYUMI HAMASAKI
(unofficial) IMMI
SEX male
AGE 19
STATUS single
ORIENTATION gay
HOMETOWN screwston, tx
ZODIAC scorpio ! (11.01.88)
RELIGION new age
OCCUPATION
sex on very large wheels
SCHOOLS
stratford high school (2004-07)
huntsville high school (2003)
Ayumi Hamasaki // Ourselves
I hold you tight
I get touched
I get discouraged
I hold you tight again--
I pull myself together
I get prim and proper
you know many faces of mine
So
I show myself only to you
Which no one in the world knows
But
I still may have some secret sides
You have never seen
Which no one in the world knows
So
Even if no one in the world knows me
I wish you alone to know me
Yes
Even if no one in the world knows us
We both know each other
so well ...
Ayumi Hamasaki // Alterna
There were
Only a few things
Truly important and necessary
And the rest were mainly decorations
They might have been
Like the armor
To protect myself from everything
If you are afraid of changes
Watch me at a distance
Whether or not I may do something
It makes no difference
Let it be...
Ayumi Hamasaki // RAINBOW

(P.S. This is my favorite song EVER)
I get convinced
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away
I sing this song only to you now
You are my special treasure
ima wa kimi dake no tame ni utaou
taisetsu na boku no takaramono yo
la la la...
no rain, can't get the rainbow
NO RAIN, CAN'T GET THE RAINBOW
Utada Hikaru // Traveling
(my absolute favorite video... I wish it were better quality...)
TRAVELING, on board
TRAVELING, with you
lighting up the asphalt
TRAVELING, to where
TRAVELING, are we headed?
It's the time for everyone to dance
My hidden wish begins to move tonight
It's time for everyone to party
But why do I still feel such uneasiness...?
TRAVELING, sway
TRAVELING, more
the urge to break it
TRAVELING, accelerate
TRAVELING, more
I'm a little afraid to stop now...
Can you take me up? you look quite good
Can you keep it up? I would like to...
Gackt // REDEMPTION
(opening for FFVII: Dirge of Cerberus)
Bright red tears traced by a trembling finger,
I had nothing to lose, nothing to lose...
Because everyone returns to heaven, some day,
You'll never need to say goodbye.
What can I do, besides avenge you?
< REDEMPTION //
REDEMPTION
Frou Frou // Must Be Dreaming
I MUST BE DREAMING
for we're onto something
I don't fall in love flawlessly;
So undeniably yours...
As long as I'm losing it so completely
OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (TRAPNEST) // Wish
a flicker of light calls the wind,
a smile wipes the noise away...
"Everything is now beginning"
CAN YOU FEEL IT NOW?
as if you were drowning in a wave
Baby, this world, unlike yesterday,
sees nothing but you...
Baby // MY WISH ON A WING
...pierces the sky with a single overflowing word.
ANNA TSUCHIYA inspi' NANA (BLACK STONES) // LUCY

YOU'VE GOT A CHANCE NOW
YOU'VE GOT A POWER
just be yourself...
YOU BETTER CHASE NOW
YOU BETTER CATCH NOW
SHOW YOU MY LIFE NOW
SHOW YOU MY LOVE NOW
show you my everything, yeah
Baby, don't be afraid ...

My Interests

Art, music, graphic design, web design. J-pop. Astrology, Tarot, New Age things in general. Fashion. Getting what I want. Hanging with cool people. Crappy anime, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, cute indie boys. Making beautiful music together. [together with who][?]

I'd like to meet:



Music:

I LOVE ♥♥
- <[u>J-pop Whores] Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Utada Hikaru, OLIVIA, Mika Nakashima, Anna Tsuchiya, Hyde, Miyavi, Dir en Grey, Asian Kung-Fu Generation, shitty anime music
- <[u>Awesome Pop Whores] Gwen Stefani, Madonna, Mariah Carey, Michelle Branch, Alanis Morissette
- <[u>Other Awesome People] Imogen Heap, Caroline, Bjork, Goldfrapp, Metric, Ladytron, Lali Puna, Radiohead, Telepopmusik, DJ Tiesto, Benny Benassi, Infected Mushroom, Aphex Twin, Assemblage 23, VNV Nation, New Order/Joy Division, Fischerspooner, Delirium, Ani DiFranco, Broken Social Scene, Of Montreal, Q and Not U, Mute Math, The Postal Service, Styrofoam, etc.

Movies:

I LOVE ♥♥
- FFVII: AC bitches!, White Oleander, Party Monster, Brokeback Mountain, A Clockwork Orange, Daisies, Donnie Darko, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Layer Cake, The Squid and the Whale, MirrorMask, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, Serenity, Thank You For Smoking, Pan's Labyrinth, anything Mel Brooks.

Television:

I LOVE ♥♥
- Buffy the Vampire Slayer (yes, I know I'm lame), Charmed, Firefly, Nip/Tuck, Project Runway (I MET CHLOE DAO, SHIT YES.)

Heroes:

Ayumi Hamasaki (videos below), Gackt, Utada Hikaru, Tori Amos, Imogen Heap, GWEN STEFANI, and--of course--Madonna. ♥♥

Disclaimer: Hot, smart, funny (and all-around perfect) guys would be nice to meet. They don't really exist, though. That's right. If you think you fall into that category, well, you don't, because then you obviously wouldn't exist...

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[[ the good twin ]]

Mood: devious Music: The Stills // Animals and InsectsMoon: Sagittarius    I stumble out of a nightclub thinking,    "animals and insects don't do drugs..."  &n...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 12:08:00 PST

(( QUID PRO QUO ))

     Quid Pro Quo ~part one~I always knew there were clouds above us.We would sit, I remember, in the house's darkest rooms,and listen to the drip of the ceiling--somehow calm...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 06:33:00 PST

[[ SISYPHUS ]]

I'm leaving for London and Paris this week to spend Christmas vacation with D-String, The Ghoul, and The Provider.  This move on my part pretty much sums up my lifelong contradiction--I desperate...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 09:00:00 PST

[[ I COULD PICK BACK UP WHENEVER I FEEL... ]]

   "I'm so sad;    like a good book,    I can't put this day back..."and I rode alongside with himuntil he lost me there in the open road; ...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:11:00 PST

[[ ... the nineteenth november ]]

"This feeling, this feeling goes up like a firework..."I had a dream early this morningwhere I saw a man that looks like DaddyTaking me to a new place, a new place...into the white light, the white li...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 02:20:00 PST

[[ BOYFRIEND APPLICATION ]]

boys only (unless you're just a really awesome girl). thx. =]01. name:02. age:03. things you idolize:04. recall the last dream you had:05. a) hair product of choice:      b) ...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 09:59:00 PST

[[ EVERYTHING ALL OF THE TIME ]]

"Hi.  You'll do."         &n bsp;  ...NOT.There comes a time during every night of well-deserved ass-shaking whereby every hot boy defies their na...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 02:27:00 PST

the TOTAL package ;;

I see you.  You have what I need.  Just do this for me.Promise.let me tell you a little secret...a secret you do not yet know...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 01:30:00 PST

astir ~take 2 version~

WATASHI WA KAGAMI DA         &nbs p;         &nbs p;     I am a mirror.      ...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 11:52:00 PST

... the eighteenth november

[can you feel it now can you feel it now pulling on my heart pulling on my heart]turbulenceI writeI laughI paintI sleepI sneezeI singbut you can't make someone love youwith a song...
Posted by J.D. {empire} on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 10:39:00 PST