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ABOUT ME
the following things sex me:
art, music, graphic design, web design. J-pop. astrology, Tarot, New Age things in general. fashion. getting what I want. partying. living lush. crappy anime, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, cute boys. making beautiful music together. [together with who][?]
Life has been spent trying to make something
extraordinary out of the name I was given.
Sun in Scorpio, moon in Leo, Cancer rising.
Because, of course, what else makes sense?
I'm an artist, a writer, a photographer;
illustrator, graphic artist, web designer;
most of all--an aspiring musician, a vocalist;
a fashionista, a computer geek, a closet monster;
a soul-bearer.
These words are probably entirely fake,
as I'm lacking anything real at the moment.
First off, I'm kind of a masochist.
I think I have a good chance at fame.
I've worn glasses since kindergarten.
I have a big sweet tooth. This includes sweet boys. =]
I write when I feel like dying, but
it's the music that keeps me alive.
I spend way too much time at home, and
I like being asleep better than being awake.
(And, consequently, I love to dream...)
I think about the sky and the ocean a lot.
I never do the things I probably should.
I need TIME, SPACE, and SILENCE in order to grow.
Sometimes I feel like an uncrowned king,
or a performer with an arsenal of mere
"sweeping exits and offstage lines";
I want someone to take control and set ablaze a passion in me.
I want someone to inspire me: I thrive off of it. Make music with me.
I want someone to force-feed me something of merit--a vibrant, expansive,
world-changing image. Let's not have any more coffee-house "societal" rants.
I'd rather focus ...
I'm really not that bad, though =) I don't bite.
I just sort of get caught up in all the clutter...
Let's hold hands and ride life's crazy rollercoaster together.
♥
Orange like clockwork.
(Not a remote controller, nor a dish best served cold.)
I'm tired of having to say, for the last time--
You're not my type.
MUSIC
I LOVE ♥♥
- <[u>J-pop Whores] Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Utada Hikaru, OLIVIA, Namie Amuro, Mika Nakashima, Anna Tsuchiya, Hyde, Miyavi, Dir en Grey, Asian Kung-Fu Generation, shitty anime music
- <[u>Awesome Pop Whores] Gwen Stefani, Madonna, Mariah Carey, Michelle Branch, Alanis Morissette
- <[u>Other Awesome People] Imogen Heap, Caroline, Bjork, Goldfrapp, Metric, Ladytron, Lali Puna, Radiohead, Boards of Canada, Cansei de Ser Sexy, Telepopmusik, DJ Tiesto, Benny Benassi, Infected Mushroom, Aphex Twin, Assemblage 23, VNV Nation, New Order/Joy Division, Fischerspooner, Delirium, Ani DiFranco, Broken Social Scene, Of Montreal, World's End Girlfriend, Q and Not U, Mute Math, The Postal Service, Styrofoam, etc.
MOVIES
I LOVE ♥♥
- FFVII: AC bitches!, White Oleander, Party Monster, Brokeback Mountain, A Clockwork Orange, Daisies, Donnie Darko, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Layer Cake, The Squid and the Whale, MirrorMask, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, Serenity, Thank You For Smoking, Pan's Labyrinth, anything Mel Brooks.
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DANI DANGER "Spicy"
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SUBSTANCE D
AYUMI HAMASAKI
(unofficial)
IMMI
SEX male
AGE 19
STATUS single
ORIENTATION gay
HOMETOWN screwston, tx
ZODIAC scorpio ! (11.01.88)
RELIGION new age
OCCUPATION
sex on very large wheels
SCHOOLS
stratford high school (2004-07)
huntsville high school (2003)
Ayumi Hamasaki // Ourselves
I hold you tight
I get touched
I get discouraged
I hold you tight again--
I pull myself together
I get prim and proper
you know many faces of mine
So
I show myself only to you
Which no one in the world knows
But
I still may have some secret sides
You have never seen
Which no one in the world knows
So
Even if no one in the world knows me
I wish you alone to know me
Yes
Even if no one in the world knows us
We both know each other so well ...
Ayumi Hamasaki // Alterna
There were
Only a few things
Truly important and necessary
And the rest were mainly decorations
They might have been
Like the armor
To protect myself from everything
If you are afraid of changes
Watch me at a distance
Whether or not I may do something
It makes no difference
Let it be...
Ayumi Hamasaki // RAINBOW
(P.S. This is my favorite song EVER)
I get convinced
That I was saved by love
Though I tried to keep love away
I sing this song only to you now
You are my special treasure
ima wa kimi dake no tame ni utaou
taisetsu na boku no takaramono yo
la la la...
no rain, can't get the rainbow
NO RAIN, CAN'T GET THE RAINBOW
Utada Hikaru // Traveling
(my absolute favorite video... I wish it were better quality...)
TRAVELING, on board
TRAVELING, with you
lighting up the asphalt
TRAVELING, to where
TRAVELING, are we headed?
ItÂ's the time for everyone to dance
My hidden wish begins to move tonight
It's time for everyone to party
But why do I still feel such uneasiness...?
TRAVELING, sway
TRAVELING, more
the urge to break it
TRAVELING, accelerate
TRAVELING, more
IÂ'm a little afraid to stop now...
Can you take me up? you look quite good
Can you keep it up? I would like to...
Gackt // REDEMPTION
(opening for FFVII: Dirge of Cerberus)
Bright red tears traced by a trembling finger,
I had nothing to lose, nothing to lose...
Because everyone returns to heaven, some day,
You'll never need to say goodbye.
What can I do, besides avenge you?
< REDEMPTION //
REDEMPTION
Frou Frou // Must Be Dreaming
I MUST BE DREAMING
for we're onto something
I don't fall in love flawlessly;
So undeniably yours...
As long as I'm losing it so completely
OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (TRAPNEST) // Wish
a flicker of light calls the wind,
a smile wipes the noise away...
"Everything is now beginning"
CAN YOU FEEL IT NOW?
as if you were drowning in a wave
Baby, this world, unlike yesterday,
sees nothing but you...
Baby // MY WISH ON A WING
...pierces the sky with a single overflowing word.
ANNA TSUCHIYA inspi' NANA (BLACK STONES) // LUCY
YOU'VE GOT A CHANCE NOW
YOU'VE GOT A POWER
just be yourself...
YOU BETTER CHASE NOW
YOU BETTER CATCH NOW
SHOW YOU MY LIFE NOW
SHOW YOU MY LOVE NOW
show you my everything, yeah
Baby, don't be afraid ...