♥ShiZaM!!!♥

So this is me I guess:

I smoke, I know it's bad for me... and I don't really care. I smoke Lucky Strike unfiltereds (Oldest American Commerical Cigarette founded in Virginia in 1871! Holy Crap!) and Camel Straights. A lot of kids now a days have been drinking "retro" beers like Heileman's Old Style and Pabst Blue Ribbon to be "cool", so if you really want to be cool start smoking luckies and Camel Straight's too. fu*kers.

I swear a lot, and I don't believe in god and don't have a religion. I believe religions are a more of a moral guideline for life. Anyone who tells you the Bible is actually what happened is a moron. The Old Testament wasn't even written down until the Jewish enslavement in Babalon... which is like 1000 years after the events allegedly happened, prior to that it was handed down by word of mouth... imagine a 1000 year game of telephone and the message clearly gets warped. I probably don't care what you think about my belief's, I went to 10 years of Catholic school and church twice a week and I still don't believe. I have taken several high school and college theology and philosophy/relgions courses, I know more than you. Go ahead use your arguement "you don't kow what you are talking about" that's the only response I ever get from christians in a heated philosophical debate. I am also sick of Christians hating muslims, they are so egotistical, bloated with pride and blinded by fear that they don't realize that Islam and Christianity are pretty much the same religion, same principals, same moral code, just worshiped differently... if you are an arrogant, idiodic muslim-hater... you're dumb, shut up, I hate you.
I speak my mind, I am open minded, and I like to listen before I talk, but when I speak be prepared to listen... and if you catch me saying something dumb and laugh and ostricize me I will probably not like you/talk to you anymore. I listen to music because it is my escape. Music is the ultimate expression of human emotion and the only surviving art our society has left. I love Metal and Hardcore music mostly and many many others as well but I have a huge soft spot for great gut-busting, eye-poking, throat slashing thrash... and balls-to-the-walls power metal (i.e. Iron Maiden, Iced Earth, 3 Inches of Blood), and they're many many genre spin-offs and variants since pretty much every genre is influenced by every other genre now a days, and anything with a meaning is worth listening too. I hate pop-rock, pop starts, american idols (fu*king puppets of society meant to amuse the masses with no actual talent), most hip-hop, and rap in general. Don't get me wrong I like some rappers... the one's with talet, and by talent I don't mean the one that can talk more words into one breath than the next guy I mean the guys that actually rap about meaningful stuff, not about how rich they got, or how many hoes they have, or how much weed they smoke, cause I don't give a flying fu*k. I do enjoy some rappers tho, like The Crest and Atmosphere
Speaking of drugs, I like drugs... I've done a lot of drugs... and I'm no damn hippie so shut your mouth. 7/10 kids high school age have inhaled tetrahydrocannabol and 3/10 high school kids lied. Marijuana is decrimanalized in 5 U.S. States (same fine as a parking ticket!) everyone does it so why is our country in so much denial? stop wasting money on the tv ads, posters, government committies, and whatever the hell else they use to try and stop pot, more people smoke it than in the 70's... god! Legalize it, Control imports/exports, and tax it... that way instead of wasting 6 billion a year on anti-drug ads, we would actually make 6 billion to pay for other things and stimulate our stagnant economy.

I'm in the Army, I make my living jumping out of planes and keeping the rest of your asses safe. All you anti-war hippies can fu*k off, if you had any idea how many people died so you could live here and go to the pricey itialian salon and get your hair layered and dyed and tell all your friends you did it yourself and so you could buy your studded belts and buy a CD by a band you don't even know to impress the boy you like in your 4th period study hall you would shut the fu*k up. "If you are reading this, thank a teacher; if you are reading it in english, thank a soldier." I watch you while you sleep and tuck you in at night so please have some respect for service men, I actually like you enough to die for you... seriously I swore an oath that I would.

P.S. There are plenty of Soldiers that listen to the same music as you, dress the same as you, have the same things pierced as you, act like you, and that might even like you... we're not that different!

Well that's me, if you haven't left my page in disgust yet, we might get along and feel free to IM me or e-mail me sometime, and if you just stuck around to see what the hell else I had to say and don't like me... fu*k you.

AIM-SN) Bubber89

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Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.

Ooooo....
Stand up and fight.

Now fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.
I'll walk your land but don't be long, two million soldiers cant be wrong.

Its no fun but I've been here before.
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war.
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother in front of her son.
(Change this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams)

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to god that our side is right.
You know we won but still we lose, until I make it home to you.
I see your mother still in tears we grew up so fast where did those years go.
Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight.

So many soldiers on the other side, I take their live so they can't take mine.
(Scared to make it out alive now murders all I know.)
Nobody tells me all the reasons were here, I am a weapon so there's nothing to fear.
(Another day another life but nothing real to show for.)

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to god that our side is right.
You know we won but still we lose, until I make it home to you.
I see your mother still in tears we grew up so fast where did those years go.
Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight.

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.

Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive.
Strangers blood on my hands, shot all I can.
There were no sunny nights watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans with no thought of me. (No thought of me)
No thought of me.

Ohhhhh.....

We'll walk the city lonely, memories that are not passing by.
A murderer walks your streets tonight.
Forgive me for my crimes.
Don't forget that I was so young, but so scared.
In the name of God and Country.