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About Me

"Shut up and listen while I vomit my soul for you" M.P--VF I am a loyal and dedicated person. I am a very blunt person. I will tell things to you straight up. If i think that you are a whore that deserves nothing but a torturous death, I will tell you. When I meet someone and I don't like or when they have done something to disrespect me, i will threefold it back in a personal manner. Don't get me wrong, I'm the sweetest girl you'll ever meet. But when I'm upset, I can fuckin spit fire.I'm more then you can fit in a standard paragraph. I don't understand my emotions. I admit my flaws. I can try to fix everyone's problems, except mine. I dislike most females. It seems as though the majority of them serve no real purpose other than to be burned at the stake, or impaled. Once you betray me it's hard for me to believe the words that flow out of your lips. I cannot honestly care less about what you think. Your stupidity is my source of entertainment.I cry at the most pointless things and laugh at the most inappropriate times. I get over things pretty quickly. It's kind of sad, but i have the attention span of a rock. I am a natural brunette. I doodle on all of my papers. I am gay. Meaning, I don't find people with crotch snakes sexually attractive. I can appreciate female beauty. If you are a male, I won't go on cam with you, and I don't want to see your penis. If you are a woman and you happen to look like a drag queen, again, i make no exception.I won't go on cam with you, and i don't want to see your tits.I love artwork. In any form, i think it is amazing that people are even able to describe themselves and who they are in any form. Its beautiful. Violins are the sexiest musical instrument with close ties at the cello and voice.I once saw a band where there was a cellist and the way she played it looked like she was making love to it. It was pretty gorgeous. I am sweet, confusing and seductive. I also like drunk chicks who talk too much. I go to Dr John M Denison in Newmarket. it happens to look like a mental institution. I think its the idea they were working towards when they built it. Its all made of plastic. The walls, the people and the food. If you want to smile at me, and its not real, I will curse you for the rest of your plastic encaged life. If it is, I will remember you always. I define my future by stars and black mirrors. I have an insatiable interest in divination and philosophy.You cannot keep me away from things I love. But people seem to be almost disposable to me. For some reason I end up hating half of my friends after the first year and the rest, i adore, but always seem to either leave or have me leave them. Which sucks in most cases, but then again, Im not a very attached person.I hate phones and answering machines. I will not leave a message, and rarely use the phone. I write long letters to people who write back. And I tend to like to keep in touch with some people I care about. Awkward situations don't phase me because I beleive that an awkward silence is only awkward if you make it so. I don't like fish, or meat but do not consider myself a vegetarian. I refuse to eat tofu because it kills your sex drive. I love vanity, and people who are vain. I am a beleiver of beauty, and it is one of the strongest influences in our society. Girls are evil and I have lost almost all trust for bisexuals. I say almost because I know I will end up with one sometime. One of my past recent relationships rekindled my reluctance to get into any relationships with bisexuals. I do NOT start conversations in most cases. You may have to drag me out of myself. I don't really like talking to people unless I have to. Usually I like when people talk to me though. If that makes any sense. I alsolike other things that I cannot think of at the moment. Talk to me, if you like. Proud member of vampirefreaks, for three years. allpoetry for one year and darkstarlings for one year. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

People, anthropology, spirituality, paganism, acting

I'd like to meet:

Anyone. Someone. If you're interesting, talk to me.
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Music:

Imogen Heap, Marilyn Manson, Johnny Hollow. Avril Lavigne, Slipknot, Benny Benassi, The Cardigans, Dido, Evanescence, Frou Frou, Jakalope, Pink, The Weekend, Wednesday 13

Movies:

Eternal. My First Mister, Superstar, Family Stone

Television:

Tipping The Velvet. Drawn Together. Bromwell High. Video On Trial

Books:

The Book by Alan Watts, Skeleton Crew by Stephen King

Heroes:

Elizabeth Bathory, Jenna Jameson, Audrey Hepburn, Vincent Marcone

My Blog

I don't think you get it.

I WANT to drink cheap wine out of plastic cups and eat a feast of reheated kraft dinner and stale McDonalds. I want to use dirty slang in my daily speech and make all women look like w...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:24:00 PST

"Whoever said that perfection is unattainable, never fell in love." Danielle Traylor

"Whoever said that perfection is unattainable, never fell in love." Danielle Traylor I never wanted to hurt you. It's the last thing on my mind and you know that. I love you more than life itself, and...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 08:26:00 PST

Some Things Never Change.

Some do, and some don't. It is as simple as saying goodbye. One word that can flow from your lips like smooth, thick, dark molasses.Think about it. It's going down your throat. So slowly. Filling ever...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 11:21:00 PST

[Romanced Alive]

Reddened swoon, my angel, defeat of love's absolutismFind me, to marry me with enamoured passions.Birthed with the accompanyment of the spirit that you keep within me to eternal euphoria. You are ever...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 04:55:00 PST

Life rules.

If I dont call you ever, take a fucking hint, and dont call me. If I dont show any signs of caring, then I dont care. If I dont tell you something right off the b...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 12:34:00 PST

Love me. Hate me Hurt me, Betray me.

you know what? it is love. it is love that sparks hatred. ignites fires of burning rage. it is love that causes you to defend yourself and attack others in any way you can. It is love that hurts you a...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 11:45:00 PST

Lost

Her steps were slow, but steady. She made her way down the street in front of the small shops in the city and she could sense the people watching her. She used to own this city, in spirit. She knew ev...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 06:48:00 PST

I hate you

i hate you you fucking low ground dirty filth loving pricks. You sick sick bastards. you want your fucking moment of glory. Here it is. Take it. How could you do this to her. You think that you are ...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 03:12:00 PST

I hide under your bed.

So, tonight I changed my msn name to "i hide under your bed. This is a reaction i got. Matt says: thats really freaking creepy you know that, you'd scare the fucking shit out of me if you hid u...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 06:38:00 PST

It's a little funny.

Its a little funny, sometimes, how something you remember are the ones you'd most like to forget. I remember, a few years ago, meeting the one person ...
Posted by .FiLThy. .gOrGEous. on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:11:00 PST