my greatest fear |
my greatest fear, apart from clowns, is mediocrity.
i don't like attention. i like recognition. self-recognition, as a matter of fact. i like being able to get credit for something that i have done a... Posted by ABBI on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 09:05:00 PST |
my filmworthy trip to the ER and manong ricki |
i felt like i was in a scene of dr.house (and my doctor was actually a cuter, younger version... yes, he was pretty anal.)i've been in pain for 5 days, today is the most tolerable. wednesday morning i... Posted by ABBI on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 09:31:00 PST |
baby you have no idea. |
i woke up with you in my mind this morning.
i keep holding back and end up giving in.
should i let go of logic AGAIN?!
this story is way too familiar.
but.
why does the first touch of light make ... Posted by ABBI on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:28:00 PST |
i owe a lot of people an explanation |
i didn't want people to know, but i think it's high time i let it out. there's so much that's changed, in so little time, but i have this lingering feeling that things are not quite right. i've been t... Posted by ABBI on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:12:00 PST |
on my way |
i'm sure a lot of my batchmates are struggling just as i am. it's four months before graduation, and albeit the bitter fact that this isn't even a sure deal (god knows it isn't a sure deal for me) wel... Posted by ABBI on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 08:21:00 PST |
i'm never getting drunk again |
especially not when i'm an emotional mess. they say everyone has their own glitch. well, that's mine. ALCOHOL. how could i have been stupid enough to not realize this until now. tequilla is my downfal... Posted by ABBI on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:13:00 PST |
to you people, don't worry |
i got a 95 in my thesis, and still am stressed like a motherfucker over schoolwork, but i'm okaythe biggest concern at the moment is the fact that i gained 10 freaking lbs. which means to say i am fat... Posted by ABBI on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 06:46:00 PST |
mashed potato |
She's every woman, and everyone can tell
She's always got people enamored by her spell.
She's walking past days heart in hand, mind in control
She's someone everybody seems to want to know
The... Posted by ABBI on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:46:00 PST |
vertigo |
"It's just not going to work. "
She said to herself for the nth time three hours past lying down. Finally on her back, she stared at the ceiling and said it again, louder, and with frust... Posted by ABBI on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 12:05:00 PST |
learning to exhale heartbreak |
I remember reading about the Kübler-Ross grief cycle way back. It says that a person goes through several stages of emotions to cope with grief. I believe that if she ever needed the pe... Posted by ABBI on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 03:21:00 PST |