i'm back. oh, and i really wanted to be an astronaut, whaler or chimney sweep for halloween this year, but that obviously fell through. just can't figure something out to beat the batgirl costume...
i dream of the great wide open. i listen to loud music. i sing along with it [poorly]. i love sugar. i want to give my room the makeover it always wanted. i say yes to falling snow, rain and sunlight. i am not ruled by my phone. i read. work is not my life. i have wander lust. i have wonder lust. sometimes i wake up with my cat sleeping on my face [little bugger]. i drink and love with reckless abandon at times. i am cautious at times. overwhelmingly quiet at times, raucous at others. i'm hard to get to know, but near impossible to forget. i'd rather be deaf than blind. i'm a film snob. i love scarves and jackets. i save my change in a piggy bank. my blood circulation is not what it used to be. i use a film camera. i collect postcards that i keep hidden away. i can make it on 2 hours of sleep a night, but it's not pretty. i prefer more. i love photo booths. i have scars. i can honestly say i have a piece of myself in a jar i keep on my bookshelf. i'm not sure i want a tv in my room. the right song can make me forget or remember everything. moments are fleeting. dog ear each page. i'd saturate the hell out of every picture i take if i could. i dream of fields of green, flat landscapes, trees in the fall. sitting in a corn field. sitting in a field of daisies. sitting in a field of grain. purple mountains majesties? oh, the places i'd go. sometimes i lose myself in the moment. i try to stop and smell the roses. sarcasm may one day be my downfall. i can be temperamental. i try to do what i can most days. sometimes i expect too much. out of others and myself. i take my coffee with cream. i take an aspirin a day. i can't see myself growing old(er). i'm scared of death. i spent 6 days of my life in alaska and i miss it almost everyday. as the years and people have gone by i've realized i'm more of a romantic than i once thought. i'm going to miss my childhood. i wish i played the accordion. i'm always/never alone.
