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About Me

*I AM THE MOST CONFUSING PERSON I A HAVE EVER KNOWN OF! I CONSTANTLY CONFUSE AND CONTRADICT MYSELF, I LOVE TO WRITE IN ALL CAPS! LOL! MY FAVORITE COLORS ARE BLACK AND RED. I AM AN IDIOT AT TIMES, LOTS OF TIMES! :) I HAVE MADE MANY OF MISTAKES IN MY LIFE! I MEAN MANY! I HAVE A ZILLION REGRETS, IM EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL AND VERY MOODY, I AM NAIVE. I CAN BE A SERIOUS BITCH! AND I GO VERY FAR FOR REVENGE! ARENT I JUST A RAY OF FUCKING SUNSHINE? SO YEAH I GUESS YOU SHOULD RUN THE OTHER WAY NOW, LOL! ::WAVES GOODBYE::

My Interests

THESE ARE HOT!

I'd like to meet:

I WOULD LOVE TO MEET EVERYONE IN THESE BANDS, BUT SINCE IT WONT HAPPEN I WILL JUST LISTEN TO THEM! :) MARYLIN MANSON***MY NEW LOVE THE DEFTONES!!!!!!*HOLE*NIN*RASPUTINA*MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE*30 SECONDS TO MARS*ROB ZOMBIE*TOOL*KORN (I KNOW)*TORI AMOS*ANNI DI FRANCO*BJORK*HIM* AND OF COURSE ****THE SMASHING PUMPKINS****I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MEET HER! ;)

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My Blog

SO I LEARNED THAT WEDDING DRESSES ARE HEAVY!

JOE AND I WENT TO DAVIDS BRIDAL! I TRIED ON 2 DRESSES I HAVENT DECIDED WHAT COLORS I SHOULD WEAR BUT I DIDNT WANT TO RULE OUT WHITE, I FOUND ONE THAT I LIKED, AND IT IS SO HOT IN THEM, I DONT KNOW HOW...
Posted by STARLA on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 01:45:00 PST

all the shit around me

everything i see  all the crap i read,  all the lies you told  they've gotten really old, you are so cold and a pity it truly is that like you i strived to be, to leave it all behind po...
Posted by STARLA on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 08:26:00 PST

BEING FAKE SUCKS! AND I WISH U WOULDNT MAKE US DO IT

I CANT SAY ANYTHING CAUSE THIS WILL BE READ AND QUESTIONS WILL BE ASKED AND SHIT WILL START WHAT GREAT FRIENDS WE ARE.... WHY IS EVERYTHING SO ONE SIDED WITH U? WHY ARE U SO AFRAID OF THEM? SO FAKE TO...
Posted by STARLA on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST

TODAY I CAME HOME AND THERE IT WAS MY SURPRISE A X-MAS TREE!!!!!!!!

I AM AT WORK AND MY HUSBAND IS AT HOME AND I MISS HIM AND IM SLEEPING HERE TODAY, AND NOT BY HIS SIDE! :(    POUTNESS!!! IM MISERABLE WITHOUT HIM, BUT A GIRLS GOTTA WORK RIGHT? AHHHH PA...
Posted by STARLA on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 11:17:00 PST

DO YOU KNOW WHAT BREAKFAST IN BED FEELS LIKE?? I DO

SO AFTER A NIGHT OF BLACKING OUT YET AGAIN, I WAS AWOKEN BY BREAKFAST IN BED!!! I CAN HARDLY BELIVE IT HE COOKED ME EGGS WITH MUSHROOMS AND ONIONS AND HASHBROWNS AND TOAST AND MADE ME TEA! MY GOD IT W...
Posted by STARLA on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 12:56:00 PST

Thanksgiving 2 at Joes moms house. AND JOHANNA BEING PATHETIC!

I've been napping since about 8 and i just woke up, i was sleepy and distraught. Joe had to go to work at 7 and we left is moms house in time for that, i came home, janet(mom) wanted me to stay but i ...
Posted by STARLA on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 11:54:00 PST

in corona listening to a grown man laugh watching a kids movie= happiness

so im in corona, we pigged out! Im currently in the kitchen and i can hear my brother in law laughing as he watches ice age 2 with apryl (my niece). and its beautiful, so innocent and beautiful! apryl...
Posted by STARLA on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 10:19:00 PST

last night was fucked up! but this morning was gorgeous!

boy, that peppermint b.s, one adios motherfucker and about half a pitcher and one dirty mab, fucks my shit up! okay first of all before i rant about b.s I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT LAYING IN BED WITH...
Posted by STARLA on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:37:00 PST

forest stuck in my head, joe is off with cris and robert kicking some punk ass!

  i love my husband!!!! so  yeah im buzzed! joe is off kicking some guys ass! this song has been stuck in my head all night: i couldnt be happier, um well yeah maybe if missy was here to...
Posted by STARLA on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:11:00 PST

FRENCH TEST TOMMORROW!!! ):

IM GOING TO DO SO BADLY, WITH ALL THE EXCITEMENT OF GETTING MARRIED AND MOVING IN AND STAYING AT STEVENS AND BEING COMPLETELY PATHETIC AND CUDDLY AND NOT GETTING OUT OF BED! AND THE SHOWERS  ...
Posted by STARLA on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 07:19:00 PST