Josh dillweed - ProfilesArchive

About Me

HAHA THANKS DIRE!:hhmmm...where to begin..i've lived in sacto off and on for about 11 years now. It sounds kinda sad, but i have no idea what i want to do in life..YET so i'm just kinda going with the flow of things. I currently play guitar in a band,(razorblade monalisa)play bass in another band, (the common men) and i also dj Thats pretty much how it's going to be until further notice...oh and nosecandy if for fuckwads

My Interests

HORROR/SCI-FI FLICKS! spinning music, bourbon, beer, cards and guitar. + = FUCKING AWESOME!

I'd like to meet:

DRINK!!!!!

Music:

brit pop, indie, goth/inustrial, ebm, 80's, electroclash, and old school punk. favorites are: the hives, bauhaus, the damned, love and rockets, interpol, joy division, the cure, PULP!, whitey, shiny toy guns, ministry, kmfdm, nitzer ebb, sneaker pimps, the misfits, bright eyes, muse, lard,the smiths, vnv nation, covenant, the white stripes, she wants revenge, radiohead, brmc, apoptygma berzerk, tool, a perfect circle, siouxsie & the banshees, nick cave and the bad seeds, miranda sex garden, david bowie, legendary pink dots, tear garden, sex pistols, pink floyd, curve, vast, tears for fears, placebo, duran duran, depeche mode, nine inch nails, stabbing westward, massive attack, skinny puppy, p.i.l, tv on the radio, a.f.i., killing joke, talking heads, human league, coldplay and old school manson...despite the beliefs of some, im very open to many types of music.

Movies:

the big lebowski, nowhere/doom generation,(greg araki) george romero films, tarentino films, horror/sci fi, lock stock and two smoking barrels, office space, wild zero, evil dead trillogy ect...

Television:

family guy, simpsons, father ted, sopranos, six feet under, buffy/angel(yes, thats thats right) farscape, x-files, futurama, king of queens, drew carrey, the star treks, the outer limits, history channel/discovey channel, mythbusters, scrubs, that 70's show, lost, HEROES yup heroes kicks the ass. blah blah blah... reality tv can lick my balls.

Books:

stephen king, covenant with the vamp trillogy, and hp lovecraft....basically whatever i pick up, and cant put down.

My Blog

pretty soon.

im going to be an emotionless drone. fuckin FINALLY!
Posted by Josh dillweed on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 02:11:00 PST

its 1 am..

nothing much to report. just really anxious. its been technically two days now since ive had a drink, and im not sure if i can do two weeks. so im just going to go til saturday night, and at least see...
Posted by Josh dillweed on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 01:15:00 PST

day 1

hasnt even been one day of detox, and my nerves are going through the roof. my anxiety is kicking in, this sucks. its going to be hell. i've always had alchohol to maintain my anxiety leve...
Posted by Josh dillweed on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 06:21:00 PST

just been reminded.

tonight about how alone i feel, i just spent time at aparty with friends that i know, and nobody would even give me the time of day. i just hope me friends from out of tow had a better time. i feel li...
Posted by Josh dillweed on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 06:20:00 PST

guitar pro is the SHIT!

if anybody doesnt have it GET IT! its totally the musicains best friend. make sure to get guitar pro 5.
Posted by Josh dillweed on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 04:34:00 PST

insane?

maybe a little. all inkow is that im going to go through changes and i dont care who it hurts. im done with staying in the past epiphany's are a bitch sometimes, but they really kick you in the ass in...
Posted by Josh dillweed on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 05:53:00 PST

on a lighter note

i filed for unemployement today, so that'll definately help with the stress, and give me more time to find a job, and take care of my resume shit. hell. julie was definately right about pres...
Posted by Josh dillweed on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 10:26:00 PST

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i cant breath, i feel like everything is coming down on me at once. i cant keep dealing with these blows. i feel like im going to crack. i used to have someone that always kept me afloat when times we...
Posted by Josh dillweed on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 09:46:00 PST

shakes

anxiety...stress, god once again i HATE feeling like this. i hate not having a phone, and i hate tripping myself out so much that i feel like puking..yea im really shakey.
Posted by Josh dillweed on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 11:13:00 PST

oh conner...how emo can you get..REALLY?!

hehe... i still love this song! kinda reminds me of elements of my life. Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly f...
Posted by Josh dillweed on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 02:56:00 PST