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♠Natsuko

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About Me

been there, done that, still waiting for something to happen.
i dont care what.
"integrity, sincerity, i choose to live against the grain / purged of the impurities that fester in their veins / no tolerance for weakness is whats allowed i say / my decree is my law and its here to stay"

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My Interests


life
death
music
food
tattoos
sleeping
driving
eating
traveling
i collect alot of crap...

I'd like to meet:

how would you like to have a cup of this every morning?

Music:

chimaira, killswitch engage, tool, apc, faith no more, pantera, damageplan, american head charge, dry kill logic, aghora, poison the well, strung out, bad religion, deftones, good riddance, sick of it all, hatebreed, snuff, suicidal tendencies, boysetsfire, life of agony, 36 crazyfists, sevendust, one minute silence, team sleep, incubus, portishead, massive attack, dillinger escape plan, clutch, vision of disorder, earth crisis, hed(pe), betzefer, whorecore...

Movies:

kill bill, happyness, neverending story, the abyss, fight club, dark city, the little mermaid, spirited away, the big lebowsky, the fifth element, clercks, mallrats, jay and silent bob strike back, the exorcist, and pretty much any horror and sci-fi movie (house of 1000 corpses, resident evil 1&2 etc).. key words: dismembered body parts, gore, mutants, zombies..

Television:

LOST!!!, x-files, E.R, that 70's show, simpsons, prison break!!, 4400, nip tuck, heroes, scrubs, family guy, southpark

Books:

"life is the crummiest book i ever read"
go to www.samharries.org, read his shit, the guy knows a thing or two..

My Blog

flooded

reminiscence of a powerful eratrying my best not to fall back inits so dark and warm down thereand i hear it calling me, its pullingi go drifting in my own muddy watersmy mind is flooded with what onc...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:40:00 PST

nowhere is a place in time

a thought had struck me today... it was somewhere around the lines of 'emptiness is a feeling', but i do like the word for it in hebrew better - 'reikanut' - it has alot more body to it or so it seems...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Tue, 08 May 2007 06:03:00 PST

a moment to hate

its this feeling i got so used to, yet it hits me every time like its the first and i sit here helpless and miserable, so aware of the facts and the truths i cant stop the tears from flowing f...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Sun, 06 May 2007 02:26:00 PST

seikatsu wa tsumaranai desu.

watashi wa benkyosuru noga ehta desu... yasumi ga hoshii desu. daigaku ewa ikitaku arimasen! nemasu.
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:33:00 PST

stupid pics

i need to work on my posingso does hesexy legs ..1:sexy legs ..2:myspacemyassyea.. i dunno...the usuala slap in process:1)2)3)4)i have noooooo clue what went on just there...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 03:49:00 PST

beyond my comprehension...

another disapointing day. i dont understand why people - who i consider my friends - think its ok to let me down. or maybe im just SO spoiled? do i really expect too much of life...? i mean... an...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 02:45:00 PST

i think im dying

its like my body is digesting itself or maybe its decay? im not sure, i pretty much flunked biology. and my brain... well there wesent much to begin with... so, i guess i should just let anyone who ca...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 07:30:00 PST

ill location

id really like to get away for a while. it would be well appreciated if someone could just knock me on the head, pack me a bag and put me on a plane. i dont even mind where its going, as long as its q...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Wed, 31 May 2006 09:52:00 PST

tattoo

finally!!!after almost a year of constant delays... my back is on its way to be completed!the outline took about 2.5 hours, so im guessing we still have about 4 sessions, hopefully not more than that....
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Sun, 28 May 2006 03:55:00 PST

is it time yet?

i am tired.that really just sums it all.tired = no energy,tired = no strength,tired = no enthusiasmi wish i knew whats so horribly wrong with my body, or perhaps, my mind.i really would like to fix it...
Posted by ♠Natsuko on Mon, 01 May 2006 07:59:00 PST