UPDATE:
You know, im far too lazy to filter out all the changes in my life and such, so Ill just rewrite my entire personality ;)Where to start, My family moved into the middle of missouri. I dont know why, so dont ask. Since I've been here everyones been crappy. It seems that people out here like monotony, and trust me, not one bit of me fits in. All the kids at the school seem to like me, but thats about it... The problem is, I dont want to fit in. Sure I can pretend im a strong, athletic, redneck; but Im not.First things first, for christs sake im not a druggie! I've had long hair before it became a druggie trend, and Ill keep it that way. However, I dont look down upon them, because drugs aren't as destructive as most people think, look up american history and they'll tell you why theyre illegal, not cuz you'll die, but because the overdosage side effects are extreme (or theyre just addictive lol)I'm pacifist. Go ahead, call me a pussy, see if I care, theres nothing you could say or do to make my life more miserable. I'm upbeat, violence is pointless. You know abraham lincoln once said: People are often as happy as they make themselves to be (but in theyre middle english crap that nobody understands anymore) The only time I'll argue is when im trying to unblind someone from their denial. I take alot of crap every day, and it doesnt phase me a bit.I dont beleive in god. And thats nothing I take pride in, I honestly wish I could beleive, but then I'd just be lying to myself. I think that if God really existed than he wouldnt make death required for survival. Every night you go to eat dinner, youve killed an animal with its own mind and family, and just because we dont understand it, doesnt mean its not living. Another thing is all the suffering, why would God allow diseases and birth defects and all that. God was just an awnser to peoples questions about existance.You realize that our everyday activities are leading to our own extiction. Our arrogance will lead to the end of our existance. Cold hard fact. Your probably thinking, this guys some crazy conspiracist, well thats your arrogance speaking. Pollution, Murder, Money, Greed, Lust. We are all selfish. There is no such thing as a good person. Its just every day things you dont even care to think about, and Im not going to list all these things off to you, try finding them out for yourself.We're all trapped in a system, based on NOTHING. This is tough to explain, but I'll try to get you to understand what im saying. Were born, Were trained to learn exactly what our government wants us to learn, We work to contribute for our country, and die. And for what? money... what good is money? It brings you everything you need. We're trapped, Some "Wise Man" said the best things in life are free. But nothing is free. Entertainment costs money, Love costs money, Survival costs money. Now awnser this, do we really need to contribute to society? Sure, but not 60% of our life... A week consists of 168 hours. We contribute 40hrs. a week to work, and 10 hours a day to sleep, roughly 30minutes to eat, and another 30 to shower and such. Your left with 51hours a week, less if you contribute more time to anything. Thats 7hrs. a day, your entire life consists of 7 hours a day... think about that.I am very upset with the government. Why? Because we wage a war, sacraficing innocent lives for opposing innocent lives. And for what? To reduce a price on an endangered resource that pollutes the environment. Again, is money really worth dying for? What we SHOULD do, is take that same money used on war equipment (some odd 10 billion dollars or so) and researche uses for electricity, an unlimited resource...
Ill adjust my profile later, hopefully you learned something lol.
Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice: Plastic bag
Your Favorite Target: Eskimoes
Your Kill Count: 166,124,718
Your Battle Cry: "Yo mama!"
Years You Spend in Jail: 5
How Much Money In Damages You Cause: $164,873,246,340,141
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 96%
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