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emily

help me rhonda!

About Me


i'm a vindictive little bitch, truth be told!

this is music
The Mixed Tape @ MTV Official Jack's Mannequin Site Jack's Mannequin MySpace New Jack's Mannequin Tunes
Lyrics of the Moment:
I heard there was a secret chord
That david played and it pleased the lord
But you don't really care for music, do you
Well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to her kitchen chair
She broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the hallelujahBaby i've been here before
I've seen this room and i've walked this floor
I used to live alone before i knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
But love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah
Well there was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show that to me do you
But remember when i moved in you
And the holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah
Well, maybe there's a god above
But all i've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
It's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

somebody who will sing me to sleep.

Music:

something corporate
jack's mannequin
brand new
taking back sunday
saves the day
say anything
the jealous sound
the spill canvas
bright eyes
the good life
straylight run
spitalfield
the format
death cab for cutie
jimmy eat world
tegan & sara
yeah yeah yeahs
the sounds
snow patrol
saosin
regina spektor
the postal service
park
modest mouse
mates of state
dear and the headlights
lydia
mae
hellogoodbye
lots of other bands that i'm too lazy to list.

Movies:

a walk to remember, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, elephant, the notebook, garden state, napoleon dynamite, closer, wedding crashers

Television:

real world, degrassi, little people big world, miami ink, gilmore girls

Books:

the perks of being a wallflower, sloppy firsts, the virgin suicides, prozac nation, catcher in the rye, less than zero

Heroes:

michelle nolan, jenny lewis, and andrew mcmahon.

My Blog

don't let them see you cry

i always lose my appeal.((this might be the last time that i try))
Posted by emilyjane on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 01:05:00 PST

edit

my whole life i have felt as though i can't explain my thoughts in an intelligent manner. it's funny considering my major is journalism and i'm supposed to be able to do that. or at least be able to d...
Posted by emilyjane on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 12:50:00 PST

nothing that makes sense ever works out

10 days. I didn't think it was real. I grew accustomed to the life of sales and signs. I will be happy that I don't have to be emersed in chaos everytime I walk through those doors, but I will never b...
Posted by emilyjane on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 05:35:00 PST

how to save a life

Every now and then when you're not paying attention someone changes your life. They flip your world upside down. You start to see things clearly for maybe the first time in your life. Sometimes it tak...
Posted by emilyjane on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 10:52:00 PST

running out like a fire so sweet

I'm so close to giving up. When will I be taken seriously? Yes, I know that I'm awkward, shy, and obsessive. But that doesn't mean that I'm not a hard worker or that I don't have goals. If someone wou...
Posted by emilyjane on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 03:51:00 PST

it seemed appropriate at the time

I've been pretty stressed out lately with school, relationships, friendships, and me being psychotic. And just when I thought things were getting better I find out that I'm losing my job. This isn't s...
Posted by emilyjane on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 10:11:00 PST

dreamers never live, only dream of it

Just thought I'd give everyone an update on my lil' life. I've been going through some changes...as of today. First of all, I chopped off all my hair and dyed it black. Please don't leave me comments ...
Posted by emilyjane on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 05:02:00 PST

nature and the wreck

As the airbags went off and my sceam started to fade, everything started to make sense. My anxiety was lifted. I knew I wasn't going to die, but I knew that I would have been at peace if I did. I got ...
Posted by emilyjane on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 09:39:00 PST

every man has a molly

Note to ex boyfriends and future ex boyfriends: If you want to give me my shit back then do it to my face, pussy. here i am, laid bare at the end of my rope ive lost all hope, so longmolly connolly ju...
Posted by emilyjane on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:37:00 PST

most important blog of my life

So tonight was the Jack's Mannequin show. The day started out pretty rough and a lot of shit didn't go as planned. However, after securing a spot in the front things started looking up for me. When he...
Posted by emilyjane on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 10:18:00 PST