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Ashley

Hold me and tell me we'll burn like stars. We'll burn as we fall. Watch as the city lights dance for

About Me


love
*fairies
*blackberry green tea frappuccinos
*san francisco
*guys that wear eyeliner
*disneyland
*vanilla frosting
*captain jack sparrow
*cristian machado
*lip gloss
*vampires
*david draiman
*dr.pepper
*black nailpolish
*vans shoes
*nick carter
*lyrics
*guys who play bass
*the words "turd" and "penis"
*the gieco caveman...and the lizard
*the pirates of the caribbean ride
*music
*ireland
*watching clouds
*guys hands
*sex
*tinkerbell
*singing in the shower
*ipods
*north beach pizza
*blasting music in church parking lots
*acoustic guitar
*dancing
*glitter
*lip rings
*snow cones
*gay men
*love
*the ocean
*wishing on stars
*new mexico pinon coffee
*the smell of burnt toast
*shakespeare
*80's music
*strawberry gum
*victoria's secret
*kissing
*dried roses
*popcorn
*the color black
*hoodies
*california
*my friends
*irish accents
*johnny depp
*pier 39
*sharks
*cotton candy
*crossword puzzles
*my family
*crushed ice
*marilyn monroe
*jagermeister
*freezers
*fake grapes
*concerts
*cirque du soliel
*the smell of gasoline
*scrabble
*open-minded people
*american idol
*myspace(its addictive,what can i say?)
hate
*smoking
*insanely religious people
*bad drivers
*emo kids who think they are hardcore
*politics
*noisy kids
*broken hearts
*liars
*when people dont use their turn signal
*guys that can fit into girl pants
*hardcore ghetto booty rap
*people that talk on their cell phones to make you think they're important
*those damn ribbon stickers people have on the back of thier cars
*people who whore on myspace
*girls that wear abercrombie
*eggs
*insomnia
*dry skin
*censorship
*people who call you on the phone but have nothing to say
*technicalities
*people who think they are way better than they actually are
*road side bathrooms
*math
*stretch marks
*bowling alley shoes
*posers
*homophobes
*headaches
*rich snobs
*war
*pollution
*being put on hold
*obligation
*litterers
*players
*prune juice
*sales people
*bad spelling
*preppy bitches
*drama
*cancer
*things that drip but shouldn't
*assholes who speed on pecos rd.
*being ripped off
*tipping
*fake friends
*cheerleaders
*airports
*judgmental people
*odd numbers
*thrift stores that smell funny
*pants that arent long enough
*feet
*racism
*people who think they can sing
*organized religion
random facts
+David Draiman's voice turns me on.+
=I like to give massages.=
~*I'm a dreamer.*~
I'll only drink milk if its skim and its really cold.
Log rides terrify me.
I am very pro gay rights and will defend them to the death.
I dance NAKED in front of the mirror when I'm alone.
I am strong.
I still love my first love.
iM a HopEleSS rOmAnTIc
I'd rather give than receive.
I'll be friends with anybody.
~I get GooSeBumPs if you whisper in my ear.~
Music is my life.
I'm mesmorized by glitter
**I wish upon stars in hopes they'll come true.**
I find death metal screams OrGaSmIc.
I'm half Spanish, half British.
My favorite gum is Trident's strawberry fusion.
Je parle francais.
I put lemon juice on my popcorn
I say "fuck" a lot.
If you hurt yourself, I will laugh.
My hair is naturally wavy.
I do my best choreographing while I'm driving.
I cry when animals get hurt.
I liKE tO pLaY wiTh ToOLs.
I actually enjoy grocery shopping.
My dream is to hold my lovers hand by the ocean and watch the sun go down.
I put Peeps marshmallows in the microwave until they get all puffy.
Blow cigarette smoke in my face and I will beat the shit out of you.
I'm a survivor.
I always take a dare.
I'm a tree hugger.
If you manage to get me tipsy, I'm extremely loving...
MY biggest FEAR is FREDDY Krueger.
Good kisses make me weak.
Love me?Hate me? AIM me at brokenfairygirl.
Lyrics of the Moment
30 Seconds To Mars-"A Beautiful Lie"
Lie awake in bed at night and think about your life.Do you want to be different?Try to let go of the truth.The battles of your youth 'cause this is just a game.
It's a beautiful lie.
It's the perfect denial.
Such a beautiful lie to believe in.
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me.
It's time to forget about the past.To wash away what happened last.Hide behind an empty face.Don't ask too much, just say.'Cause this is just a game.Everyone's looking at me.I'm running around in circles, baby. A quiet desperation's building higher.I've got to remember this is just a game.
So beautiful, beautiful...

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

A guy who is open-minded and knows exactly who he is and what he wants and loves me for who I am.As for fantasy guys I wanna meet Johnny Depp, Cristian Machado of Ill Nino, David Draiman of Disturbed, Jonathan Davis of KoRn, Davey Havok of AFI, Jared Leto of 30 Seconds To Mars, Ville Valo of H.I.M., Johnny Knoxville and Bam Margera from Jackass, and AJ McLean and Nick Carter from the Backstreet Boys.(Yes, I just put two members of a boy band in with guys from hard rock bands...I'm cool like that. Get over it.

Jared Leto. Most beautiful man ever.

Music:


Songs I'm currently addicted to:

"All These Things I Hate"
by Bullet For My Valentine

"Le Disko"
by Shiny Toy Guns

"Monster"
by Meg & Dia

"From Yesterday"
by 30 Seconds To Mars

"Anna Molly"
by Incubus

The following are a few of my favorite bands. If their name is in white it means I've seen them in concert:

30 Seconds To Mars
Adema
AFI
Atreyu
Authority Zero
Avenged Sevenfold
Ayria
Boys Night Out
Backstreet Boys
The Birthday Massacre
Blink-182
Brand New
Breaking Benjamin
Bush
Counting Crows
The Cranberries
The Cure
Dave Matthews Band
Days of the New
Dead Poetic
Deftones
Depeche Mode
Disturbed
Drowning Pool
Duran Duran
Emery
Evanesence
Fall Out Boy
Finch
Flaw
Franz Ferdinand
From Autumn to Ashes
Funeral For A Friend
Garbage
God Module
Godsmack
H.I.M.
Ill Nino
In Flames
The Killers
Killswitch Engage
Korn
Lacuna Coil
London After Midnight
Lifehouse
Limp Bizkit
Linkin Park
Maroon 5
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgence
Mudvayne
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Natasha
Nirvana
Papa Roach
A Perfect Circle
The Police
Prodigy
Queens of the Stone Age
Razed in Black
Red Tear Memory
Rhianna
Rufio
Sean Paul
A Second Chance
Shakira
Shallowpoint
She Wants Revenge
Shiny Toy Guns
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
Spinkeshank
Static X
Straylight Run
Sugarcult
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
tATu
Three Days Grace
Tool
Trust Company
The Used
Vertical Horizon

Upcoming Concerts
(If the band is in white lettering that means I'm going. If its not, then that means I want to go and if you have a ticket you're more than welcome to take me with you. Please.)

Incubus Marquee Theatre 1/15

Jack's Mannequin Marquee Theatre 1/30

Three Days Grace Marquee Theatre 2/10

AFI Rialto Theatre-Tucson 2/17

Emery Marquee Theatre 2/24

The Used/30 Seconds to Mars Jobing.com Arena 2/25

Movies:

Queen of the Damned,Pirates of the Caribbean 1 and 2,Crash,Moulin Rouge,Return to Me,Only You,Along Came Polly,Freddy vs. Jason,Simon Birch,Texas Chainsaw Massacre,Blue Collar Comedy Tour,Romeo and Juliet,Step Up,Titanic,Jackass 1 and 2,Anchorman,Austin Powers,Cruel Intentions,Love Actually,Rent,Pretty in Pink,Nightmare Before Christmas,The Breakfast Club,Fern Gully,Memoirs of a Geisha,Thumbelina,Uncle Buck,The Little Mermaid,Coyote Ugly,The 40 Year Old Virgin,Napoleon Dynamite,Saw

Television:

CSI Las Vegas(all the rest suck),Six Feet Under, American Idol,Ren and Stimpy, Beavis and Butthead, Emergency Vets, Sex and the City, Seinfeld, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy.

Books:

The Stand, Harvest, Someone Like You, Of Mice and Men, Stiff, My Sister's Keeper, or anything by Francesca Lia Block,Anne Rice, or Stephen King.

Just completed:
"New Moon" by Stephenie Meyer

Currently reading:
"Shalimar The Clown" by Salman Rushdie

Heroes:

My biggest heroes are kids with cancer and other life threatening illnesses because they always seem to have a smile on thier face no matter what.They live life to the fullest and can somehow seem not to have a care in the world even though they are going through so much that they don't deserve.

In memory of my greatest hero: Presley Charisse 8/15/98-7/21/05

and

Ila Fisher, strongest girl I know:
Read about her at:
http://www.ucsfhealth.org/adult/profiles/fisherIlaMay.html
and
http://www.ucsfhealth.org/adult/profiles/fisherIlaMay2.html

and

Carrie Shellhammer:

Read about her at:
http://www.ucsfhealth.org/adult/profiles/shellhammerCarrie.h tml

and

I love my friends and family and don't know where I'd be without them.

My Blog

poetic tragedy

I wrote this for someone very special to me. I couldn't think of a title that would do it justice. In fact,the poem itself doesn't do him justice. I keep changing the words and probably won't sle...
Posted by Ashley on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 01:32:00 PST

black sails in the sunset

Because I was in Texas, I didn't get a chance to write this blog on Sunday like I had hoped. Basically, I wanted to say that two years ago (January 7th) I got my transplant and was given a second...
Posted by Ashley on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:42:00 PST

love like winter

My back hurts, I'm tired, my throat is sore from screaming and second hand cigarette smoke, and I probably flunked my easy as hell take home final for Sign Language, but I wouldn't trade it for a...
Posted by Ashley on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 02:36:00 PST

a fire inside

So guess what? I'm actually pretty happy right now. Either things are going the way I want them to or I'm finding the positive in everything crappy. Either way, I'm at a point right now where I'm blis...
Posted by Ashley on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:31:00 PST

beneath the milky twilight

Tomorrow I'm going to Sedona for Thanksgiving. My mom and I go every year with some family friends that have a cabin up there. It's really magical around the holiday season because where their ca...
Posted by Ashley on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:22:00 PST

home is where the heart is

I know most everyone is probably sick of hearing me start my sentences with "When I lived in San Francisco..." but it was such a big part of my life even though I was really only there for a little wh...
Posted by Ashley on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 04:48:00 PST

forbidden love

Let's say you're a straight guy. Tell me, why is it that you can be so attracted to a woman but be so NOT attracted to a man? Same with girls. If you're a straight girl, you usually just don't look at...
Posted by Ashley on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:09:00 PST

she wears a butterfly on her wrist but she might as well tear it's head off

The title has nothing to do with my entry. I just thought it kicked ass. In fact, this entry has nothing to do with love, or being angry about something. This is pretty much a first,  I know, so ...
Posted by Ashley on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 06:49:00 PST

everything you want

What is perfect? I know I've written things about this before but maybe it's still on my mind because I'm still baffled by the concept of perfection.   We all have an idea in our heads about what...
Posted by Ashley on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 10:05:00 PST

Inside my heart is breaking. My makeup may be flaking but my smile still stays on.

Last night I went to bed kinda wishing someone was there next to  me. Not in a sexual way of any sort, just to know that someone was there would be enough for me. To hear them breathing or feel t...
Posted by Ashley on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 08:11:00 PST