.pebbRRR!. - ProfilesArchive

About Me

d0rrY.
caNdy sp3w.
l0llyhead.
cupcake giRl.
messheAd.
"Fuck reality, just dance with me."
I no longer know who I am and I feel like the ghost of a total stranger.
IT'S NOT MY OBLIGATION TO BE UNDERSTOOD....
NOR IS IT MY OBJECTIVE TO MAKE SENSE
"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"
"Computer games don't affect kids, I mean if PacMan affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching pills and listening to repetitive music." Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, 1989
IT'S ONLY AFTER YOU'VE LOST EvERYTHING, THAT YOU ARE FrEE TO DO ANYTHING.
NO EXCUSES
NO APOLOGIES
NO REGRETS
Painting of me by Kjira xo
NINE INCH NAILS - Pinion
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myFmAmjzJDQ
nine inch nails - Help Me I Am in Hell
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yiQQkc6xtDc
SINamatic - www.myspace.com/sinamatic1 - Go have a look!!!
Layout made by The Undertaker!

My Interests

"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"

Music.
Music.
Music.
Reading.
All things Japan.
Food.
Eating.
Candy.
Chocolate.
Music.
Piercings.
Tattoos.
Turbo Manga Hair.
Making Kandi.
Sparkly things.
Toys.
Arts and Crafts.
Rainbow Brite.
Alice in Wonderland.
Party Smarties.
Dreaming.
Tea.
Tea Parties.
Smiling.
Laughing.
Comics.
Art.
Photography.
Artistic modelling.
Huge sunglasses.
Chunky, tacky jewellery.
Anything Hello Kitty.
Bright colours.
Dancing in socks.Dancing out of socks.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Anything and everything.

Movies:

Amelie, Trainspotting, Cruel Intentions, Party Monster, The Rules of Attraction, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Fight Club, Alice in Wonderland, Chasing Amy, Dogma, Lost in Translation, Zoolander, Lost and Delirious, Girl Interrupted, Go, Anything Monty Python, Requiem for a Dream, Little Miss Sunshine, etc etc

Television:

Buffy, Seinfeld, Black Books, Faulty Towers, Will and Grace, Prison Break, Mighty Boosh, Skins, various cartoons

Books:

A few favourite authors...
Bret Easton Ellis.
Paulo Coehlo.
Phillip K. Dick.

I read everything.

CURRENTLY READING...

"Choke" - Chuck Palahniuk

Heroes:

"To dare to live alone is the rarest courage. As many of us would rather meet our bitterest enemies in the field, then our own hearts in the closet."

My Blog

.a little creepy when you...

Aquatic creatures Windows full of nothing Bellydancers Real hair extensions Spray tan - $35. Scrags Unleaded - 139.20 Panel beatings & Motor repairs. Lottery Kingsgate N...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:00:00 PST

.unspeakable.

I am an out of control ball of energy. I have no aim or focus. I am plummeting rapidly, like a meteor that has broken through the ozone layer and is being sucked in by the earth's gravity. I am a dead...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 08:03:00 PST

.the only way to fix it is to flush it all away.

There is this pattern that guilty people have of not denying something they have done wrong, but then getting defensive at you for accusing them.You are a lame friend. Just admit that you spoke shit, ...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 05:32:00 PST

.w0rld vs. me.

That is it.I have had enough. I am so fucking angry and frustrated at the moment. I'm having mental growing pains and I'm tired of it. I am so fucking sick to death of this thinking and emotion bullsh...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 10:27:00 PST

.common stupidity of the general public.

Would you like to pay together or separately?""Yes.""Sorry we're closed.""Oh, but we only wanted coffee..."*customer looks for key to bathroom, finds "toilet open" sign*"Where's the key for the bathro...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 06:23:00 PST

.Cinque.

Being in Newtown, I tend to many strange characters at the cafe I work in.Our most common customer, we like to refer to as "The yellow jumper guy". He is about mid fifties, and is ALWAYS - without fai...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 08:27:00 PST

.eyes closed open.

I remember a time where I could feel the roots of the earth entwined with my heart and soul.I remember a time when the clouds and the sky seeped through my mind and my third eye. I remember a time whe...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 09:13:00 PST

.disappear here.

all i do is sleep and work.
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:57:00 PST

.bubble.

In 2005, I posted this blog on my livejournal:"There is only one moment when I feel like the world and all its realities don't matter anymore. It's when I'm dancing. Reality just pauses, all troubles ...
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 10:41:00 PST

.don’t be dead.

Just when I thought I loved you enough;I fell in love with you all over again.
Posted by .pebbRRR!. on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 07:05:00 PST