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loebee

the metaphor is only a mechanism of repression

About Me

i'm not perfect. i never will be. i fuck up. i'm only human. i'm emotional. it's guaranteed to overrule my intellect. every time. quite spontaneous. enjoy the unknown. sometimes say the wrong things at the wrong time. over protective of what's improtant to me. don't desire the spotlight, but hate being ignored. i don't apologize if i'm not sorry. i'm animated and enjoy telling stories. i'm humorous. outgoing. passionate. take pride in what i do. enjoy the unusual. remember everything. i spend more on the gift-wrap then on the gift. the small things are what really matter to me. i'm outspoken. not a morning person. i'm so simple i somehow have become complex. i wish i had a personal soundtrack that played all the time and went everywhere i went. the music would play from my shadow. there is never a black and a white. your actions will always speak louder to me than your words. it's important to challenge and be challenged. i have many faults. i have extreme drive and dedication to the success of my future. i wear what's comfortable, not what looks good. i'm a confident individual, with a few minor exceptions. the insignificant is extremely significant. i over analyze. i get excited to sit in the car during an automatic car wash. i'm a good person. i eat toast. even when i've burnt it. i pay attention to detail. i'm an artist and conduct my life in the manor of such. only goal when i grow up is to be a kid. first time your fault, second time my fault. if it's important to you, it's important to me. sometimes have trouble asking for help. music is extremely important to me. i wouldn't say i love you if i didn't mean it. no matter the duration of your existence. the sexiest thing is trust. sometimes known to do things that are viewed as irrational. i love burning bridges. i'm frustrating. crawl out of unknown windows in the middle of the night. i'm a photographer. i enjoy greatly what i do. i give myself intentional sunburns. i get bored extremely quickly. i'm intelligent. i grew up too young and often make up for lost time. i often paint myself into corners. i get over broken hearts quickly. time is too valuable. life is too short. favorite color is yellow. don't watch television. if i don't find it fun, i'm not going to do it. material possessions are just that. nothing more. i have never cheated. i consume alcohol often. there is an importance in being wanted. i value time by myself. if crying over it can't change it, i don't cry over it. expect no more from me than myself, for i'll extend you the same. i have no desire to waste time loving your potential. i don't demand a lot. most just don't give enough. i'm not afraid of being alone. not built of co-dependency traits. people don't make you do anything. drunkenness is not an excuse. when i give myself, i give all. i love the smell of wet pavement. my favorite flower is a tulip. i don't know how to cook. i have two favorite questions: whatcha thinking? and why? i love to read. life is boring without risk. the perfect date is a few chugged alcohol beverages from red plastic cups and then a trip to color me mine. which i have yet to go on. i enjoy staring at the popcorn ceiling until unusual shapes appear. the wind makes me hyper. i'm great at holding a grudge. i sometimes confuse over weight individuals with pregnant people. i'm late every where i go. even if i leave early. respect me and i'll respect you. i only own two pairs of shoes. both are converse. i don't proof read. this is it. this is me. this is i.

My Interests

smiling, laughing, coffee, friends, family, love, loud music, reading, photographs, memories, dancing, theatre, painting, flowers, tissue paper, leaves, stories, art, trust, juice, the wind, snow, christmas lights, sharing, letters, shoe laces, dancing in the shower, long drives at night, music, scarves, accordion straws, blown kisses, cranberry juice, dried flowers, religious icons, fridge magnets, music boxes, puppies, pea coats, keys, jumping in puddles, love, clovers, door mats, keys, summer evenings, tomato soup, house plants, awkward silence, postage stamps, metaphors, lamp shades, a strangers bookshelf, lunch pails, stain glass, horses, kids pajamas, scary stories, the sound of the wind, the way cream looks when poured into coffee, book stores, playgrounds, polaroids, communication, ankle socks, degas, museums, rain, gum, philosophy, reading to children, honesty.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

alanis morissette, all-american rejects, beethoven, billie holiday, bryan adams, chopin, christopher beck, damien rice, danny elfman, death cab for cutie, the decemberists, depeche mode, elton john, the faint, fiona apple, fleetwood mac, foo fighters, gin blossoms, howie day, jack johnson, james blunt, joni mitchell, joseph arthur, kara's flowers, the killers, madonna, morrissey, mozart, muse, natalie imbruglia, natalie merchant, nick drake, nina simone, nirvana, philip glass, phoebe snow, the postal service, radiohead, rod stewart, rufus wainwright, sarah mclachlan, scissor sisters, skeeter davis, the smiths, snow patrol, susannah mccorkle, tegan and sara, third eye blind, tom petty, tori amos, tracy chapman, van morrison, vertical herizon, the verve pipe, voilent femmes, the wallflowers

Movies:

beaches, closer, donnie darko, edward scissorhands, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, garden state, girl inturrupted, the hours, i ♥ huckabees, love actually, mona lisa smile, my girl, shopgirl, something's gotta give, the squid and the whale, step mom, swing kids, transamerica, what's eating gilbert grape, white oleander, wicker park... just a few of my favorites... my current favorite is benny and june.

Television:

i'm not much of a television watcher.

Books:

joan didion. with all of my heart.

Heroes:

my mom. from whom i received my wisdom, strength, courage, and love from. she taught me the most important thing is to remain true to myself and to my emotions and i'll never go wrong.

My Blog

reactions. react. act.

it no longer matters how people react......but, about how i react to their reactions.
Posted by loebee on Sat, 12 May 2007 04:25:00 PST

.question. .answer.

"what have you stolen from yourself?"he said."everything and nothing."i replied.
Posted by loebee on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:08:00 PST

.there.is.no.error.

what is with this generalized idea of making everything like everything else? what ever happen with the idea of exerting individuality? or was there never an emphasis on being your own? it seems that ...
Posted by loebee on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 11:15:00 PST

spread the word. or words.

it's time for the revolution of divine love.imperfect is the new perfect.spread the word.
Posted by loebee on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:11:00 PST