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The Great One

Always the friend and nothing more......

About Me

"""I care too much about what people, don't care for being hated, but want to kill most of humanity.... I have a temper that I won't let out in your direction,,,, unless you push the right buttons,,,, please don't push them just to have a good time""""""I am a wiseman, a healer, and a destroyer. I care for a lot yet want to see the death of just as many. If people have good and evil inside of them, I have the extremes of both inside of me. Love and hate, creation and destruction,,, all a part of life,,, all nothing more than points of view. I hurt myself to help others, pushing them forward while holding myself back. Gazing into the circles I am welcome to enter, but have a hard time leaving the comfort of my shadows.""""""I don't always say what is on my mind, if you don't like it tough,,, that's just who I am.""""""To me the value of human life is just as high or low as any other animal. We are no more special than any other animal out there, sure we are a hell of a lot smarter when it comes to technical shit,,,, but show me any other animal that is destroying the world......""""""Also, I do not believe in your god, I have my own ideas and that's good enough for me, so save it or shove it, your choice.""""""A beserker is a warrior who charges forth and dispatches of enemies face to face. Beserkers fight alone and were known for accidently killing many of their own soldiers... The greatest warriors of all time were beserkers... The ghosts of many beserkers are said to roam certain old battle fields in Scotland, still caught up in battle fury and unaware that they have died." ~sunsetsomeplace "A berserker is the result of inherited physical, emotional, and mental differences from the average, ordinary person. Training can produce physical conditions which can simulate a berserker's physical makeup, which is the actual intent of most military special forces training. Abnormal psychological states can remarkably resemble some of the berserker's "weak" emotional points. But only a berserker will possess the physical differences, emotional make-up, mental functioning, and sheer intensity that distinguishes them from others... The real "heart" of berserkers is the mind and emotions, and their abilities to focus intense mental and emotional states... Berserkers are driven by their emotions, their feelings, and their desires. They are much closer to these than the average person. Berserkers can do a good imitation of a manic-depressive, which can be confusing to those around them, themselves, and any doctors who may try and "treat" them for their "disorder." A berserker's moods logically follow a stimulus, unlike a manic-depressive's mood swings. The intensity of the response is what leads to the confusion. The intense moods can also prove infectious to those around them (do not poke a concentrated berserker - you will have to apologize after your face has been smashed in). The plus side, however, is that the positive emotions are equally as intense. when berserkers love something or someone, it is not half-way. when they are happy, they radiate joy in waves around them... The best summation of a berserker is of a person who melds all that is opposite within the soul. They are deadly killers, yet they are the most gently and loving people you can imagine. They will sacrifice their lives in a heartbeat to protect a friend, or stranger, yet none possess a stronger drive to survive. Berserkers embody a bundle of contradictions, and perhaps no one is more confused than they are themselves." ~Gunnwar Skadhasdottir""I think this is funny.

My Interests

People, science, giving massages, sensuality, trying to figure out why humanity is the way it is, figuring out how to make my life better, pencil drawings, music (mostly electronica but what ever fits my mood at the time is what I listen to, oh and Type O kicks much ass) trying to figure out what makes reality, well, reality then maybe ways to manipulate it, lightning, fire, rage.... Creation, and Destruction.

I'd like to meet:

People, friends in general. No homophobes, biblia tappers, sexists, or racists please.

Music:

Type O Negative, NIN, Transvision Vamp, Tool, System of a Down, Suicide Machines, Static-X, Stabbing Westward, Soulfly, Slipnot, Seplatura, Rob Zombie, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rammstein, Rage Against the Machine, Prodogy, A Perfect Cirlce, Otep, Opeth, Oribtal, Lacuna Coil, Chemical Brothers, Sheryl Crow, Tribal Drumming, Drum Cirlces, Native American Flute, Drum and Bass,,,,,,, blah blah blah

Movies:

Sci Fi, Comedy

Television:

Sci Fi,,,, all though I don't watch a lot of it.

Books:

Comics, Science, or anything from Peirce Anthony.

Heroes:

Heroes get you no where... forget about them and live by your own standards.

My Blog

Crafting

I need to find some way to bring a bit of the shop home with me... A bit of the shop as in work that I can do here and takre back on days I work there. I feel the need to burry myself in it to get thi...
Posted by The Great One on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 11:29:00 PST

trying to figure myself out

I've been looking for somehting within myself... I've been trying to find purpose. Maybe I have found part of it, maybe I am just reading into things. I have been talking to people from my past and as...
Posted by The Great One on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 02:31:00 PST

LOOKING FOR A ROOM MATE

I live in Fountaine Square. I have a 3 bedroom house with 2 bathrooms. I also have a large attic for storage if that is needed. Gas water heater and heat. My isp is cable as well as the phone which ha...
Posted by The Great One on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:25:00 PST

Not as wound up as I was last night

I got maybe an hour and a half of sleep last night due to tossing, turning, and anxiety.. I'm not as bad right now as I was, so hopefully I can get some real sleep. I called someone to get ahold of th...
Posted by The Great One on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:19:00 PST

Should probably find help before my temper ruins my life.

If it hasn't already.   I wish I could understand why I can't learn to shut up. I don't understand why I feel the need to say or do things when I get pissed. Yes, I am better than I was, far beyo...
Posted by The Great One on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 12:40:00 PST

WHORE!!!

So I have a fucker at work jump his bus at me the other day.... If his foot slipped, he would have hit me....  We ended up having to talk about it in the General Managers office..... that did exa...
Posted by The Great One on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:34:00 PST

semi-productive, but no armor finished by my hands

So my car died today. I had a hard time getting it started this morning because the electrical system was randomly flashing on and off. On the way to the shop the electrical system just up and died wh...
Posted by The Great One on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 02:11:00 PST

Pain eater.

I had 3 hours to sleep last night and I woke up ever 15 to 20 minutes after falling alseep thinking I was late for work. I don't care if I would have to be the one to deal with it,,, but I wish I coul...
Posted by The Great One on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 08:36:00 PST

Ya,,, I was asleep....

Drunken neighbor set off some fireworks that sounded like someone beating on my front door with a hammer. I like the hours of second shift as far as being able to wake up on time and all of that shit,...
Posted by The Great One on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 10:29:00 PST

dumb ass at work

So we had this guy, he was 18 I think... He went to supposedly "park" one of the vehicles that came in "Hummer", and he went on a joy ride with it rather than parking it.... dumb shit.. Well anyway th...
Posted by The Great One on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 12:47:00 PST