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i'm a changed person - i have just passed the thin line between uncertainty and truth. Now i'm finally freed and have learned to accept the real me-- both good and evil parts. i am the best friend you can have. i am never judgmental. for all i care, you can tell me you killed someone and i'd still love you. i find serenity in alternative music, especially at very loud volumes. the rain, the midnight sky and the setting sun are among the many things i hold dear in my heart. i write poems.. poems are my way of expressing in silence, feelings that i believed should have been heard... i know that life's unfair but believes everything happens for a reason.. i also know that i will have to curse the world in one point or another for something that happened to me before i realize that it is happening for a reason. PAIN is a friend. emptiness is a frequent visitor. These are the two things i can never wish out of my life.. they're what made me who i am and who i wanted me to be...Revenge is the first thing that comes up in my mind whenever someone does something really unpleasant to me... although most of the times i was able to think it over and not carry over the revenge plan.. there are crazy moments when i'm just plain crazy and let all hell break lose.. When i fall in love, the world becomes more colorful. i am simply kinder, happier. i don't mind falling head over heels. i wrap myself around that someone's fingers at no cost... i am open to pain and happy about such vulnerability.. for me the happiest part of falling in love is knowing you'd bleed to death when it ends.. and despite knowing that, there are still no worries. no doubts... not even fears..