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kick. see. spot.

im not the artist,<bim a fucking work of art!</b

About Me


i'm chesca! my friends call me ches or ina.. it doesnt matter, though. they all got that from my real name. its true when i say that i use my left and right brain on a normal basis. i was born on the 15th of the 12th month.
I've changed a lot since I got in college. I'm cool with life right now. Life's treating me well. I believe in GOD ALMIGHTY. He's got my back. I love my bros Nico, Diego and Carlo. (OH BENJO TRINIDAD. CARLO'S MY YOUNGEST BROTHER, NOT OUR FUCKING KID!! GAGO!!)
I live a quiet life right now. But then again, assholes try to ruin it.
The '05 5-door ford focus hatchback is my second home, so yeah, there.
i have this wonderful fascination for my better half. he's my rapture.. my lovey. he keeps me in tune. he calms me. he's as wonderful as the most beautiful picturesque sky.
im not conceited nor boastful. i live my life the way it is...simple. jus plain simple. no fucked up pretentious shit. i dont have to prove anything to anyone.
i am a soupy weirdo kid that knows no more than to have love for life and simple little things. so leave me alone you fucking freak.

My Interests


my lovey
my car.
my xbox360.
sleeping.
warm hugs + soft kisses
photographs.
my ipod nano.
tequilla and NEVER beer
my dogs.
tambay sa rooftop for the view
THE BEACH.
nature.
tea.
reading.
spray paint.
my marlboro lights.
fire & starting fires.
funny people.
being fucken insane.
sagada.
tatoos.
coffee.
daydreaming.
adrenaline.
laughing.
screaming.
being brutally frank.
human frailty.
surrealism.
oblivion.
gravity.
sunsets.
s t e l l a r.
neverland.
faeries.
the eccentric.
the unexplained.
roadtrips.
japanese food.
cameras.

I'd like to meet:



as you can see, i've only got 100+ friends on my friend list.. it used to be 500+. i took out the stupid barbie dolls and mofucking g.i. joes. i only want people i can really talk to, or the people whom i actually know.
i already met him but if you do really want to know..... they be -- the loners, the radicals, the artists, musically inclined individuals, mga adeek katulad ko, people livin' the good life, beach bums, mga panganay, mga bunso, mga kapatid in-between, mga nag-iisa, mga nag cocommute, and the weird. oo nga pala, i wanna meet the teen titans, courage the cowardly dog, and peter pan. si wally sa where's wally. si tado. si long. haha. i'd like to meet people who know the true meaning of RESPECT. respeto lang mga tol. and please, i really dont like it when SoMe oF YoU TyPe LiKe tHiS.. really awfull. oo nga pala. ayoko na makilala yung nakilala ko na. HAHA

myspace is not a race..i aint racing to have the worlds biggest friend list. SO FUCK OFF if you aint gonna make a little effort to talk to me. i aint a fucking icon on your list for fucking display. tanginang shits. serves the same for all you fuckin posers. i'd rather have a small list of people who say hi once in a while, rather than a list of fucking barbie dolls, and fucking g.i. joes. comprende? good.


Music:

i dont want to list em all anymore

Movies:

i love watchng movies that contain humor. those that contain gore, violence and the likes also interest me. chick flicks are healthy once-in-a-bloooo-moon if you get what i mean.

Television:

i frequent jack tv.. its the shit!

Books:

i've no time to read other books. i read shit for school now. too damn busy for anything else.

Heroes:


do you really wanna know????

My Blog

i miss you* so much

i miss you.... leaving you and making you walk away from me in that freaking airport was the worst thing i've done in my life. im frustrated. i want to go back home. staying in a different country ain...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 10:59:00 PST

... blank?

to hell with college... but then, i guess its okay. i'm having a blast! (blast? wtf.) there's soooo many things to do. new responsibilities. its cool cos my responsibility meter boosted up. haha. fune...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 12:51:00 PST

KABAAM!!..FIREWORKS...not just sparks :)

im happy, happy because things are doing just fine fine fine.. not because i want them to, but just cos they are. my superman makes me happy :) he treats me as his -- first priority -- oh wait, he ...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

R.I.P. - - KC de Venecia 1988-2004

was a good friend of mine since grade school... CSA days. we were the tomboy-ish girls roaming the corridors. she's my aunt. cos kc and my dad are cousins. even if we were away from each other...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

im happy now

im a happy baby now. i've stopped the drama.. or so it seems. i've rid the bad times and got hold of the good ones.. but i will never forget the disasterous ones, for they are what brought me here.. h...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

untitled

things are starting to take their toll on me now. i feel that everything i have is going to go away any time soon.. and i have no control over those things. i've been depressed, but i try not to show ...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

from shit head.. to even more shit...

funny. i've always been the type of person who wouldnt care less bout what could happen to me in the future... but things really do change. i now find myself wanting to put some direction in m...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the only thing constant......

i just realized that the only thing constant in this world is change.
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ocean avenue

There's a place off Ocean Avenue Where I used to sit and talk with you We were both 16 And it felt so right Sleeping all day, staying up all night Staying up all night There's a place on the ...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fcukkkkk this......

okay.. now this portion you are about to read is pretty nasty..but yet maybe you'd get to realize some things. so if you're really interested.. go ahead. --fuck the trend. -the trends of the seaso...
Posted by kick. see. spot. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST