I know exactly who I am. Can you can delve deep enough to figure it out? It's a strange journey to the center of all that is. It takes determination and a sense of survival to fight your way though all of me. I am loneliness. I am failure and the most extreme belief of guilt and shame. Pride. Arrogance. You couldn't tear down all that I am into anything simple to view. I am plague. I am pestilence. I will sicken you to your very heart. You feel pain. Nausea. I hope it was all worth it.
Every breath is a step through destruction.
I am a 31 year old who is still straightedge. I listen to a lot of hardcore but really dig on thrash and drone. A bit of emo works too. Truthfully, I am one of those 30 year olds who acts like a kid, has an awesome sense of humor and tends to do things at his own expense just for laughs. Apparently, I have a pretty cruel sense of humor but I think those people are full of shit. Anyways, you got this far, what are you waiting for?
