he was my first ... and my last

About Me

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gosh .. you dont really care about me, well i have no friends. my life would suck without my music. its the only thing that i can accually relate to. i wish i had freinds but i dont. but i dont need them, I DONT NEED ANYBODY!! i hate posers! you can tell who is a poser by the cuts on their arms, and their brand of mascara, and eye liner! my favorite band is my chemical romance and fall out boy. i hate preppy people ... short hair = prep. black eyeliner is my fav. no one understands me ... probily because im gay ... thats right im gay! i cry in my pillow nightly and wish my parrents accually loved me i wrote this poem about them: MY heart is like a cavern,
It's filled with blood for you
So my cavern is incomplete
And if you added your cavern to it
Then it would be complete
Then I would live again
The scars on my wrists would fade away
And not come back another day
And i fucking hate my parrents i feel like poetry is the only thing that understands me. CORPORATIONS FUCKING SUCK

My Interests

my soul won't allow me to realize that there is something out there than can make me happy.....except death metal...death metal allows me to break a smile...but looking at my parents wipes that smile off my face..all they do is make their money from people like donald trump and then give it to charity and stuff...they pretend that they care...but they don't...i hate you mom

I'd like to meet:

someone who cares .... i love you ♥.he knows who i am talking about *ponders*....at least i hope he does

Music:

oh basically slipknot...best drummer ever...people say john bonham is the best or keith moon...can they play as fast as slipknot's drummer?..i think not...i basically anything that can fully explain the pain I go through at times....i hate rap more than anything, none of it is good, there is no talent in it and i hate it...also the "pretty people" music...yeah.fuck that..if it doesn't have true meaning then why would i listen to it?...now slipknot, there is a band with true meaning..or my chemical romance, the singer is so good looking...if only i could find someone like him :'(

Movies:

i don't waste my time with films that are sponsered by the largest, most corrupt corporations on earth....but i do enjoy anything by tim burton

Television:

another mind altering device that corporations use to try and cheer us up....yeah...fuck that...i don't need happiness...so therefore i don't need television...yeah...fuck that

Books:

i could make a website on all the books i have read....and written...i wrote a book about a small chinese boy who can't stand the pain of life..he cut himself, fought epic battles, and eventually committed suicide.....if only it was that easy.....

Heroes:

noone has ever cared for me enough to be able to comprehend what i experience every day of my whole life...i have never had a hero come and save me from my abyss of depression...yeah...thats from a poem of mine........................................................ .................................................tim burton