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Amanda

i've missed you sideways...

About Me

well, i am just your average me and I'm into just about anything and everything. I love my horses. With out them I'd honestly probably go insane. My kitten, she's crazy.. and I miss my dog.. I play guitar, like hot guys, used to skate, read, draw, listen to music, computers, hang out at the barn somedays, and way too much other stuff to remember right now. I love to meet new people and really enjoy just hanging around doing whatever. ((i miss having someone to be there for me....))
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My Interests

music, boys, music, hanging out, horses, music, skating, driving, music, writing, drawing, reading,(poetry), friends, movies, computers, skelletones, there's lots more but that's the jest of it all i suppose.

I'd like to meet:

just about anybody that's interesting and not boring, dull, or simple minded... live, laugh, love

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Music:

rock, punk, alternative, acoustic.. and yes, even country... there's so much different things for me to put in here.. I'm so musically inclined it's kinda silly... my chemical romance, rascal flatts, kenny chesney, nickleback, hinder, miranda lambert, josh turner, jason aldean (on of my faves), buckcherry, msi, trapt, hawthorne heights, and brad paisely... there really is so much i could fill this space with but theres just a brief look into it.(oh yeah, i listen to some hip/hop and r&b stuff too... sometimes) i can't really think of any thing else that i've been listening to lately, basically what's been on the radio most of the time.... so yeah... music is really part of me... *te-he*

Movies:

the boondock saints, donnie darko, sleepy hallow, dawn of the dead, 28 days later... "scary/horror" movies are normally the ones i tend to watch.. however i really like independent films, like Elephant, by gus van sant....someday zombies will rule the world.. until then, i'll just keep watching them in movies.

Television:

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Books:

Mitch Hedberg - I was in downtown Boise, Idaho, and I saw a duck, and I knew the duck was lost, 'cause ducks ain't s'posed to be downtown. There's nothin' for 'em there. So I went to a Subway sandwich shop, I said, "Let me have a bun." But she wouldn't sell me just the bun, she said that I had to have something on it. She told me it's against regulations for Subway to sell just the bun. I guess the two halves ain't supposed to touch. So I said, "Alright, well, put some lettuce on it," which she did. She said, "That'll be $1.75." I said, "It's for a duck." And they said, "All right, well, that is free." See, I did not know that. Ducks eat for free at Subway! Had I known that, I would have ordered a much larger sandwich. "Let me have the Steak Fajita Sub - but don't bother ringing it up, it's for a duck! There are six ducks out there, and they all want Sun Chips!"
for cowboys/cowgirls only!
ford or chevy? chevy duh
diesel or gas? diesel
bulls or broncs? bulls & broncs
wrangler or cinch? wrangler
lace up or pull on boots? lacers
Justin or H&H? Justin (h&h is okay too i suppose)
tail gating or line dancing? tail gating
george strait or chis ledoux? george strait
mossy oak or real tree camo? mossy oak
bud or coors? bud
cope or skoal? skoal
do it for the buckle or the girls/guys? both
men belong in the... mud wrestlin them cows
women belong in the... riding faster than the guys
beef or pork? cow
hunting or fishing? huntin'
drugs or jesus? jesus
stetson or resistol? stetson
bed of your truck or a motel? bed of my truck. lol
texas or colorado? either one.. i like colorado but i like texas too..
ropin or wrestling? both
tatoos or scars? either or.. i like tattoos but scars are tough
weekend at the rodeo or weekend with the love of your life? how about a weekend at the rodeo with the love of my life. :)
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Amanda
Birthday: 10/27/87
Birthplace: Holland, Mi
Current Location: Allegan, Mi
Eye Color: multi
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: dutch and others
The Shoes You Wore Today: green/white etnies and my arait boots
Your Weakness: hmm? when I find it I'll let ya know
Your Fears: being completely alone, spiders, clowns, and planes
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: finding a good guy and doing well at my horse shows
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: damn, this waking up thing is really annoying
Your Best Physical Feature: i dunno
Your Bedtime: when ever I'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory: my mom and my dog
Pepsi or Coke: mountain dew
MacDonalds or Burger King: taco bell
Single or Group Dates: either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate (or chocolate/vanilla swirll)
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino (maybe flavored coffee)
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: shit.. yeah lol
Do you Sing: sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: yeah..
Have you Been in Love: i was once
Do you want to go to College: yeah
Do you want to get Married: eventually
Do you belive in yourself: yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: i'd like to think so but I dunno
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Do you play an Instrument: yep; guitar, drums, radio
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: kind of.. i think
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope, i dont really like oreos...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: yeah
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: when I was a little kid i tried to take a bag of candy once, my mom made me give it back and say sorry...
How do you want to Die: i dunno
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a professional horse something; graphic artist; photographer
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: hazel, blue, or green
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: depends on if it looks good on them..
Height: a little taller than me
Weight: i dunno, definitely not fat...
Best Clothing Style: casual, emo/punk/skater, or casual country
Number of Drugs I have taken: only thing i've done is smoke weed when I was younger...
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 5
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not many
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Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?: when it's dark out
Name?: Amanda
Nicknames?: abe, mandy, spaz
Date of birth?: October 27, 1987
Sex?: i'm definitely a girl
Height?: 5'6 1/2"
Eye color?: multi, some call it hazel
Where were you born?: Holland, Mi
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?: i dont ever get cakes anymore
Pets?: 2. cat, horse
Hair color?: dark brown
Piercings?: 2 (my right ear[cartilage])
Town you live in?: Allegan, Mi
Favorite foods?: pizza, italian, ice cream... lots...
Ever been to Africa?: nope
Been toilet papering?: nope, but i should get some people
Love someone so much it made you cry?: yeah, but that was along time ago
Been in a car accident?: yeah, they suck
Croutons or bacon bits?: umm, both sometimes
Favorite day of the week?: Wednesday, then friday, saturday...
Favorite resturant?: probably Applebees
Favorite flower?: blue daisy, rose
Favorite sport to watch?: stadium jumping, or freestyle motorcross
Favorite drink?: mountain dew or chocolate milk
Favorite ice cream flavor?: chocolate with carmel topping or strawberry with carmel topping
Warner Bros. or Disney?: disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?: umm... taco bell, or b.k. mcd's sometimes
Carpet color in your bedroom?: it's pink but i want to change it REALLY BADLY!
How many times did you fail your driver's test?: only once
Whom did you get your last email from?: tony
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?: umm if i had one probably abercrombie or pac sun, or some tack store.
What do you do most often when you are bored?: get on my computer, watch movies, sleep, listen to music.. there's a few things I do when bored.
Most annoying thing to say to me?: umm anything that makes you sound like an idiot
Bedtime?: when ever i'm tired
Favorite TV show?: i guess CSI, or what ever's on mtv
Last person you went out to dinner with?:: Dakota
Been out of country?: nope, not yet
Believe in magick?: i suppose i could....
Ford or Chevy?: chevy durh!
What are you listening to right now?: rascal flatts, me and my gang- I Feel Bad
Have you ever failed a grade?: no
If you have, what grade did you fail?:
Do you have a crush on someone?: yeah I do.
Do you have a bf/gf?: no.. i'm not that lucky
If so, what is their name?: don't I have to have one to give them a name..?
How long have you been together?:
What are you wearing right now?: my green victorias secret pants and my 4-H hoodie.
Would you have sex before marriage?: .......
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: nope..
Are you a virgin?: .......no.. but it's not exactly something i'm proud of anymore.
Do you smoke?: nope
Do you drink?: nope
Are you ghetto?: no.. i might live next to it but i'm not part of it THANKFULLY
Are you a player?: no
What are your favorite colors?: green, blue, silver, lime green, black...
What is your favorite animal?: horse
Do you have any birthmarks?: yeah
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope
Who do you talk to most on the phone?: not really anyone specific.. who ever calls.
Have you ever been slapped?: no
Do you get online a lot?: yeah
Are you shy or outgoing?: both.. depends on the situation
Do you shower?: yeah.. I really like them
Do you hate school?: nah. it isn't that bad.
Do you have a social life?: it could be better
How easily do you trust people?: i dunno... i'm not them
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: maybe
Would you ever sky dive?: probably not since i'd have to get in a plane to do that and well.. that's just not going to happen any time soon!
Do you like to dance?: yes, very much so. I love dancing!
Have you ever been out of state?: yeah, a few times
Do you like to travel?: yes..
Have you ever been expelled from school?: yes, in 8th grade
Have you ever been suspended from school?: yes, 8th grade
Do you want to get out of your hometown?: yeah... i'd like to
Are you spoiled?: kind of sometimes, but only by my grandparents
Are you a brat?: not any more.
Have you ever been dumped?: yeah, it sucks
Have you ever gotten high?: .... not anymore at all. I don't enjoy doing stupid stuff like I used to.. I guess it was a phase that I thankfully grew out of..
Do you like snapple?: i dont think i've had it
Do you drink a lot of water?: i try to.
What toothpaste do you use?: vanilla mint.
Do you have a cell phone?: yeah
Do you have a curfew?: not really anymore
Who do you look up to?: my mom, and professional/champion horse back riders
Are you a role model?: i can be..
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?: nope.
What name brand do you wear the most?: probably volcom, abercrombie.
What kind of jewelry do you wear?: my class ring, my mom's wedding ring, my celtic cross necklace, and then my staff rope from my summer job.
What do you want pierced?: maybe my tongue but i doubt it'll happen, but i'll probably get my cartilage pierced in my left ear sometime
Do you like takin pictures?: yeah, i really like pictures
Do you like gettin your picture taken?: sometimes, depends on what i'm doing.
Do you have a tan?: not anymore, it's fading really fast
Do you get annoyed easily?: sometimes but not as much as I used to, I just ignore people that annoy me.
Have you ever started a rumor?: nope
Do you have your own phone or phone line?: i've got my own phone, and cell phone!
Do you have your own pool?: no, but my grandma has a hot tub!
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: umm, i dunno, i dont wear them!! i wear girl undies so i really dont care..
Do you have any siblings?: nope, i'm an only child!
Have you ever been played?: yeah. it sucks and hurts
Have you ever played anyone?: no...
Do you get along with your parents?: sometimes.
How do you vent your anger?: umm, i forget about it
Have you ever ran away?: when i was a little kid
Have you ever been fired from a job?: only once but i was getting ready to quit
Do you even have a job?: not right now
Do you daydream a lot?: yeah, too much
Do you have a lot of ex's?: nope
Do you run your mouth?: i talk alot but i dont run it
What do you want a tattoo of?: i've got 6 of them
What do you have a tattoo of?: lots of nautical stars, a horseshoe, and a little tribal swirl.. (more tat's to come too)
What does your ex bf/gf look like?: a cutie
What does your most recent crush look like?: a hot horse guy that's really sweet
Whats her/his name?: .... it starts with a D and ends with an A
Have you ever been bitched out?: yeah, but not since middle school
Are you rude?: i try not to be
What was the last compliment you recieved?: from dakota, he was just being a sweetie
Do you like getting dirty?: i work with horses.. need i say more?!
Are you flexiable?: yeah
What is your heritage?: dutch, french, irish, american indian, english, german and hispanic..
What is your lucky number?: 17
What does your hair look like right now?: long and straight...
Could you ever be a vegetarian?: umm i dont think so.. maybe but i doubt it.
Describe your looks?: 5'7", horse back rider.. athletic, country girl...
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: auburn maybe..
Would you ever date someone younger than you?: i have, but as long as they're not SUPER younger than me whatever, if you like someone then age shouldn't matter super much!
Would you ever date someone older than you?: yeah, but not too much older either.
When was the last time you were drunk?: umm, i think my birthday.. but thats the one time a year i'll do it. and i mean it
How many rings until you answer the phone?: like 2 or 3 maybe
Have you ever been skinny dipping?: no
If yes, when was the last time?:
When was the last time you went on a date?: umm, i dont think i've been on a 'date' in along time.
Do you look more like your mother or father?: i dont know, i was adpoted
Do you cry a lot?: not really.. i have to be really sad to cry.. or something has to be really bothering me.
Do you ever cry to get your way?: not anymore.. i used to when i was a little kid
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: 'so anyways...'
Are you the romantic type?: yeah, kind of.
Have you ever been chased by cops?: no
What do you like most about your body?: my eyes
What do you like least about your body?: umm, probably my stomach.
When did you have your first crush?: when i was in 3rd grade
When was the last time you threw up?: like last year... (i dont ever really throw up only when i'm like super sick.. which i havent' been in a while)
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: does it really matter... if i like you then i like you
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?: heck no.. i hate showing my tummy
What about cleavage?: yeah, i have it.. so what... i dont flaunt it like some girls do.
Is your best friend a virgin?: nope...
Have you ever fucked someone up?: nope..
Have you ever been fucked up?: nope.
What theme does your room have?: umm... an Amanda-ish one. lol
What size show do you wear?: shoe.. 7 1/2
What is your screen name on .. i dont have it
How are you feeling right now?: content.. i suppose.. a little lonely though
When was the last time you were at a party?: on my birthday probably
Have you ever given a lapdance?: nope
Have you ever recieved one?: nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yeah, probably
What is one of your bad qualilties?: umm, i can be bitchy sometimes
What is one of your good qualilties?: most of the time i'm really easy to get along with
Would you marry for money?: i dont think so
What do you drive?: i truck
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?: i was a mommy's girl but she died.. i'm okay with my dad i guess
So?: so what?
Well?: well.. what?
When was the last time you cried in school?: umm... i dont remember
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?: defintely doubt it.. noooo
What kind of music do you like?: lots of kinds of music..
Would you ever bungee jump?: i don't think so.. but i might.. i dunnow
What is your worst fear?: spiders and being completely alone
Would you ever join the army?: i used to say i would but i never really decided.
Do you like cows?: sure, they make milk and then we get chocolate milk too!
If you were to die today, what would you do?: is this a trick question...
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?: that i'm going to miss them and to not forget me and to take care of my horses/all my animals
Do you like to party?: i like to hang out, i used to love partying.. i still like going to them but i'm not stupid like I used to be...
Hearts or broken hearts?: hearts
Moons or stars?: stars
Coke or pepsi?: mountain dew
Favorite scent?: passionate kisses lotion, vanilla, carmel
Favorite band?: there's alot of bands that i like.
Would you ever dye your hair red?: umm i dont think so...
How many languages can you speak?: 2.. english and french
What time are you finishing this?: when it's still dark out.
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hurtfulness vs. all other feelings

    okay.. so, i'm not sure what it is exactly that I'm feeling right now however it's leaving me in this kind of numb state, not really knowing what's happening or what's going on... I...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 07:49:00 PST

people

   okay.. generally I wouldn't elaborate on anything of this sort but I'm even more confused about much right now more than ever. I can normally figure out the complex parts of my life by my...
Posted by Amanda on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 11:58:00 PST

searching.. but i'm i fricken chicken...

[well, as it seems it has been FOREVER since i've said or wrote anything and however i haven't much to write about i still should let those who care know that i am still alive and haven't fallen off t...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 11:43:00 PST

10-1 questions and everything inbetween

Top 10 ---10 Firsts--- First Best Friend: Sammie JoeFirst Screenname: rockstar1317First Pet Name: FlashFirst Piercing: earsFirst Crush: Josh MunnFirst CD: Linkin' Park-Hybrid TheoryFirst School: Dawso...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 12:09:00 PST

lonely-ness..

well.. I pretty much hate being lonely.. which is how I feel right now.. I'm seeming to be the only person in my "group" of friends that is single now or has some sort of person that is interested in ...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 09:48:00 PST

MUSIC!!! [in concert form!]

so, last night totally (almost literally) rocked my socks off! I went to the Hawthorn Heights w/ Halifax, Amberlin, and Hit the Lights concert at the Intersection. IT WAS FRICKEN AWESOME!!!!!! I'm soo...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 05:59:00 PST

it feels as if my dream is just slipping away......

Thanks to my dad and his ways i might never be able to get the horse that I have the option to get right now. The horse I fully own right now, Rokki, can't take me where I want to go. She especially c...
Posted by Amanda on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 01:36:00 PST

follow your heart.....

I've started all over again. The same way I did before. Damn it, I didnt' want it to go this way again. Or at least to start again with the same feelings inspiring me. you as yourself what have I star...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 09:15:00 PST

HOKEY PEET

holy shit... (no offense lord..) It's been forever sence I've updated anything.. WOWZER!!! well.. I finally turned 18 way back in october of last year.. WHICH by the way.. HAPPY FRICKEN NEW YEAR!!!! I...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 10:36:00 PST

my first concert... was last night!

Last night i got to go to my VERY first concert with a bunch of my friends. We saw, The Flesh, Louis XIV and HOT HOT HEAT!. It was fucking great!! i had a fucking blast. for a first concert i was real...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST