I don't really know what to say here......I guess I can start off by saying I'm starting all over again with my life. I left my husband, with whom I had two wonderful children with, almost 2 years ago. In that time I went back to school, graduated with honors, moved 5 times, got an official divorce, had a ridiculous long distance romance with a much younger guy, met my soul mate, moved in with him, bought a house with him, and had to undergo the biggest test of my life and try to make my baggage work with his. I feel like I've lived a lifetime in just two years. I'm trying to re-find myself once again. I've just gone through a few jobs with a temp agency and I've discovered I don't fit into the corporate world.....I don't know why I was trying to fool myself. I have 8 tattoos and one of them being a full sleeve that will be finished in November. I like to wear funky clothes with chunky shoes. Now try to picture me working for some big corporate office....hahahaha what a joke. So now I have to figure out what the hell I should be doing as a job that uses at least some of my education. I like working with numbers and my temp agency told me that my testing that I did with them indicated that I was really good at Excel and that I was a smart one. A lot of good that does me if I don't fit into some dumb office. So the plan is after I move at the beginning of November I will start looking through the newspapers to find something that is me. In the mean time I need to pack, finish off a course that I've all ready paid for and started (Payroll), and go with my honey on his business trip in October to of all places Disneyland weeee. Actually it's in Santa Ana but that is just a short 15 or 20 minutes away from Disneyland. So I get to have my first vacation with my honey in my most favorite place in the world and have a week of rest. We will be there on our 1 year anniversary so that is pretty cool too. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I look forward to what life is going to bring me now....as long as its good haha........................................................
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........................................To update what has been going on with me as of late...we went to Disneyland and had a blast, got ourselves moved, and some how made it through Christmas. I love the new house and the only complaint I have is the stupid neighbors friends that keep parking in front of our house so I have no where to park except to find a spot in front of a different neighbors house. Anyways I'm still searching for the perfect job and I have yet to find it but I'm narrowing down the search. I'm trying to get on at a small business doing all of the office work that there is to do. As for family I'm trying to get my daughter to move in here because her dad is moving in with his girlfriend and there is a few things going on over there that I don't agree with and I just feel like it's more stable over here at the moment. My son is doing great and got a drum kit for Christmas so now his drumming skills are coming along. Chris and me are doing soooo much better now and we even went ring shopping today....I can't wait to be made Mrs. Vanderminnen....this is what I've dreamed about my whole life....to find my soul-mate, to be treated like a princess and for my prince to make me his forever. I know I'm just a big sappy romantic. So the most interesting thing that has happened to me is that I've joined the Sandstone City Roller Derby girls hehe. I have just a blast skating...and even if I get hurt and have to quit or just can't cut it physically I will forever be thankful that I found something that I so enjoy doing and it releases a lot of stress for me. I can't wait until summer because I will be all over the neighborhood. For the future I hope to find that perfect job, learn some web design and web programs, get into the best shape of my life, and of course hopefully have Chris make that commitment to me that I want to make to him. I hope myspace looks good since I created most of this myself....my start to creating web pages hehe. Let me know what you think.
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