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Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie

Giving emo kids reasons to cry and cut themselves since 1980 and change.

About Me

Creative douche bag seeking to cleanse this pussy world. I think I am too much of a free thinker that it gets me into trouble a lot of the time. I want to make people smile for the moment even if later I find out thats not what they really want. I enjoy being a social whore and meeting new people when ever possible. I find that most of the time I am very easy to get along with and I love to roll with the punches but definately especially as of late I like to crawl into a cave and rot for a few. I like to knit myself short shorts and wallets. I am into the dark and macabre but I am not any sort of evil worshipper with low self esteem, I just find the darker things interesting. I am very religious and I love speaking of spirituality and religion, unless I am talking to someone that feels its their way or the highway, but I am like that about everything I suppose. Anything else just ask!!!!!!!!!!
Your Political Profile:
Overall: 40% Conservative, 60% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

My Interests

Freaks
Music all kinds
Gothic/Industrial/
Synth/Electro
alternative lifestyles
dancing
knowlege

Music:


Wumpscut
Skinny Puppy
Project Pitchfork
Cruxshadows
Coal Chamber
Tool
DevilDriver
FunkerVogt
Rammstein
System of a Down
Older Slipknot
Static X,
VNV Nation
Apoptygma Berserk

Movies:

I go to the movies very frequently I am bound to see everything.

Television:


Family Guy
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Simpsons
Futurama
Sopranos

Books:

I try my best to no longer read novels but friends seem to have a thing where they sway me into reading something now and again, but I rather read a text book or philosophy. Also religious texts appeal to me. Dan Brown has some how got into my brain so I've read everything he has ever written. Thank you Kara!!!! If you guys have any good books I should read, then send them my way.

Heroes:

Anyone willing to step forward and let themselves be known whether they were wrong or right.Aside from that I would have to say that heros I personally know are, past present and future friend for dealing with me and my shit. My family for whom always sticking by me, which I have recently found gives you the strength to keep going and help fix mistakes.I stand in the base of villainy, but I am influenced only by my heros to now make the better decisions.I would name all of you but I dont know if you find that suitable or if you would even know at all.

My Blog

To you

I am here with you, we lay side by side and touch. Its weird that you have such control over me. I love you so much. When you're asleep I make you waltz. I guess I control you as you control me. Livi...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 04:04:00 PST

A true hearts confession

Just in another room, i miss you.Will I ever the right moment,the beautiful moment.... to kill you?Can a man this blunt ever surpirse you? Or is he left with hope,A hope that the same feelings.....The...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:35:00 PST

Ramblings

Forever in debt to things,things I done know of yet.And though I now regret,every single fucking stepIf i move forward, will I ever forget?will you ever forget? A mouse on a wheel is how I feelLiving ...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:34:00 PST

Ramblings

Often things are in the darkness,Void built into the walls of my fortress.Creatures stirring in an oh so bleak forest. Hey , monster, where are you? I want you to eat meHey, monster, where are you?I w...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:33:00 PST

I Wonder

I wonder where you'll put me,when you're done with me.I wonder where you'll pet me,when you're done with me. Are you gonna leave me decent with a decency?Leave me humainly for all humanity?Strategical...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:31:00 PST

Oh Lover

This macabre mind unstoppibleThis hellish heart unbreakablethese fucking thoughts unspeakableall because of these people,live life out of control Her evil eyes so enchantableher emotions shown, invisi...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:31:00 PST

Ramblings

I close my eyes and I want, all I want in a thoughtthat I never got.The fist has swung, the blood has dropped, anotherfight fought.A secret haven found, bound gagged dead, Apocalyselost.Worthless abus...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 01:38:00 PST

My Virgin Blog

I feel as if every turn I make or every direction I take to change my life for the better, it just leads it into an even uglier brick wall. I wish someone such as Bill Gates would hand me a couple mi...
Posted by Antonio Morphine aka Ghost of Nicknak Nobie on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 07:50:00 PST