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John FOREVER DAMNED

will you bury me when I'm gone will you teach me when I'm here just as soon as I belong then it's ti

About Me

Well I am a musician, and a combat engineer. For those of you who don't know what a combat engineer is, we clear buildings like swat teams and we blow shit up with c4, plus we patrol for road side bombs. I used to play lead guitar in the bands Final Embrace, and Forever Damned. Forever Damned is not dead it is very much alive but the process of becoming a solid unit with one stable lineup that gets along and has time to practice is tedious. We are on hiatus with only some studio work being done until 2010 due to me going to Iraq to fight terrorism in 09. The beast known as Forever Damned will rise again! Our music reflects on personal issues, society, war, politics, corruption, dark arts, prophecy, the supernatural, history, drug abuse/ addiction, hope, and the fall of mankind. I have shared the stage with the likes of Byzantine, Baghead, Screw Worm, Insult To Injury, Hellbent, Deadlift, Sinning Is Our Savior, The Smk Project, Hellrazor, Neurotic Behavior, Imprint R I, Dead By Dawn, and many others. I like to party, but i also like to study. So there's a wild side and a serious side, I'm a gemini damn it!!!! I am very unpredictable. I value friends almost as much as my family, my family is so fucked up anyway. I am interested in all things dark and mysterious. I love art and tattoo's. Although I currently only have one of them. Dan Wydant from the band Zao does AMAZING work!!!!!!! He works at unique ink in greensburgh PA. Speaking of my tat rest in peace Dimebag Darrell
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My Interests

I like playing guitar and writing music. Hanging out with friends or random people for that matter. I play sports occasionally once a year usually lol. I watch alot of movies and documentaries. I read books that come across interesting. Going to concerts or playing them for that matter is what I live for. Creating art wether it is in the form of paintings, drawing, wood working, or ceramics. I like to party sometimes, but I don't as much as I used to. Writing reading poetry and lyrics then coming to grasp what that person felt is a huge part of who I am. Surfing the net talking to friends and checking up on the metal music scene. I also strive to educate myself as much as possible. However my work schedule hampers my education. I also enjoy philosophy, psychology, and studying human disorders mainly mental illness, and drug addiction.

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Music:

I am a metalhead. But I do listen to jazz, classical, blues, class rock, and grunge/alt rock type stuff. Megadeth, Zao, Byzantine, Black Label Society, Slayer, Death, Death Angel, Vehemence, The Black Dahlia Murder, Dream Theater, Nevermore, Fear Factory, Pantera, Damage Plan, Alice N Chains, Soulfly, Sepultura, The Haunted, Arch Enemy, Anthrax, Armored Saint, Flotsam And Jetsam, Meshuggah, God Forbid, Lamb Of God, Hatebreed, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Yngwie Malmsteen, Rustey Cooley, Dixie Dreggs, Bad Company, Led Zeppelin, Boston, Yes, Testament, Exodus, Sacried Reich, Cradle Of Filth, Children Of Bodom, Evanesence, Killswitch Engage, Shadows Fall, Metallica, System Of A Down, Msg, Rough Cutt, Ratt, Tool, Dokken, Alter Bridge, Creed, Lynch Mob, Cacophony, Chris Poland, Jason Becker, Marty Friedman, Joe Satriani, Steve Vai, Whitesnake, Racer X, Deep Purple, Type O negative, In Flames, Quiet Riot, Godsmack, Deicide, Six Feet Under, Cannibal Corpse, Morbid Angel, Sevendust, Unearth, Demon Hunter, Van Halen, Staind, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Osbourne, Alice Cooper, Tony MaCcalpine, Drowning Pool, Stone Sour, Slipknot, Violence, Entombed, Dimmu Borgir, Murderdolls, Korn, Kittie, Paul Gilbert, Ac Dc, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Rush, Sod, Cold, Halford, Mudvayne, Otep, Opeth, Crowbar, Goat Whore, Queensryche, Lizzy Borden, Twelve Tribes, Extol, Rob Zombie, Marylin Manson, White Zombie, Audio Slave, Full Blown Chaos, Kamikabe, Cause Of Death, Flaw, Seether, Breaking Benjamin, Disturbed, Kiss, Aerosmith, Pink Floyd, Mercyful Fate, King Diamond, Corrosion Of Conformitity, Joe Pass, Ohm, Venom, Thin Lizzy, Skid Row, Static X, Twisted Sister, Kylesea, Obituary, Life Of Agony, Dry Kill Logic, Cattle Decapitation, Catastrophic, Beyond The Grave, Beyond The Embrace, Amon Amarth, Clutch, Candlemass, DRI, Vader, Bludgeon, Life In A Burn Clinic, Ancient, Falconer, The Fallen, Mastodon, Dark New Day, Shinedown, Soundgarden, Bitch, As I Lay Dying, Symphony X, Threshold, Sworn Enemy, Chiamara, Strapping Youmg Lad, Queen, Iced Earth, Iommi, Down, Saxon, Diamond Head, Carcass, Kansas, Eric Clapton, Santana, Stevie Ray Vaughn, BB King, Leprosey, Betrayer, Phobia, Suicidal Tendancies stuff like that
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Zao
You my friend love Metal! You Like to go to shows for the music and do some headbanging. Every once in a while you like to fuck shit up.
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Movies:

Section 9, Saw, Saw 2, The Boogey Man, Fight Club Girl Interupted, The Patriot, Die Hard all of them Resident Evil 1 and 2, Night Of The Living Dead both versions, Army Of Darkness, Stigmata, Braveheart, Gladiator, Beavis And Butthead Do America, Austin Powers all of them, Caddyshack, Stripes, Blow, A Few Good Men, Hunt For The Red October, Some Kind Of Monster, Team America, The Omen, The Terminator all of them, Demon Knight, Event Horizon, Chrismas and Las Vegas Vacations, Fear And Loathng In Las Vegas, Predator both, Forest Gump, Saving Private Ryan, Black Sabbath, Traffic, Desperado, Original Sin, The Exorcist both, Amittyville Horror, The Butterfly Effect all time favorite, Cheech And Chong all of them, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre all versions, Spawn, we were soldiers, the craft, end of days, revelation, the order, the code conspiracy, 23, halloween all of them

Television:

Well I don't watch much tv. Headbangers Ball, Uranium, music choice metal, documentaries on certain things, the simpsons, beavis and butthead, monster garage and thats about it.

Books:

anything historical, biographies, taboos and subculture, music, astrology, and certain fiction books here is a few of my current favorites The Gothic Grimoire, The New Age Book Of Shadows, The Bible Code, Life On The Other Side, heavy metal and you, 1984

Heroes:

Well everyone has their own heros, mine may be a bit to standard in some respects but in others a bit odd. First and foremost my brother James for having the ability to remain strong in the face of confrontaition, and peer pressure. My mother for showing me strength when she shouldn't have had any. Dave Mustaine for his music and for living a life that has almost mirrored my own and survivng it all, he gives me hope. Randy Rhoads for his music, and his dedication. Rob Govern for believing in me when no one would and everyone had written me off. Frank Martelli for being like the father I should have had, helping me through my most difficult times, and never failing to bring a smile to my face. My sister Michelle for being there for me when I was young and when I really needed it. Scott Mellinger, and Dan Wyandt from Zao for being very generous and kind to someone like me and for providing inspiration and insight, and Dan for his tatoo work on me.

My Blog

Life

Well I am a depressed person, for many reasons. I am not whining or asking for pity, but I feel better if I write to get things off my chest. So write I shall. I can't stop thinking about how someone ...
Posted by John FOREVER DAMNED on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 04:37:00 PST

dark place

Well I am back from boot camp and I am still here alive. However I am disheartened by some of my friends. I am tired of being told lies, I am sick of the fucking drama. I was told that Katie cheated o...
Posted by John FOREVER DAMNED on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 07:11:00 PST

poem

images transend boundries the meaning of life within them images of death surround me reminding me that time is short I seek comfort in those eyes of yours yet I will never see them again breath...
Posted by John FOREVER DAMNED on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST