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nature, exploring things especially outdoors, collecting coins, tennis and basketball, building things, sculpting clay, photography, animals even if they are vicious, bass guitar, singing and music in general, investigating spirituality, and acting, which i hope to pursue a career in someday...
i am not on here to find a date or anything of that nature...i just want to meet new and old friends who are genuine, caring people, like myself...i just got out of a year-long relationship with someone, someone i want to consider a best-friend-for-life, someone to mutually share all the qualities that come with such a title, and someone i want to always be able to count on when times are difficult, for me but especially for him because he means so much to me, more than he will ever know...but that is becoming increasingly more difficult each day...even after all the heartache, lies, and cruel things he has said about me and those dear to me, i still and will always care immensely for him unconditionally, whether our lives stay intertwined or, sadly and more realistically, not...maybe someday, i hope and pray to whomever will listen, he will understand the messages i have been trying to get through to him all along and that he will change--once and for all into the wonderful person he once was and i hope can become again...and if you are one of those unfortunate people who has been mislead by him into thinking im a bad, deceitful person, please know that i am one of the most honest, kind-hearted, loving, dependable friends you would ever get to know, someone that you would want to consider a life-long friend and not simply an acquaintance...i simply sought the truth, thinking it would be something special, and turned out to be my worst nightmare and hurt much more than i had bargained for...all of my true friends can attest to my character and self-worth, so if you want to really know me, just ask any one of them or send me a message and get to know the real me for yourself...thank ui want to meet souls like mine...andre agassi, jake gyllenhaal, johnny depp, charles chaplin, f. scott fitzgerald, albert einstein, helen keller, laura ingalls wilder, john ritter, mattie stepanik, phil hartman, andre agassi, tommy lee jones, jim cantore, ewan mcgregor, lyn and steve irwin, daniel day-lewis, natalie portman, nick drake, and heath ledger...and others...
prince, genesis, phil collins, peter gabriel, def leppard, whitesnake, nena, n'fa, janet jackson, sos band, journey, steve perry, bjork, nu shooz, eurythmics, fleetwood mac, ub40, madonna, beegees, parliament, nick drake, sammy hagar, vitas, duran duran, heart, bing crosby, nat king cole, audioslave/chris cornell, amy winehouse and many others im just now discovering...
what's eating gilbert grape, jingle all the way, sixth sense, french kiss, the beautician and the beast, ace ventura pet detective, amelie, donnie darko, all films by chas chaplin, including the great dictator and a night at the show as my favs, the nutty professor, sling blade, the graduate, weekend at bernie's II, little miss sunshine, casanova and many others
croc hunter diaries, three's company, the bernie mac show, fresh prince of bel air, the cosby show, joan of arcadia, csi, without a trace, ugly betty, frasier...don't watch a lot of tv
the great gatsby and a farewell to arms, biographies, autobiographies, maps, interesting tidbits so not necessary novels
many are my heroes, but especially my mother