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About Me

my name is Cera Balzly. I have two younger sisters, named Miquelle (6), and Ellie (2). Whom I love dearly,even though I don't like to admit it. I start a new school almost every grade, but currently, I am at FMS. I live in the highly mormon town of Provo,Utah and it sucks.I will probably have to swith schools next year, because my school is a poor-ass school and is going to close down. I obsess. I have Bi-Polar disorder,and have struggled with it for quite as long as I can remember. I have teen ADHD. I don't have much of a social life, but when I do, it's fucking rad. I make friends mostly with guys,I only have two girlfriends. at first glance people think i am morbid or gothic,but I am very far from that. I get kicked out of resturants for throwing mustard. I have a mohawk,4 inches. I rarely put it up,only when I feel like it.I used to have anorexia, and still struggle with it sometimes. I am soooo in love with Quinn Allman and Bert McCracken, escpecially when they make out. I am also Bi-Sexual,and enjoy everyone kissing. I am very open about my sexual preference, and if you don't like it, fuck off. the end.
on the outside I have green/blue eyes. everyone says that they are really beautiful,but I'm not so sure. I never go without wearing eyeliner, or mascara. I usually only wear lip balm or chapstick. I have a 4" mohawk, that isn't very much right now. I wear it down usually, but sometimes I put it into spikes. I have emo bangs :) heh. I've lost weight since a while ago, so recently, all my clothes are baggy. I usually look like a homeless person. XD..when I wear my hair down, it looks like a mullet. I have ghostly pale skin and freckles, and I am not an acne free person. I am 5"4 and which is actually pretty tall in my grade.I don't really have a style,per-say. I need to just buy a whole new wardrobe. I wear band t-shirts,tight straight-leg pants,and jackets. I ¢¾ jackets. My favorite pair of shoes is my old worn out yellow converse with plaid laces.

My Interests

1980s, 70's punk, 77, a static lullaby, adam lazzara, afi, alexisonfire, alternative rock, anorexia, atreyu, band tees, being emo, bert mccracken, bi-polar, bi-sexual, bihawks, billie joe, black nail polish, black t-shirts, blink 182, bright eyes, brody dalle, candy, cheese, chris roberts, chuck taylors, coloured hair, combat boots, concerts, converse, cutting, death cab for cutie, dickies converse, duct tape, dyed hair, emo, emo boys, emocore, every time i die, everytime i die, eyeliner, eyeliner on guys, falloutboy, femmslash, finch, fiona apple, fire, fishnets, from autumn to ashes, from first to last, fucking shit up, funeral for a friend, garage rock, gray, green day, guitars, guns, hair dye, homeless people, hoodies, hot hot heat, hp slash, incubus, jimmy eat world, karen o, leather jackets, leopard print, lip gloss, loud music, mohawks, moshing, music, my chemical romance, neon, nirvana, oldschool rock, patches, pens, piercings, pixies, plaid, ramones, red, rock, rock n' roll, safety pins, sarcasm, sex pistols, skanking, skateboarding., skulls, socks, something coporate, spazzing, straight-leg pants, striped stuff, stripes, taking back sunday, taking pills, the distillers, the foo fighters, the ring, the strokes, the used, the white stripes, thigh highs, thrift stores, tight pants, times new roman, ville valo, violence, viva la bam, webdesigning, wild boyz, yeah yeah yeahs, zip-up hoodies, zippers, zombies

Music:

AAR.A.F.I.Green Day.Beastie Boys. Blink-182.Atreyu.CKY.Silver chair. Rancid.A static Lullaby.The Pixies.My Chemical Romance.The Used.Garbage.The Transplants.A global Threat.Brand New.Anti-Flag.Alexisonfire.Mest.Delusi0n.The F ups.Lit.The Offspring.Nirvana.Nine Inch Nails.Sex Pistols.Radiohead.The Clash.Smashing Pumpkins.Death cab for Cutie.Oi Polloi.Funeral for a Friend.The Exploited.Matchbook Romance.The White Stripes.The Yeah Yeah Yeah's.Taking Back Sunday.