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Nico Unrocks

Do you see my lungs on the dance floor?

About Me


Hello, my name is Nico.
I have an amazing boyfriend who tells me I'm beautiful on a daily basis.
I have a beautiful girlfriend who sends me the sweetest text messages.
My life is constantly changing and nothing ever stays the same. I go through friends like most girls go through shoes, yet I've been wearing the same Converse since I was 16. I talk a lot of trash and don't mean a word of it, I just like to think I'm a lot harder than I am. Really I'm a sad, scared little girl who isn't ready to grow up yet.
I'm done with drinking for a while. Alcohol has done [almost] nothing good for me. I need to stop acting like a child.
As often as you will hear me scream, "I hate life." In all actuallity, it's pretty fucking amazing right now.
Salem is becoming home and Oregon City a distant memory. My friends back home will always be my family and mean the world to me. I honestly don't know where I would be if it wasn't for them.
..
"No one deserves the title bestfriend if they dont sound like the cavalries cannons or arent willing to bleed next to you." - Pete Wentz
A few facts:
I change my Top 8 a lot.
I've never smoked pot.
I hate Idaho.
I'm addicted to words
I want to be a vampire
[with William Beckett and Pete Wentz]
I lose my car keys like they're going out of style.
I love when people make fishy faces.
I like to stand out.
I hate to be the center of attention.
On bad days I hide under my covers.
I love to cuddle,
But I adore holding hands.
I hold grudges longer than I should.
I hate organized religion.
I want to make out inside of a crashed car.
Adam Taylor
and
Curtis Meister
are forever in my heart.
I've learned more about loving life from them
than from anyone or anything else.
&
With one eye tight upon the open road, I feel your presence and I can't let go, it moves so slowly as it creeps into my mind, steals every breath I have and leaves my heart behind. Wanna know what you're feeling, if you're feeling alone, I wanna hear if you still care, the last time I remember you was the last time I wasn't scared. When the night starts fading and the morning arives, wanna still feel you around, will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?

My Interests



♥ biting
♥ scratching
♥ hair pulling

Interests:
Hello Kitty
Pirates
Theater
Kurt Cobain
Mix tapes
Justin Pierre
Sleeping
Acoustic songs
Pictures
Sex
Holding hands
Titanic
Questionable Content
Gloomy Bears

loves:

True friends.
My cell phone.
My camera.
Random adventures.

I'd like to meet:



"You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now"

{someone who makes me feel this way}
I met him.

♥ Anyone who likes holding hands.

Famous People:

Adam Lazzara

William Beckett
(5/20/05 thanks to Tasha and Krista)

Conor Oberst

Gwen Stefani

Kurt Cobain

Courtney Love

Seth Green

Matthew Lillard

Jenna Malone

Audrey Hepburn

Avril Lavigne

Quentin Tarantino

Andrew McMahon
(6/15/06)

Justin Pierre
(2/26/06 Thanks to Andrea)

Jimmy Urine

Ben Jorgensen
(9/25/05 thanks to Andrea)

Dave Navarro

Cary Grant

Jared Leto

Music:

No Doubt
Sublime
and
Nirvana

Brand New
Alkaline Trio
The Starting Line
The Academy Is...
Cartel
Zebrahead
The Matches [old]
Allister
Something Corporate
The Spill Canvas
Sugarcult
Panic! At The Disco
Mindless Self Indulgence
Motion City Soundtrack
Fall Out Boy
Taking Back Sunday
New Found Glory
The Used
Pennylane.

Call Me Lux The greatest band
to not exist

The Complete List

Movies:

The Rocky Horror Picture Show
The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys
Breakfast at Tiffanys
Thirteen
Donnie Darko
Romeo and Juliet
Garden State
From Dusk 'Til Dawn
Eurotrip
Before Sunrise
Clue
Grosse Pointe Blank
Saved!
Josie and the Pussycats
Reefer Madness: The Movie Musical
Cruel Intentions
Dead and Breakfast
Almost Famous

Television:

Queer as Folk
and
Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Gray's Anatomy
Life as we Know it.
Boy Meets World.
Wings.
The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy.
Roseanne.
Gilmore Girls.
SURS.
Bones.
Justice.
Six Feet Under.
Dawson's Creek.

Books:

Don't Try This at Home

The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Cut
She Said Yes
Sloppy Firsts
Second Helpings
Valley of the Dolls
Heavier Than Heaven
Go Ask Alice
Gingerbread
Shrimp
Cupcake
The Catcher in the Rye
Icy Sparks
The Lovely Bones
The Outsiders
To Kill a Mockingbird
We Got the Neutron Bomb

Heroes:



God.

Inspiration

Best friend

Boyfriend.

Girlfriend

Confidant

Future roommate

Long distance best friend

Role model

Hand holder

Jessica
[She's just that rad]

Fellow senior citizen.

Fake big sister

1. Mrs. Gibson

2. Brian Kinney

3. Heroin Bob

4. Dave Navarro

My Blog

I dreamt of you last night...

but just in passing. You were there while I was with him and although I hugged you and missed you in the dream it was not the same. It will never be the same. And although it still hurts for me to thi...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 10:54:00 PST

Past Vs. Present.

This isn't the first time I've felt this way and he knows it, but I want it to be the last. I've smiled like this before, but I nevercompare the way he makes me feel to the way they made me feel. Two ...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 11:47:00 PST

California

2 years and 4 days later. Driving down those same roads without his hand in mine and for some reason it hurt just the same, but there were no tears this time around and this time I can accept the end ...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 04:14:00 PST

Away.

I'm not sure how many days it's been, but only that there are three days left. I fall asleep in his hoodie and wake up staring at his picture only wishing it were him next to me. Every song reminds me...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 01:26:00 PST

Him.

I look at pictures of everything I've missed out and haven't been invited to by people I thought were my friends. They were my friends, but were is the key word there. They've forgotten my existence a...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 09:10:00 PST

Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on

"I think we're running out of alcoholTonight I hate this fucking townAnd all my best friends will be the death of meBut they won't ever remember, rememberSo please take me far awayBefore I melt into t...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 04:39:00 PST

huh.

It's strange how simple things can hurt your feelings so badly.
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 04:50:00 PST

HIM [Natalie gets it]

Everyday I'm waking up with a reason to live. Days of depression that kept me from even crawling out from my covers are gone [for now]. I no longer count the days 'til Sunday, but instead count the mi...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:41:00 PST

Vents

Words are weapons and ex's are a boundry you can't cross because friendship is pure. You're not from Oregon City. You don't understand the way I function or the way I was trained. I learn from the bes...
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 06:37:00 PST

Casual Sex.

There is a boy who gives me butterflies.I pretend they don't exist. I'm bored of casual sex and one night stands.I need something more.No one seems incline to give me more, though....
Posted by Nico Unrocks on Fri, 18 May 2007 07:03:00 PST