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Amanda

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About Me

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~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~ Ok, I am a s-i-m-p-l-e young lady!! I am every every caring and lovable! I would walk up to anyone and give them a huge...even if it was a dare! lol, I can be a good friend all the time (but not always...that's only if you piss me off) I love to meet new people how want to meet..I am every hyper at times (I can't see how people put up with me (headdesk)) I am a good listener and if you ever need a hand in life...I'll help ANYTIME!!
I was born in CO and move 12 times in my life, went to 9 different towns and 7 schools! I know what it's like to move and make new friends!! It's hard for me because for some reason I can never cheap any of my friends (Well, I still have you Lisa and Alex!) I might be moving back to Killeen in Oct. (hopefully)...
I don't have many friends, That's because
1) everyone thinks I am a bitch (Which is true, but like I said, that's only when you piss me off)
2) I just hardly don't like anyone!! (sorry peoples!)
3) I am not much of a peoples person (But I try to be!)
Well, The only friends I have right now are:
1) Lisa
2) Alex
3) Emily
4) And Brittany (I hate her, but she's not getting the hint...I HATE YOU!) Free Myspace Pictures
I have known Lisa for about 4-5 years and me and her have never fought! (cool huh?) I knew her in 7th grade (I just got back into school because I was homeschooled)
I have known Emily for 6-7 years...we knewn each other from girl scouts (yes, I was in girl scouts...though I am 15, I might do it again!! I love being a girl scout!! ^^;)
Then Alex...hummmmm...we have known each other for about...4-5 weeks! ( long time huh?) and were like bother and sister!! (well, that's how I feel!! I know in some way he dose too!)
Well, about Brittany...I have known her for about 7 months...and I don't like her, That's all I am going to say!
Well, I am an only child and I am proud of it (I wish I could have a brother or a sister!) I know how lucky I am not to have one, but I wish sometimes I could...All well...
Well, I plan on going to college and become a Psychologist! (Maybe go into the military for it) I hope that I can fill my dreams ( I have so many, But I can't tell!) I hope that one day I can get married and have some kids!! ^^;
Well, I will say it...I THINK at one point in my life I had depression! I am over it now (Thanks Lisa, and Alex) But after I moved here to Dallas, my life hasn't been the same (well, it hasn't been the same for a while...when my father cam back from Iraq, everything changed for me!! it sucked!) Yes, my father went to Iraq, I am every proud of him!! He came home with a Purple Heart (I am proud of what he did) When my father left to go to Iraq, nothing has been the same...I don't remember my father nor do I remember in mother! I know I have changed over the past 3 years!! But my parents have changed more than I have...It's hard for me right now, But I living right? now, the only thing that is keeping me alive is Lisa, and Alex (Thank you again) I don't where I would be right now if it wasn't for them!! and if I didn't meet Alex when I did, IRK where I would be!
Well, have nothing more to say...so Bia bye
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My Interests

OMG!! I love rock music, I love to hang out with my 'friends', I love to talk to my bf and Lisa (Love you both!) anyways... I like to stay home (alone) and get online and chat, or talk on the phone. Sometimes I'll stay after school to hang out with friends...I loke to go to the mall(s) and walk around and just LOOK! anything more (sometimes i want more!) I get bored easly....so yeah, SOMETIMES I like to clean up the house/MY room...or just go crazy!! lol (I mostly do that!) I like to travel (even tho i am in the military) and see new places...I could never see myself staying in one area! (beware Alex!! lol!! I like to move to new places! LOL) anyways, ...nothing esle I like...

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It was more than chicken...It was CAT!! LMAO!

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet some people who are caring, nice, sweet, understanding, LOVES ROCK MUSIC, loves to talk alot and needs a friend on there side (which who be me!)...
well....
people who I would like to meet are...
hummmm.......
The Family Guy "Cast", Linkin Park (I LOVE THEM LIKE CRAZY) and many more...i have a hole list...
I would go on and on and on!! bla bla bla bla bla bla bla!
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Music:

~*~Cascada~*~
~*~Everytime We Touch~*~

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go. I want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go. I want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast. I want this to last. I need you by my side.
~*~Stars~*~
~*~Switchfoot~*~

Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame But even when I turn it off and blame myself, the outcome feels the same I've been thinkin maybe I've been partly cloudy, maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain
I've been thinking 'bout everyone, everyone you look so lonely
But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars, I feel like myself
Stars lookin at our planet watching entropy and pain And maybe start to wonder how the chaos in our lives could pass as sane I've been thinking bout the meaning of resistance, of a hope beyond my own And suddenly the infinite and penitent begin to look like home
I've been thinking bout everyone, everyone you look so empty
But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars, I feel like myself
everyone, everyone we feel so lonely everyone, yeah everyone we feel so empty
When I look at the stars, when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars I feel like myself
When I look at the stars, the stars I see someone...

NINE INCH NAILS LYRICS
"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"

I believe I can see the future Cause I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose But then again That might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now I never make a sound I just do what I've been told I really don't want them to come around
Oh, no
Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching In case I lose myself again Sometimes I think I'm happy here Sometimes, yet I still pretend I can't remember how this got started But I can tell you exactly how it will end
I'm writing on a little piece of paper I'm hoping someday you might find Well I'll hide it behind something They won't look behind I'm still inside here A little bit comes bleeding through I wish this could have been any other way But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

LINKIN PARK LYRICS
Crawling

Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem
To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure
Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem...

My Immortal (Fallen)
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all of my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Because your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone And though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Movies:

Austin Powers!
IRobot,
Saw
any Pixar moive
Ju-on
All the Star-Wars moives
All Harry Potter moives (4th one is the best!)
All the Blade moives (but ..2)
As good as it gets
The Green Mile
Meet the fockers
War of the Worlds
Harold & Kumar go to White Castle
And the Last Samurai!!!

Television:

South Park, Family Guy, etc...(shows that are simliar to them)

Books:


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