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Ehren

Being emotionally bankrupt doesn't have to bad.

About Me

Most of you know me. If you don't and you want to know ask.

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My Interests

cooking, running, knitting, crocheting, beer, wine, meditation

I'd like to meet:

No one. If only we could love ourselves the way we want to be loved, then maybe we could save ourselves the anguish and wasted energy of searching for it from someone else!

Music:

Lost of different kinds. I like to work out to Moby, Justin Timberlake, Ace of Base and some R&B. I like to listen to metal in the car. When I'm alone I listen to Mahler, Beethoven, Brahms and the other classical boys, BB King, Vertical Horizon, Buddy Guy, Johny Lang, Broadway Musicals, Blue October

Movies:

Will Ferrel, Christopher Guest, Mel Brooks, Monty Python and the cheesy teen movies.

Television:

Scrubs, Greys Anatomy, Desperate Housewives, Dancing with the Stars, Friends, all of the History and Discovery Channel. Shows like Flip that House and whatnot.

Books:

Harry Potter, nonfiction books about health, animal rights, exercise. Fiction.

Heroes:

Peter Jennings. He was the first TV newsanchor that really inspired to me take an interest in current events and what was happening on this planet. Megan. She just picked up her life and seems to be on this incredible journey that is really cool.Anthony is so wonderful. He keeps a cool head and keeps me calm when I'm upset. He helps me laugh when I'm sad and he's just always there for me.Me. I'm slowly discovering who I want to be in this world and taking in pride in all the things (good and bad) that make me, well, me.

My Blog

Venting on renting.

My lease is up next month so Anthony and I are starting the search for a bigger place to rent. It amazes me the crap people are trying to rent out. Well, not that they are renting it, but they are wan...
Posted by Ehren on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:28:00 PST

Birthday Cake!

Anthony had a birthday party for me. An actual party, with streamers, cake, balloons and people waiting to yell "surprise" as we came home from dinner. Its so funny how something so simple makes a day...
Posted by Ehren on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 06:35:00 PST

Blast from the past and goals in progress!

Since I'll be one day wiser tomorrow I started reading back on my blogs...back back back to the first blog I ever posted (over two years ago). Its funny to read all the depressing self-discovery crap ...
Posted by Ehren on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 09:04:00 PST

Yoga, chinese, ice cream and movies

Yesterday, I got my relaxation and solitude I was needing. I meditated and did yoga and read in quiet. It was heaven!Its really hard in the shoebox one bedroom apartment I share with Anthony. Which it...
Posted by Ehren on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 07:19:00 PST

10 pounds gone... its a start.

My sister, Jessi and Rachel emailed me at the same time to ask what I've been eating. So instead of copying and pasting my daily diet again I figured I post it in a blog for those who are intereste...
Posted by Ehren on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:01:00 PST

I dont miss grease, but I miss deer steak

I took Barb to lunch at Chipotle yesterday and I ordered a salad with grilled onions and peppers, blacks beans and guac...well dang those grilled veggies were greasy. I spend the afternoon wanted to v...
Posted by Ehren on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 07:04:00 PST

ah. sweet solitude!!!!

Anthony left at 6 am to go fishing with Jason and Jesse. This sentence is funny because Anthony is not someone who strikes me as a fisherman, but he is a 'hang out in the sun and drink beerman' so I'm...
Posted by Ehren on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:50:00 PST

"It is better to wear out than rust out." Georg Whitefield

I'm so ready for my life to start. I feel like I'm constantly making preparations for the next stage but I never really get there and everything else is on hold until I make something happen. Then I r...
Posted by Ehren on Sat, 31 May 2008 08:45:00 PST

Just one day at a time!

Well its the end of week, and yesterday I was successful. I didn't cheat. No sir, not even a little. It amazing. I haven't lost a noteworthy amount of weight, my clothes still fit the same but just by...
Posted by Ehren on Fri, 30 May 2008 10:10:00 PST

I know what I said but

I guess I didn't mean it. I tried another blog site and all I want to do is sign in and start typing, well I can't just do that and I was annoyed. This is more user friendly so I'm back... for whatev...
Posted by Ehren on Thu, 29 May 2008 07:52:00 PST