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Phreak

I am here for Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

i'm about 5'6. i'm a cuddle addict (if you don't like that don't talk to me). i try very hard to be a gentleman at all times. i tend to get really protective (fatherly type of protective).

i'm an advocate for:
http://www.capitolconnect.com/yourethecure the American Heart Association. You're the cure!
http://www.au.org Americans United for the Seperation of Church and State keep the wall of seperation between church and state!

My Interests

Love, art (all forms), beauty (preferably more towards cute), complete honesty, arguments/debates, books, playing drums, guitar, bass, and any other instrument that i can get my hands on.

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet all my online friends. Most importantly i'd like to meet the girls that have earned my love and respect, especially Amber, Amy, and Jessica. i'm not looking for sex or a relationship. i wouldn't mind finding a cuddle buddy.

Music:

99 names of god, 311, a Perfect Circle, Alice in Chains, Anders Manga, Avril Lavigne, Benni Benassi, Bjork, Bone Thugs & Harmony, Chevelle, Coal Chamber, Credence Clearwater Revival, deftones, Depeche Mode, Eazy E, Eminem, Eve, Evanescence,George Strait, Godsmack, Incubus, Jacknife, Jibe, Jimi Hendrix, Johnny Cash, Kittie, KoRn, Led Zeppelin, Linkin Park, Low Gear, Marilyn Manson, Miphix, Nine Inch Nails, No Doubt, Nocturne, Outlet, Pink, Prince, Poe, Pornlab, Queen, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Sade, Silverchair, Slipknot, Snot, Somsara, Southforty, Snoop Doggy Dogg, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Stillborn Nursery, System of a Down, The Beach Boys, The Beatles, The Doors, The Smiths, Tool, Waylon Jennings, Willie Nelson.

Movies:

Legend! Jerry Macguire,Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, anything hopelessly romantic, and/or that i've watched with someone i love...Shrek, Boondock Saints, Bruce Almighty, Rent. Bobby.

Television:

reality and educational shows are usually the only things i watch.

Books:

mostly fantasy and sci-fi, but i also like political and religious satire. i read "holy books" to be able to prove why the specific religion would never work for me. David Eddings, Brian Jacques, Anne McCaffrey, Margaret Weis-Tracy Hickman, Douglas Niles, and some of Piers Anthony. i also like Kurt Vonnegut especially the book Cat's Cradle.

Heroes:

My friend Ashley, for giving me the reason to want to live, and asking me to stop trying to kill myself. Laura for asking me to stop cutting, and Meagan for keeping me from doing so. Jessica for always being here for me and loving me constantly even though i've hurt her so many times. Amber for showing me new directions for my love to go. me, for resisting all the urges to cut, try to kill myself, not eat, and start taking drugs again. anyone that can put up with me and my affectionate tendencies. My friend Mike for finding his wife and being deliriously happy in marriage.

My Blog

top friends part 1...1-9

i decided that i want to write about my relationships with the people on my top list, Mainly because i like giving my more positive opinions of people and rarely get the chance.Jessica- We met by me s...
Posted by Phreak on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 04:10:00 PST

odd stuff to listen to/whine lol

i'm so frustrated with the emo-punk/pop style of music, that i've been listening to all the old school rap that i've got. Bone Thugs N Harmony, Snoop Doggy Dogg, Eminem. i need to get some 2 Pac, NWA,...
Posted by Phreak on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 10:54:00 PST

Coopers & the Church

Saturday, i went out with Kayla, Jake (Mike), and his family, like usual and we went clothes shopping...i've been procrastinating forever because i hate shopping for me. Then we went to go eat, a...
Posted by Phreak on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:34:00 PST

animefest. very long post

This girl Kristy posted a bulletin saying that she was going to preform at it, during cosplay, and since i hadn't met her yet, i decided i'd go there to meet her. i was hoping, of course to run into K...
Posted by Phreak on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:46:00 PST

Family Values 2007 in Dallas

i went with my bro-in-law, and got my friend Mike/Jake and his wife Kayla, to go with us. We met up with Dustin and his brother up there, and got to the lawn just in time to see Flyleaf do a pretty go...
Posted by Phreak on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 07:55:00 PST

Family values 2007

My brother-in-law, Mike, Kayla, and i are going to it this year. i can't wait to see Flyleaf, Evanescence, and KoRn. *Flyleaf, and KoRn were great last year.* message me if you're going.
Posted by Phreak on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:15:00 PST

deftones concert @ the House of Blues in Dallas

i went with my brother-in-law Jason, and this is what i remember. The opener was Fall of Troy. They could have been good, if it weren't for trying to blend incompatible sides of the same genre back an...
Posted by Phreak on Wed, 16 May 2007 12:04:00 PST

the Church

My friend Mike didn't have the money to go, so i went with Yes and her friend. We got there early because i like to be drunk so i can dance without my normal reservations about personal space lol. i m...
Posted by Phreak on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 10:39:00 PST

Too Magen

this started out as random thoughts, and morphed into a letter, but for some reason i wrote it in poem form. so...since it was in poem form (though not the style) and it actually fits a few other situ...
Posted by Phreak on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 12:53:00 PST

stolen from Megan

Your Birthdate: November 21 You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.People are frustrated by your great pot...
Posted by Phreak on Thu, 18 May 2006 02:17:00 PST