Love, art (all forms), beauty (preferably more towards cute), complete honesty, arguments/debates, books, playing drums, guitar, bass, and any other instrument that i can get my hands on.
i'd like to meet all my online friends. Most importantly i'd like to meet the girls that have earned my love and respect, especially Amber, Amy, and Jessica. i'm not looking for sex or a relationship. i wouldn't mind finding a cuddle buddy.
99 names of god, 311, a Perfect Circle, Alice in Chains, Anders Manga, Avril Lavigne, Benni Benassi, Bjork, Bone Thugs & Harmony, Chevelle, Coal Chamber, Credence Clearwater Revival, deftones, Depeche Mode, Eazy E, Eminem, Eve, Evanescence,George Strait, Godsmack, Incubus, Jacknife, Jibe, Jimi Hendrix, Johnny Cash, Kittie, KoRn, Led Zeppelin, Linkin Park, Low Gear, Marilyn Manson, Miphix, Nine Inch Nails, No Doubt, Nocturne, Outlet, Pink, Prince, Poe, Pornlab, Queen, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Sade, Silverchair, Slipknot, Snot, Somsara, Southforty, Snoop Doggy Dogg, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Stillborn Nursery, System of a Down, The Beach Boys, The Beatles, The Doors, The Smiths, Tool, Waylon Jennings, Willie Nelson.
Legend! Jerry Macguire,Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, anything hopelessly romantic, and/or that i've watched with someone i love...Shrek, Boondock Saints, Bruce Almighty, Rent. Bobby.
reality and educational shows are usually the only things i watch.
mostly fantasy and sci-fi, but i also like political and religious satire. i read "holy books" to be able to prove why the specific religion would never work for me. David Eddings, Brian Jacques, Anne McCaffrey, Margaret Weis-Tracy Hickman, Douglas Niles, and some of Piers Anthony. i also like Kurt Vonnegut especially the book Cat's Cradle.
My friend Ashley, for giving me the reason to want to live, and asking me to stop trying to kill myself. Laura for asking me to stop cutting, and Meagan for keeping me from doing so. Jessica for always being here for me and loving me constantly even though i've hurt her so many times. Amber for showing me new directions for my love to go. me, for resisting all the urges to cut, try to kill myself, not eat, and start taking drugs again. anyone that can put up with me and my affectionate tendencies. My friend Mike for finding his wife and being deliriously happy in marriage.