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**Cudzer**

Open your ears, open your heart, and listen. When you hear your heart guiding you to your happiness,

About Me

Born and raised in Kilkenny, Ireland but now living in the beautiful city of San Francisco.
If we cross paths I'll tell you my story....and listen to yours.
Life is short...enjoy it!! I do. I'm respectful of others and the beautiful earth we live in. We all need to wake up and start taking responsibility for our actions. We are a race of wasteful people in the first world....stop it now, so many people are starving and have nothing...ITS NOT COOL! Karma is a wonderful thing, some people have alot coming to them in the future!
People who are drama queens, are high maintenance and play mind games are not going to get far with me. There's no need for mind games people, honesty is always the best policy and there is no need for drama, we all go through bad times but we need to realise that no matter how bad our lives are there's always somebody worse off than us....and we don't have to look far for examples.
Be grateful you have a roof over your head, clothing on your back, food in the fridge, your country has not been invaded by another, bombs are not being dropped on your children, you or your family are not a victim of genocide, you're not being told to evacuate your homes, you're not seeing numerous people bleed to death outside your door everyday from gunshots, suicide bombs and war planes, you have the freedom to vote and go to school, you have a job.....BE THANKFUL AND KNOW HOW LUCKY YOU ARE!! (I just re read this and realised that millions of people around the world are on myspace so I'm sure some of you have or ARE experiencing some of the things I've described, if so my heart is with you and I'm sorry that life is like it is for you right now!!) Pray for peace everyday no matter what Goddess or God you worship! COEXIST!! I find it very grounding to compare my life to others who are truly in bad situations. I'm very grateful for the life I have and the friends and family I have in it.
At the moment, I both fear for the world and have hope for the world. I fear that people in power are going to keep on causing war and havoc until it becomes World War III which I feel is not far off. But then I have hope that a higher consciousness amoung all those that are aware and present will win over and peace will be born on earth....big dream I know but if you don't dream it has no chance of coming true.
I LOVE LIFE! I like to have lots of fun, dancing with fire, welding, making costumes and hanging out with friends. I'm a bit of a tomboy but I'm all girl aswell.
KILL YOUR TELEVISION!! Get outside, go to a museum or go see a show!!! Feed your imagination, don't drown it in mindless crap. The following clips are what I like to keep busy with....so much more good for the soul!!!
Here's the new video from the last show we did at Xenodrome in July. Its a mixed media performance with live original music by think13, fire/LED light performance, aerial acrobatics, physical theatre and modern dance.
Check out our next performance at Project Artuad on October 27th 2007! Details in my blog section....come say hello!
Here's a clip of the show 'Balance' that I was in July '06.
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My Interests



Peace in the world! fire dancing, painting, art, crafts, costume making, creativity in general, dreams, having fun, friends, being a shoulder when its needed, partying, reading, wicca, paganism, fun, frollicks, sun, sand, sea and sex.... Sunrise, sunsets, being outdoors. Family, seeing people smile, making people laugh, hope, peace, love, lust, laughter, astral travel, reiki, massage, meditation, tarot, music, learning new stuff, and of course Burning Man, star gazing, the moon & the desert beneath my feet!!!! The ocean. Full moon fire fun. Truth and honesty. A revolution!

I'd like to meet:

Sinead O' Connor - War....on Saturday Night Live, what a brave and amazing performance, I love it!!!

People who are not afraid to speak up for what they believe in!! People who like to have fun and are confident in who they are without being stuck up and arrogant. People who value life and have a good energy. Creative, musical, playful, fire freaks, artistic monkeys of all kinds. Peeps who get the big picture and realise that there is more to life than them! Consciously aware and politically not dumb-asses......so many people just don't have a f*cking clue and that just amazes me!! People who have compassion and a good heart and dream of a peaceful planet.

Please keep cruising if you are looking for a piece of ass. I'M NOT THAT GIRL!

Music:

Dylan Rhymes, Meat Katie, Lee Coombes, Ali B, Stanton Warriors, Fat Boy Slim, Hyper, Ferry Corsten, Carl Cox, Tiesto, Scumfrog, D:Fuse and of course all he San Francisco local d.j's are awesome aswell...Syd Gris, Smoove, Dutch, Cosmic Selector, Dex Stakker, Hoj, Tamo, Melyss, Murphstar to name but a small few of the hundreds... Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam, Faith No More, Nirvana, Theivery Corporation, U2, Sinead O'Connor, Bob Marley, Junior'Damian Marley' Gong, Les Nubiens, The Doors, Thin Lizzy, Dead Can Dance, Coldplay, David Gray, Planxty, Christy Moore, Tori Amos, think13, Kudos...

Movies:

In the Name of the Father, The Snapper, Requeim for a Dream, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Scarface, Blow, all Tim Burton movies, City of God, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Fight Club, Human Traffic, Train Spotting, Snatch, The Game, The Last Mimzy, Notes on a Scandal, Baraka, An Inconvenient Truth, Bushs Brain, Loose Change.

Television:

I don't have a television...it sucks the life out of you!!

I love this video....the ending is very powerful, what if we as human beings actually decided to stand up for our rights against the few who rule our lands! IMAGINE the difference it would make......

Books:

1984, The Princess Bride, The Sett, Lord of the Rings, James Patterson books. Soul Food. Celtic Circle of Life. The Four Agreements, The Power of Now, Astral Travel and Dreams, Fast Food Nation, How the Irish Saved Civilisation. The American Way of Birth by Jessica Mitford!! Brave New World, We Wish to Inform You That Tomorrow We Will be Killed With Our Families: Stories from Rwanda by Philip Gourevitch, The Magdelen Manuscripts by Tom Kenyon, Reading Lolita in Tehran.

Heroes:

People who respect themselves and others. People with compassion, sympathy and empathy. People who give of themselves everyday for people less fortunate than them. People who are AWAKE!!

My Blog

Opulent Temple at Burning Man...wanna camp with us!

Opulent Temple Vision :: 2008For the unexposed, the Opulent Temple is a self funded theme camp at the annual Burning Man arts festival that takes place in the Black Rock desert of Nevada the week befo...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:01:00 PST

CHILDREN SEE CHILDREN DO

This video says it all! Be careful what you do, say and put out there while in the company of children. They are constantly watching you and soaking up EVERYTHING they see you do and hear ...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Sun, 11 May 2008 02:50:00 PST

Your input please

So where has been THE most amazing place that you have been in the world and why? Was it expensive? What are the tips you would give to someone travelling there?I want to know this because I am plan...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 12:15:00 PST

Being incapacitated!

Since last week I have been layed up with a seriously bad back. Sleeping on the floor, not being able to move. Having to use a walking stick to help me stand up, get to the bathroom, not being comfo...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 11:58:00 PST

Go Gratitude 2008

What are your plans and promises to yourself for 2008? I bet one of them is to be happy and successful!! Well here's a little something that will help you along, be grateful for what you have alread...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 03:27:00 PST

Are you f**king kidding me.....

Every day in the world people are dying from hunger, malnutrition, AIDS, malaria, hypotermia etc etc etc etc. And every day people in the higher class continue to buy the most outrageously expensive ...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 12:55:00 PST

Suicide Note.......!!

Suicide Note of Malachi Ritscher mission statement My actions should be self-explanatory, and since in our self-obsessed culture words seldom match the deed, writing a mission statement woul...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 10:26:00 PST

Desiderata

DESIDERATAGo placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearl...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 02:56:00 PST

M.A.P.P....dancing on the streets....SO MUCH FUN!!

So MAPP stands for Mission Artists and Performers Project. The Mission Arts & Performance Project is a bi-monthly collaboration between visual artists, musicians, poets and performers. The MAPP puts ...
Posted by **Cudzer** on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 09:47:00 PST