ABOUT BLACK AND WHITE.
I was reading a page of somebody on migente shortly ago. His nick is keep it real. He wrote a lot about whites and blacks, about their mingling or not. About their feelings, sometime good, sometimes bad, sometimes hot, for each other. I needed to tell him my opinion about this matter. This is what I wrote him but this is also something I would like some other people to know and maybe understand.
Here it goes:Well keep it real, im tryin to stop the tears to be able to look at the screen and write u. but they dont stop. They fall down as a river, not hysterical but never ending.tears of the deepest sadnesstears that make me know how long the path is before we all, black white yellow men women get to understand something. I am sooooo happy that I have the chance to talk to you cuz this is a matter I deeply need to talk about and not many people wanna spend time on it, neither white nor black ones.
A lot of what you wrote is real, a lot. Still a lot of those things u describe, a lot of %#&@$! white females do with black men, they also do it with white guys. And I guess vice versa black men to black women and black women to black men.
There are smart and stupid, acculturated and ignorant, high class and low class people in all races and their behaviour expresses the type they areI might be much more compatible to a smart acculturated black woman then to a ignorant stupid low class white woman, even if my skin is more similar to the white girl s one. People talk about black and white as groups in which people are identical. No, it is not that way. Sure history proved that white people devastated black people. So did Germans to Jewish, Serbians to Croatians, Saddam to his own people. I dont mean we should forget and move on, hell no, but I m asking u: please listen to ME: I DIDNT DO IT, IT WAS NOT ME, LET ME, BE OUT OF IT. And if I love you just let me love u. Dont hate me cuz I remind you of somebody else.
I understand when u talk ab white people that wanna look like black..u say hey u cant be one of US no matter what u do.and this is a part of my tears as above.If I happen to love deeply somebody who happens to be black, I give myself to him, my love and my tenderness, why should he belong more to somebody else he even doesnt know just because of the same skin? Why cant I belong to him despite my skin difference. Why cant I be a woman who talks to a man full stop. Why cant I be a woman who talks to another woman. A person to another person.
I am sad keep-it-real. Really deeply sad. sports layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com music / movies
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Name: x
Birthday: 14/08/71
Birthplace: hospital ?!?
Current Location: my house
Eye Color: blue :-D
Hair Color: blond. maybe
Height: 5 4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: rite!
Your Heritage: huh?
The Shoes You Wore Today: high heels sandals
Your Weakness: love
Your Fears: love
Your Perfect Pizza: thin and crispy
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: more time w my daughter
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hold up phone call comin in
Thoughts First Waking Up: should i shower and wash hair or just shower
Your Best Physical Feature: abds, eyes, mouth, teeth, shoulder...damn not enough space on here...
Your Bedtime: on and off during the day, im lunatic
Your Most Missed Memory: my grandfather
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
MacDonalds or Burger King: NAH HELL NO NONE OF IT
Single or Group Dates: definitely single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: jack daniels
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: NO
Do you Swear: huh...
Do you Sing: only in my car
Do you Shower Daily: sure, i date daily, i gotta ! :-D
Have you Been in Love: si
Do you want to go to College: did already
Do you want to get Married: maybe why not
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Do you think you are Attractive: si
Are you a Health Freak: yeah but not tooo much
Do you get along with your Parents: sorry?
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell no
Do you play an Instrument: ... :-D ...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes and i am happy i did
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Ever been Drunk: no, i can drink
Ever been called a Tease: no, dnt have all that time
Ever been Beaten up: no but i beat up
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: i dont wanna die
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: what i am
What country would you most like to Visit: all
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: all when u cute u cute no matter what color
Short or Long Hair: see above
Height: any inch bigger then me
Weight: next question pls?
Best Clothing Style: the one who express ur mood at that moment
Number of Drugs I have taken: zero. lie: smoke weed a couple of times 15yrs ago
Number of CDs I own: less then mp3
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