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Daniel [BIM]

dreams are lies-it's the dreaming that's real

About Me

-"I want to spend time sitting still, or walking slowly, wondering at and feeling the basic sense of existence, of being alive-dead, of watching my breath, of hearing all sounds in the air, and of letting clouds and stars caress my eyes. I want to let go of anxiety and turn it into laughter, and realize absolutely that life and death are two sides of the same coin... I want to write and talk for interested audiences, to charm them, and play with their questions, but also to listen to people who can tell me things I don't know without being bores. I want to watch water which reflects many changing qualities of light and wind, and is visited by seagulls, pelicans, terns, grebes, and wild duck. I want to sit on some far-out rock or a lonely beach and listen to the waves and look at the western sky at dawn. I want to shoot arrows so high into the sky that they seem to turn into birds. I want to see mountains and prowl through their foothils and forests, listening, at dusk, to unseen waterfalls....I want to sit at a typewriter, at certain times, carefully and meticulously putting into words what I feel--the challenge being that it cannot really be put into words at all... " -Alan Watts
"Subhuti, any person who awakens faith upon hearing the words or phrases of this Sutra will accumulate countless blessings and merit."
"How do I know this? Because this person must have discarded all arbitrary notions of the existence of a personal self, of other people, or of a universal self. Otherwise their minds would still grasp after such relative conceptions. Furthermore, these people must have already discarded all arbitrary notions of the non-existence of a personal self, other people, or a universal self. Otherwise, their minds would still be grasping at such notions. Therefore anyone who seeks total Enlightenment should discard not only all conceptions of their own selfhood, of other selves, or of a universal self, but they should also discard all notions of the non-existence of such concepts."
"When the Buddha explains these things using such concepts and ideas, people should remember the unreality of all such concepts and ideas. They should recall that in teaching spiritual truths the Buddha always uses these concepts and ideas in the way that a raft is used to cross a river. Once the river has been crossed over, the raft is of no more use, and should be discarded. These arbitrary concepts and ideas about spiritual things need to be explained to us as we seek to attain Enlightenment. However, ultimately these arbitrary conceptions can be discarded. Think Subhuti, isn't it even more obvious that we should also give up our conceptions of non-existent things?" - Diamond Sutra
-"My Karma was to be born in America where nobody has any fun or believes in anything, especially freedom."
-"They only alternative to doing what i want, I saw in a vision would be to just sit with a hundred other patients in front of a nice television set in a madhouse, where we could be "supervised" "
-"Let Compassion be your guiding star" by Jack Kerouac (Dharma Bums)
Simplify
If we could abolish knowledge and wisdom
Then people would profit a hundredfold;
If we could abolish duty and justice
Then harmonious relationships would form;
If we could abolish artifice and profit
Then waste and theft would disappear.
Yet such remedies treat only symptoms
And so they are inadequate.
People need personal remedies:
Reveal your naked self and embrace your original nature;
Bind your self-interest and control your ambition;
Forget your habits and simplify your affairs.
(TAO TE CHING)
Mother Earth: Her Whales:
Wild Geese hatched out in Siberia
head over basins of the Yang, the Huang,
what we call "China"
On flyways they have used a million years.
Ah China, where are the tiger, the wild boars, the monkeys,
like the snows of yesteryear
Gone in a mist, a flash, and the dry hard ground
Is parking space for fifty thousand trucks.
IS man most percious of all things?
-then let us love him, and his brothers, all those
fading living beings-
North America, Turtle Island, taken by invaders
who wage war around the world.
May ants, may abalone, otters, wolves and elk
Rise! and pull away their giving
from the robot nations.
Solidarity. The People.
Standing Tree People!
Flying Bird People!
Swimming Sea People!
Four-legged, two legged, people!
How can the head-heavy power-hungry politic scientist
Government two-world Capitalist-Imperialist
Third-world Communist paper-shuffling male
non-farmer jet-set bureaucrats
Speak for the green of the leaf? Speak for the soil?
-Gary Snyder

My Interests

eating gummi bears, existentialism, running for governor, concerts, shows, musica, stealing signs, psychadelic drugs, cold&hearts's, philosophy, running from cops, fear and loathing, making drugs legal, giving praise to jah and searchin for the american dream---the Acid Test and forms of expression in which there would be no separation between myself and the audience. It would be all one experience, with all the senses opened wide, words, music, lights, sounds, touchlightning.
"The psychedelics, the near-death experience, the lucid dreaming, the meditational reveries- all of these things are pieces of a puzzle about how to create a new cultural dimension that we can all live in a little more sanely than we're living in thses dimensions."-TM

I'd like to meet:

"I want a female companion who will, alternatively, melt inot me and wrestle with me, obey me and object to me, admire me and then suddenly show that she can do so many things better than I."

"there is no difference between a Buddha and an ordinary person"

"Whose trip are you paying for? How long will you tolerate people (strange or hip) transforming your trip into cash?
Your style is being sold back to you. New style, same shuck, new style, same shuck, new style. same shuck.
I will not pay for this trip. As your buy a ticket, you kill the I in yourself.. yourself"

the unwritten code "Get High and stay high, closer to God and the real you...Hate is a hangup, they say, that robs you of energies and other- like terrorist-of life"

"Gods dance on their own bodies, New flowers open forgetting Death, Celestial eyes beyond the heartbreak of illusion, I see the gay Creator, Bands rise up in anthem to the worlds, Flags and banners waving in transcendence, One image in the end remains myriad-eyed in Eternity, This is the Work! This is the Knowledge! This is the End of man!" -Allen Ginsberg

Music:

Pink Floyd, King Crimson, Cream, Bob Marley, Dead Prez!!, moody blues, YES!, led zeppelin, CCR, Jimi Hendrix, Jefferson airplane, Neil Young, Bob Dylan, SPoon, Rancid, Leftover Crack/choking victim, the mars volta, bikini kill, le tigre, Gravy train!!!, moving units, jucifer, the slits, the kills, clash, op ivy, the faint, refused, auntie christ, morning glory, radiohead, portishead, NWA, eazy-e, P-funk!! old dirty bastards and of course wu-tang clan...

Movies:

fear and loathing in las vegas!!, waking life, the weather underground, memento, donnie darko, reservoir dogs, can't stop the music, alter states, old school, american history x, ferris bueller's day off, mr. t's be somebody or be somebody's fool, joe dirt, dumb and dumber

Television:

only one thing i'll say for the people watching television, the millions and millions of the one eye. but i do like alf but the writter was a major herion user so i guess that show is alright.

Books:

all things hunter s thompson and jack kerouac (the dharma bums is my bible and Desolation Angels is the current state of my soul), naked and me talk pretty, the acid house, the teachings of don juan, wayside school is falling down, nine stories by j.d. salinger, Howard Zinn,The electric kool-aid acid test by Tom Wolfe & Visions of Cody by jack kerouac tuesday with morrie, Plato(Socrates), Kierkegaard, Nietzsche, Sartre; bible and currently reading soft machine by william burroughs and the haight-ashbury: a history by charles perry

Heroes:

alf, hunter s thompson, Jack Kerouac, Don Juan, Allen Ginsberg, Gary Snyder, and all Buddhas of ages old and new.

My Blog

free flow

The free flow of words, go beyond just verbsthe subject is more then a mere object stuck in grammatical spacefor the moment is an infinite flux of coloryour nothing but a wave of particlesa beautiful ...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 02:08:00 PST

I got this stillness in my soul that just wont go

I got this stillness in my soul that just won't go Like in those moments when you're so lonely and you can't find that closeness That closeness of someone or entity that just knows your whole life s...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:45:00 PST

silly late night poems

Late night ramblings, late night dreamsLate night visions, late night beats I have this fresh feeling inside, like my old horrors have washed awayMaybe it happen in a dream I had, maybe I haven't woke...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:13:00 PST

so lets see

so let's see how all this will go....let's see how i wil flow...so it is yet another friday, yet another day in this cosmic gamethe set and setting, is your free from your work day, so that you can pl...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:34:00 PST

St. Pattys Day

I had this Dream, in which this Leprechaun came too me. And he said to me "Oh what can i do for thee? My pot of gold? travel over thee rainbow?".. "No, No. None of that is stuff concerns me"..."What i...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 05:02:00 PST

a mental hug and kiss

there is a war that is boiling overit's not just in Iraqit's not just against Arabic groups, that are fightin for there right to livebut it's on our home fronteven close then thatit's right at the foo...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 12:31:00 PST

aeiou

let me clear my mind, i don't know why but i feel the need to write on this nice clear morning. hmmm excuse me its time for me to change the music... so it can set the tone... it will just be one mint...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:08:00 PST

i don't

i don't believe in the current system of control,please bring out your pens and paperstake some notescause i might go a lil fastso what is this shit there telling us to believe?war on terror is a figh...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 11:47:00 PST

worthness

peaceful of late night lights, lil diamonds of the sky. tonight is the first time in a long time that i notice that stars were actually in the night's sky!! what a strange moment, to be thrown back in...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 01:14:00 PST

pointless

pointless blog, bulletin, what else can one ask for? in the chaos of life... who needs anyone pointin to anything... as if there is anything to point too.... lets all just let our life pass us by.... ...
Posted by Daniel [BIM] on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 09:32:00 PST