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About Me

MASQUERADING AS A NORMAL PERSON DAY AFTER DAY IS EXHAUSTING! I'm on a spiritual quest and riding on the roller coaster of life! I am interested to meet others on the same ride. I believe my life and all that surrounds me is a vivid reflection of how I think and feel. So here I am .......living for each wonderful thought provoking moment! I have been married for 19 years. I have been blessed with three awesome sons. The eldest is now 21 and the others 17 and 16 but none seem keen to fly away from the nest. My home is full of testosterone and we are not a conventional family. I would call myself a free spirited person but some may describe me as "out there". My son's call me a "hippy" but after looking up the word Hippy in the dictionary I decided it was apt. I am a rebel by nature and cannot help but express my opinion and stand up for what I believe to be truth for the good of all. I like to laugh and find humour in even the darkest of hours. Sometimes I am too honest and may offend others with only good intention. I can be extremely stubborn (may have been a mule in a previous life) but am also a very faithful friend (may have also been a dog in another life). Spending time alone for me is a priority and I do love the company of my dog 'Ella' because she is female and understands my perspective. I work 3 days a week for the Australian Government in an office. I'm on a mission to find something new and interesting to do in life and would like to try a different job that involves helping people more. I want to find a passion and get paid for it! I really enjoy writing but have recently abandoned my attempt at writing a book about my childhood as I found it disturbed my emotions much more than I had anticipated. I would love to travel the world soon - before I get too old to get on a plane! I have a sneaky suspicion I have been going through a mid life crisis but have found that the experience in itself is quite interesting! I'm determined to do some good stuff before I leave this world!

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who speak truth and can laugh at their own sillyness. I prefer the company of those who take a positive view. I like to help others if I can. I am interested in meeting my sisters who have a history of child abuse. It's a crap subject I know but I'de like to find friendship with anyone who has also taken that scarey ride. I would pretty much like to meet anyone out there in spaceland cos I know I can learn so much from all sorts of experiences and people. So if you are an "all sort" kind of person.... call me. Love to meet those fruitloops who can make me laugh. Would love to meet Brad Pitt.... under the sheets would be nice! Every middle aged hippy needs a fantasy.src="http://www.CoolerCode.com/images/button.gif" alt="Myspace Layouts" style="position:absolute; left:0px; top: 0px;" border="0">

My Blog

My inner child

  "This Child"   She had loved him, adored him, Would have done anything for him.   Her yesterdays were innocent, Then childhood forecast pain, Now she grieves for love that's lost, Her...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 16:37:00 GMT

Mother

"Mother" Why did you leave me alone and afraid, I was so little and new, Why didn't you hear the prayers that I made, I tried to be loyal to you. 20.09.06 
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 16:31:00 GMT

Depression

  "Depression's call" If I should lay with breathing slow, Perhaps existance will not show, If I could sleep without a dream, Will I find peace of mind pristine? 30.08.07 
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 15:52:00 GMT

Excerpt of my manuscript "No More Secrets"

An excerpt of my unfinished  manuscript entitled "No More Secrets". An edited excerpt of a chapter entitled "The Rag Doll". My family were living in Darwin when this particular instance of incest...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 22:22:00 GMT