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Chroma Charbon

La pensée, le coeur, l'ame, l'esprit, la persévérance, l'authenticité, la croyance, l'écoute de

About Me

Life is a funny thing, a surprising thing, it is a mystery to me, I try to understand it but I’m always surprised and I always have to reconsider my thoughts and my views. You grow up with strong inner concepts, with dreams and ideals, you have your own personal concept of life, freedom, truth and love, and the best case scenario is in some part of your head and guides you through all your life. So you grow up with all these fairies singing like birds of the paradise and spinning through your head… Well I’ve done a long way of life fulfilment, been through some very good and some very hard. You always readapt and re-think what you do how you should handle or should not have handled. Inside you only feel good things and want to be a good person to others, bring the joy and smiles, feelings of happiness and enjoyment. Sometimes you fail and it is hard to realize and you really hope and want to rearrange things, because it is what counts the most for you. You grow with passions and beliefs, with particular tastes for things and develop your sensibility and thirst for discovery. I grew up with music and found my own inner world in it in which I can escape and just float and acceed to other perceptions, feelings, thoughts… I grew up within the indie punk scene and more specifically within the so called goth scene, in which I found the kind of sounds and voices, of lyrics and also probably some kind of protest against the world we’re living in… It is delightfull to find yourself like swallowed into a kind of world that appeals to you, where you feel at home in some sense, and where you just love to dance and to share all these sounds, that appeal to you. With the time I have also become curious and attracted to other kind of music types but I also know that I have always loved electronic and of course rock things so I don’t find myself lost in the development of my tastes and ears for various things. Thirty three years that I've been wandering through this world and I've been through various countries mostly european ones. My roots are France and Germany but I also love the UK in particular London as well as Asia and North America. My dearest passions in life is the woman I love and have lived with for so long, nothing will and could replace that, a true love never dies, a true soul and a true heart never dry out, I'll keep on having faith and will 'till my last breath. I love travelling and discovering countries and foreign arts and following the dark path of music for allmost seventeen years... I like writting, thinking, evolving, trying to learn from good and bad things in life, I believe in my guardian angels, I believe in what is profound and sincere. I'm open to all kind of music excepting rap, house and commercial mainstream shit but have a preference for Goth, EBM, Coldwave, Batcave and german NDW as well as certain forms of techno like Goa, minimalistic things and Electroclash like the kind of 80's vibes Int. Gigolo produce. I love going to concerts, festivals and good clubs or events in Paris, London and Germany. I love nature in a vast sense, I love water, wind and old trees, I love mingeling lights in the night and holding my head up the sky to see the stars, I love the tranquility of churches and saint places. I love peacefull and savage places, I love warm rocks under a sunny sky. I hate silence, misunderstandings and false judgements, I believe in justice in a large sense. These are just a few words to define myself and a bit of my inner side. Lux Nox is and was a common project and idea, it was built by two souls, it consists as well of two words, of two sides, of night and day, this name remains sacred. L'aube ramene la lumiere et avale la nappe opaque de la nuit, je serai toujours là, tourné vers la lumière meme en pleine nuit. .. Myspace Layouts + Myspace GraphicsMyspace .. Now Icons

My Interests

As I allready mentioned my dearest passion is music mainly all kind of sounds which could be defined as related to goth and wave but also a lot of stuff from the independent and underground scene excepting the goth metal things which I really hate. I'm not fond of heavy metal and death metal things, the only exceptions for more heavy sounds would be bands like Ministry or Rammstein... Apart from music I love travelling, arts in general, history in general, french and japanese cooking, reading mostly biographies and real event stories, french and british poetry, writing, learning, keeping myself informed. With regards to my personality I would say that I am a sensible and sensitive person, a real fish, a real dreamer swimming in my inner oceans.

I'd like to meet:

People mostly in my age sharing the same interests and sense of sensibility, true people from all kind. I would love to meet and exchange with people with a certain maturity, sensibility and with a real passion for the kind of music and way of life I am attached to as well as artists of all kind and musicians evolving in the dark scene, people open to arts, to thoughts, to writting, true friends not story or fortune tellers. I'm open to new ideas and projects and creativity in a large sense.Best Myspace Contact Tables

Music:

It is hard to mention all the bands and singers I love there are far too many, some I grew up with, some are a real inspiration to me, from some I've learned a lot and read a lot, some I consider as true friends, some I keep on discovering with great interest and pleasure... In order to quote just a few I would mention within my favourites the following: Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Creatures, Bauhaus, Fields of the Nephilim, Sisters of Mercy, Dead can Dance, Cocteau Twins, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Placebo, Joy Division, Collection d'Arnell Andrea, Rosa Crux, Noir Desir, The Sound, Nico, And also the Trees, The Young Gods,X-Mal Deutschland, Francoiz Breut, Dominique A. Lisa Gerrard and Dead can Dance, The Cure, Depeche Mode,Christian Death, Alien Sex Fiend, Dolly and for the more recent things Covenant, VNV Nation, Fixmer & Mc Carthy, Wumpscut, Tactical Sekt, In strict Confidence,Anatomies Bousculaires, Sandie Trash, Vive la Fete, Pravda, ASCII Disco etc, all batcave and cold wave stuff... But all these are just a fragment of all the things I like listening to...

Movies:

Hard to define the ones I like and the ones I don't. I am definitely a David Lynch addict as well as a Wim Wenders and Jim Jarmush lover. I like british social movies with their delightfull sense of dark humor, Dany Boyle movies for instance. I would say that I'm mostly interested in independent cinema either french or german productions and some spanish or danish movies in particular. I hate mainstream trash in particular boring heroic and moralisatory american movies...

Television:

What is shown on tv is mostly crap so I don't switch it on that often... Got to get rid of it...

Books:

Arthur Rimbaud, Baudelaire, Lautreamont, Camus, Vian for the more classic ones, some Amelie Nothomb, Muriel Cerf for sure, otherwise I am more into biographies, historical books or social event reports as well as relevant and interesting newspapers, and of course the specialized musical press...

Heroes:

Are there any ? I must confess that I don't have any particular ones... Someday you rise like a hero, the other you end up like the unknown soldier... ..

My Blog

The Fragile (I think it must be me)

She shinesIn a world full of uglinessShe mattersWhen everything is meaninglessFragileShe doesnt see her beautyShe tries to get awaySometimesIts just that nothing seems worth savingI cant watch her sli...
Posted by luxnox on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 11:58:00 PST

For the one and only

We have all, the time in the worldTime ENOUGH for lifeTo UNFOLDAll the prescious thingsLove has in storeWe have all the love in the worldIf that's all we haveYou will findWe need nothing moreEvery ste...
Posted by luxnox on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 06:14:00 PST

Deranged

Funny how secrets travel,I'd start to believe if I were to bleedThin skies, the man chains his hands held highCruise me blondCruise me babeA blond belief beyond beyond beyondNo returnNo return I'm der...
Posted by luxnox on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 02:50:00 PST

Walking in the rain

Walking In The Rain Sitting by the window Singing songs of love Wishing you were here Because the memory's not enough Wear my mask in silence Pretending i'm alright If you could see then you would be...
Posted by luxnox on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 11:20:00 PST

Der letzte Hilfeschrei

Der Letzte Hilfeschrei Wochen und Monate verstreichenUnd die Einsamkeit steht mir beiDas ist der Lohn - eiserne EinsamkeitDas ist der Alptraum meines DaseinsAlleine - vergessen - abgeschoben ...
Posted by luxnox on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 11:16:00 PST

Dead tango

Mister Moonlight tangue et ne sais plus ou aller, il se frotte aux murs de crépis, trébuche sur les trottoirs, cogne sa tete dans les révèrberes. Il est comme aveugle, le danseur ne danse plus que seu...
Posted by luxnox on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:45:00 PST

Coldly stare out to the Leman sky

  I Coldly Stare Out Comes a time, comes a shadowComes a devil, calls your nameCan't you hear his echoing pacesCold fingers point on youIcy sounds cry into the nightJust a puppet in their playA ...
Posted by luxnox on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:18:00 PST

I can't escape myself (eh non bordel de merde...)

So many feelingsend up in hereleft so alone I'm withoh, an atmoshereI'm sick and I'm tiredof reasoningjust want to break outshake off this skinI can't escape myselfAll my problemslume larger than life...
Posted by luxnox on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 12:14:00 PST

Eisbär

Eisbär Lyrics Eisbär - Eisbärkaltes Eiskaltes Eis.Eisbär - Eisbär - ohEisbär.Ich möchte ein Eisbär sein im kalten Polardann müßte ich nicht mehr schrei'nalles wär' so klar.Ich möchte ein Eisbär sein i...
Posted by luxnox on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:50:00 PST

Une pensée

La musique, Sweet music of my mind and soul, a translation of my own. Thanks to those who mentioned the words, to those who know and knew how to give life and truth to them. I could count that many so...
Posted by luxnox on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 03:08:00 PST