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my shallow seclusion

About Me

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.....God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.Reinhold Niebuhr .........................................Spice 1 - Strap on the sideLAZARUS "Enemy and I"Slipknot - Dualitythis was my shitR.B.L. Posse-Bounce To ThisMost of the people in this world can suck my ass.. I’m a nice person when people allow me to be.. But I’m not the one to take S@*t from anyone.. Unless it's absolutely necessary.. Other than that I’m an easy person to get along with.. I’m a very caring person.. Also very protective of those with in my circle.. I only accept few to join me in my never ending quest for greatness.. If anything compromises that I tend to cut people off quick and sometimes without warning.. I don’t mean to push people away but I feel as soon as a relationship becomes toxic I let it go unless there is a real chance that it can be mended which isn’t usually the case.. I’m also a very loving person I have so much love to give with not a lot of places to direct it.. That could be why I get mad so easily.. I must care too much So I might play it off and pretend to not care at all.. But I’m worth it if there is anyone that can maintain with a person like me.. look I dont give a fuck if you like me or not.. I dont care if you think Im nice to you or if I give you the respect you deserve you might think youre gods gift to the world but you're not I accept people for who they are and I don’t intend on changing that.. Because if it doesn’t fit into what I need in my life.. WHY TRY TO CHANGE THAT.. It makes little or no sense at all to try to change a person.. At least in my minds eye.. fuck off if you think you can convince me otherwise
Demon Hunter- I am youHold you down-The alchemist Feat. Prodigy Of Mobb Deep

My Interests

I make music I try to recored as much as posible but I think need to find a way to get a CD goin.I feel that people need to know that there is a fine line between performers and artist..so figure that out and decide whenever you hear my stuff.. (FUCK BREATH EASY.).. my homie twaun hasent been around in a while me & him created FABLED MINDS so look out 4 that..i RELLY LIKE TO MAKE MUSIC..Ive been being lazy i gotta write more.... shoot Im really interested in solitude font basketball I dont play azz much anymore I just dont have time..but whenever I do I always make sombody who thought they was the shit feel bad..its always gonna be with me..I shoot pool whenever possible.of cource I love my -life man oh my goodness I canott belive I forgot this FOOTBALL used to be thing I cared about the most, weight training is all Ive been doing since the summer ,,oh Im interested in DEATH for some reason I want to know how it feels U might think Im stupid but Im not ...its just been on my mind I cant get rid of it ...I like to watch cry baby kids get hurt its so halarious..or beat in stores..one love to the parents that shake their children in public..

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[i want meet..]
:) Lamb of God - Now You've Got Something to Die for

Music:

I lysten to all kinds of music. RAP MUSIC HAS GONE TO HELL SERIOUSLY..to meny performers with nothing to say..thats why I dont listen to it that much Id prefer to rock out with my cock out..lol but,ACDC, led zep,matalica,GUNZ&ROSES,greenday,linkin park,slipnot,godsmack, the exies,nirvana,marilyn manson,saliva,sevendust,sublime.static X..kill switch...opeth.as I lay dying..mudvane..hate breed..disturbed..HIM.pantera.korn.jimi hendrix.the doors..rob zombie.pink floyd.alice cooper..Alice in chains..Bullet for my valentien..apocalyptica..stained..Lamb of God..30 seconds.ok now the crap music haha...2 pac,mac dre,mac mall,mac 10,all the macz,BONE THUGS,DMX,DEVON THE DUDE,TECH 9,NATE DOGG,WARREN G,DAZ DILINGER,KURUPT,WESIDE CONECTION,GAME,FABLED MINDS,FOUL PLAY,MISTA 45 RBL Posse but IM ACTUALLY SICK OF RAP..iM JUS NOT FEELIN IT .they aint talkin bout nothing..its been over-run by performers insted of artist but as long as theres a good message I had to add this I like bob marley and other reggae the temptations,otis redding,earth wind and fire,oldies..soul music (bennett was here) ect, I also listen to some other stuff like that old school rap but Im really feelin all the real shit so if its real let me listen to it I HATE FAKE SHIT.. it gets on my last nerve I listen to too much music to put on this page ...

Movies:

I dont realy watch movies or tv that much I just listen to music pretty much all day but '' boyz in the hood'', ''juice'' ''above the rim'', ''gridlock''..............''a menece to society'' ''a nightmere B4 christmas'' ''the wood'' ''BELLY'' ''GANG RELATED'' ''COLORS'' ''SCARFACE'' ''halfbaked'' "STATE POPERTY 1&2" "city of god" dazzed and confused" "the jerk"(so funny) MORE OHH AN OLD SCHOOL HORROR ,COMEDY I like to laugh it keeps U young

Television:

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Heroes:

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So apparently I don’t know how to treat people I m not worth loving because I never treat people how they deserve to be treated I try really hard But at the same time I don’t try hard enough I’m an asshole in every aspect I start out as like a very sweet person But don’t we all It’s something that just gradually progresses But I love to much..

My Blog

my Reflective essay

..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  Considering how I began my high school career I believe that I've come a long way. Honestly I wasn't expected to make it...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 11:02:00 PST

The principals and power of vision

In my search to find a good source for this paper, I've encountered a few dilemmas. I was nearly finished when I discovered a better piece of material that would better suite this essay. The quality o...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:57:00 PST

To whom it may concern

Never once did I ever feel like I wasent a good person.. sure I might say or do things that dont always parallel how I feel.. but a lot of people do this..some more than others fuckit I guess I must r...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 12:52:00 PST

When I Think of Home

thoughts exist so evil they stay within my mind.. I hate to see my people lost and so confined.. they like the way they keep us down.. stuck and so depressed.. seperated from the truth as we lay the p...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Sun, 21 May 2006 11:27:00 PST

more of my thoughts

more of my thoughts when I open up my eyes & I look into the light I see the fright 4rm the fight yo the story of my life is like night nothing tight,so I gotta keep it hype cuz its smash on sig...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Thu, 25 Aug 2005 09:27:00 PST

inside of me

when I close my eys an think about the pain I feel deep inside sometimes I want to run but in my mind I know I cant hide I jus cant wait till the end..the end of all of this pain the life that I ...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my life

my life is so much better now but thats happened 1's B4 right when I was on top of thigs I sank deep more an moreI dont know whats instore 4 me the things Im soon 2 face the casualties an tragities th...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my inner thoughts(by me)

I dont feel like Im wanted my soul jus feel real haunted with the demonz Ive created an the curse has jus been spotted w...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the light (by me)

I C some sort of light in this tunnel we call life, I bult myself on rage an never been afraid to fight , I search for the true meaning as time flys p...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tupac

Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate. Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate. Today is build on tragedies which no one want's to face. Nightmares to humanity and morally d...
Posted by my shallow seclusion on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST