roy profile picture

roy

I am here for Networking

About Me

insomnia.coffee.borderline personality disorder.hypocrisy.scarred.broken.distorted.the world is such a chaotic one.blood.

My Interests

i like icecream, coffee, dark chocolates!!! ...japanese stuff..!!! i like sketching, drawing, stargazing, staying up all night...death interest me aside from exploring the depths of my insanity.. ..finding myself..everyone inside of me.. ..to be at heaven's door..at nirvana's gate.. ..i do not like the sun when it's all out that much...a little dimmer would do.. ..vampires..i like to believe in dreams..though i have few.. ..i like forgotten stuff..like empathy, trust, friends... ..i like writing and reading..i like studying people people.. ..i'm not so sure what reality is..but yea..

I'd like to meet:

real people.no phonies.

Music:

gothrock, grunge, alternative, trance, indie rock, local and home-grown music

Movies:

cruel intentions, girl interupted, the crow, underworld, mirrormask, fight club, amelie, sleepers, closer, wickerpark, gone in 60 seconds, italian jobs,

Television:

i dont watch tv anymore

Books:

catcher in the rye, alchemist, coraline, sandman

Heroes:

stitch, jack and sally skellington, billy mandy and grimm,

My Blog

stitched

thinking of you stuck in my head caught in between the living and the dead my hands shaking not with caffeine i'm scared i need a freakin' quarantine here in this gloom i write you vision...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

seeing sally everywhere

you think i don't but i do and it's always secretly i look and in my mind it stays i stare into the rain with envious deppression crying and bleeding living is a question i sit on that roc...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

souL's thoughts

i pray that God might hear my cries. whydo i dream of reality? why do i endlessly cry and feel the pain..? ...help me,..someone please. i cannot sleep beyond insomnia. and i'm killing myself. im not...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

candleburn

On Vineland pass the candle shrine that burns on every night For someone She lets herself go like an angel in the snow She lays down on her back Down on her back - she goes Take me over whe...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my death

..there i wuz..lost in agony someone took me out of misery i was out of the dark and i was glad of what i felt for the first time in my life my tears of ice did melt my heart of stone broke...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Here Without You

Here Without You -3doors down- A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder and I dont think I can look at this the sa...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

unknown feeling

..for a dead person that walks.. ..i am new to this..the first time i ever did feel blood as life and a hand that saved me as my life.. ..i felt something for the first time..it got through my cold st...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

distance

distance is such a harsh word to keep inside..!! ..it could swallow you whole.. ..not even knowing the return of the one you wait.. .. .....you just can't take the miles away.. ..it's hard not seei...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

why?

why do we exist?why do we suffer? why do we enjoy?..why? why?? ..why do we feel..??.. ..why do we question?..why aren't there answers...?? .. ....why do we search fo something we don't even know..?...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life sucks..

life sucks..constantly caught in the middle of yourself in which you drown in your shadow!! ..death is becomming and fast approaching. but still, you dont know your soul purpose or if ever you do hav...
Posted by roy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST