MYSTERY

UNTITLED

As you go I see no end,
No end to an untold tale,
It's so fucked things ended,
Ended the way they did,

Ceasing to exist was you,
You were never there for anyone,
Everything you gave you took,
Took away like it was never there,

Pray to God if God is there,
Pray to God if he cares,
Pray away your lives,
Pray 'till everyone dies,

Lies flying above us,
Swallowing away our lives,
Spirits follow dreading hate,
Living our fears 'till the end.

CONLICTIONAL DREAMS

As ash arises and dust prevails,
This bleeding heart will no longer sail,
Out of the darknes and into the light,
My soul has been taken far from my sight,

Left to be taken my body lay still,
As to be alone without any will,
Visions of hatred now burn in my brain,
Is anyone out there to heal such pain,

Cold and bare and left in despair,
Life being drained into thin air,
Off and away my mind lay adrift,
Wanting to heal this terrible rift,

Split between two worlds apart,
Trying to mend my black little heart,
And so it may seem my life i cant bear,
I shall take this knife and finish it there,

For hours may pass and still i shall be,
But one's lost hope and no longer with thee,
Rotting away into the ground,
Never again to hear the dreadful sounds.

LIVING DEATH

Although they see what I must be
I fail to see the way they see

Beat me one more time
Please dont stop

Beat me one more time
Life slipping from my grasp

As I am beaten
This lifeless heart grows faint

I hear it drifting
One, two, ..., four

Skipping a beat
Eventually life has slipped

Slipped away never to return
Now in this void

My mind still wanders
No place to hide

Only the shadows sheild me
They are coming

Draining my mind of these thoughts
Finally the brutal beating has ceased

No more pain from this existence
Left to rot as no one finds the body

Or was there ever a body
Maybe it was just a figment

A trick of lights
Maybe no one was really ever there.

GOOD-BYE

As my wrists have been slit
And the blood has been drained
I shall lay here and die
But it shall not be in vain
For love was here
But now is lost
Our tears have been shed
And I have paid the cost.

Now hear this of the ill-fated will
That they chose for us to have
We started out with a bang
Never meant to be halved
As she was lying in my arms
I never once lifted my sight
For fear that I might lose her
And never again hold her at night.

Now we must compromise
For our secret has been found
My ears have been taken
Not wanting to hear the dreadful sound
These two cannot be
The voice would say
For she cannot have a love
This they also would say.

My love is now lost
But will never be gone
For her place in my heart
Is what must force me on
Now I leave you with this
Time will keep going by an by
But i am ashamed to admit
This is I guess finally good-bye.

A LESSON

Down the road with a lifeless end,
Wandering in sorrow but not for a friend,
Twists and turns and bridges burned,
Life can kill you so I have learned,
But life brings sorrow and death the relief,
Will I let you in and share with you my grief,
For my life is always closed for fear of pain,
But that fear of pain shall lead me to shame,
I am ashamed for I have closed my doors,
Please do not leave me alone on all fours,
If you wish it then it may be,
That my life shall be open only for thee,
As the path grows longer my life shall be ended,
For I have learned life may never be mended.
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As I live I shall never love.
As I am lost I shall never be found.
As I am here I shall always be alone.
As I look I shall never see.
As I am weak I am also so meek.
As I live it is a lie.
As I exist I don't know why.
And as I hear your voice shall be gone.
For in the end I was meant to be alone.
Living for nothing to call my own.