♪♪♪ et voilà! jacob! [laced with sound] ♪

here i am. living in a small town with only one stoplight, one supermarket, littered with small housing developements, and yes we have a starbucks.
i moved away from my hometown area of sacramento because i couldn't focus on what i needed to do for myself. i knew what needed to be done, but with all of the craziness and the familiar, friendly faces it was hard to get focused. at least for me. i was beginning to walk down a road i hated walking down. doing things i always told myself i would never do. i don't regret any of it though. fuck all of that nonsense. i learned a lot and i'm actually glad i experienced all of these particular happenings.
now i work in the one supermarket in town called Smiths. it has great people that work there and the people in the town aren't so bad themselves either. i already see that i don't fit in though, but i get along very nicely. i'm what you might call, "the odd new kid" if this town was a school of some sort.
the kids i've met out here are pretty cool.
i'm beginning to figure out the direction that i wish to take with my music. it's coming along nicely since i don't have shit to do in the middle of fucking nowhere. soon i'll have some mixed tracks that can help me feel that i am finally starting on a new road to the place i've wanted to be for years now.
i've come across new reasons to be back home in the past weeks. but these few reasons are not worth moving back for. and i even feel odd saying that because they are pretty good reasons. i'm not moving back. not until i know that i'm done out here and i can move back knowing that i am going to accomplish what i want to accomplish.
a lot of times people don't understand what i'm saying, or where i'm coming from, or they might have the opposite feelings i do on things, blah, blah, blah, yada, yada, etc., etc.
o well.
my head sometimes got in the way of things. although sometimes it is the best course of action you can take to thoroughly think a situation out, some times you just flow with it all, ya dig?
yeah. ya dig.
i go outside every night and look at the night sky because it is just that fucking nice out here. one of the main reasons i love it out here so much.
i love my family and the amaing friends i still have back in sacto.
and i still enjoy me a good sandwich.
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