i'm a monster. if you could jump into my head you'd agree.
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"...it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye."
~Antoine de Saint-Exupery
i am a 21 year old, irresponsible kid who loves too quickly for her own good most of the time. fortunately for me, when i do this, i'm usually right about the people that it happens to, and they quickly become very close friends. i'm as stubborn as a jackass when i have my mind set on something, and i don't believe in ever giving up. i am a faithful individual who never goes back on her word, and trusts people even when given a reason (sometimes reasons) not to. along with this, there is nothing that you can do that will make me hate you. my parents tell me that i'm too generous for my own good, but i refuse to believe that i do as much as i can for people. i'm not afraid to live without the comforts that some people work hard to buy. in fact, i don't want to ever find myself living that kind of life. i believe in simplicity, and i intend to always live my life in such a way that nothing i have is something i don't need. money is one thing that i hate, not for what it is, but for what it can do to people. i'm not in love with music, i'm obsessed with it. i'm not a very creative person, i just love to surround myself with those who are. i love taking pictures of my friends and the bands that i love while they perform, though the pictures i take aren't really that special. i like them, and thats what matters to me. they remind me of my favorite memories, close friends, the roads often traveled to and from certain venues and homes. i love the look on a friend's face when i've suprised them by showing up somewhere unexpected. i love being picked up when i'm hugged. i like to drive for hours along back roads in the woods and purposely get lost. i like to stop in farmlands at night and take a couple of blankets out into the fields to watch the stars. i like the sound of the woods at night, especially the crickets. i love watching the sun rise over the trees from the roof of my house and hearing the first couple of birds start to sing in the morning, before i go to bed. i want to live like the birds, free and unfettered, careless in the care of God.
i think thats all i have to say about myself for now. but if you have any questions, please feel free to ask.
this great evil - where's it come from?
how'd it steal into the world?
what seed, what root did it grow from?
who's doing this?
who's killing us, robbing us of life and light, mocking us with the sight of what we mighta known?
does our ruin benefit the earth, aid the grass to grow and the sun to shine?
is this darkness in you, too?
have you passed through this night?
